There is no doubt that you played a major role in my life. One, I will never forget you. Two, I care about you.

I guess I can say that you met me a very bad time in my life. I was gullible enough to believe it when you said you loved me. I have always longed to be your friend. Geez Kevin, I really don’t know what to say. I had once given my heart to you. I can’t believe it. It’s like I will never get that part of me back.

You hurt me. You hurt me with your words and with your actions. There were several times when I became overwhelmed with how terribly mean you could be to me. You cursed me; you deliberately killed me as a person. My hate for you had burned down inside of me for a long time. It was eating me alive. It was destroying me.

Now, I’ve come to my senses. I forgave you, and I have forgiven myself. I’m putting this behind me as much as I can. But I care about you. More than you know. Maybe you don’t want to think about that now, but hopefully someday you will. I care about people, and I understand you’re a person who has feelings. And like mine, they can be hurt.

I’m sorry.

Sincerely, Crystal