I've wanted to hate you but I couldn't find a reason to, so I didn't.
There was that time when I was so close to having you by my side.
But now? Now is filled with memories of the past and how I never let my feelings show.
I think of you and wonder what went wrong. What did I do wrong? Did I do anything wrong? Did either of us?
You love another now, and the sad thing is, I still love you.
I cannot let my feelings out to you because you will feel different about me.
I want to cry when I think of you because I see you, and the memories are there.
I never have a point to things-never an explaination for anything.
I was in love with you then, and I am in love with you now. I will always be in love with you even though sometimes I might not understand why.
~18 September 2000~