Charming
JC
By:
Foxy Lady
Prologue
Calista had
always had a crush on JC. It had begun the day she met the guys when she had
visited her mother on tour. Her mother worked for Nsync as part of their
wardrobe crew, and one summer had asked her to come out. At the time, she had
been living with her father. She had been fourteen that summer, about to turn
fifteen in the fall. Going on tour with her mom had sounded like fun, and she
immediately began begging her father to go. It had taken some work on her part,
but after many promises and hours of begging, he had finally relented.
She remembered
arriving in Europe to meet up with the tour. she hadn't seen her mother since
the holidays, and she had missed her. When she had stepped off the plan, the first
thing she had seen was her mother. She had run to her, and gave her a big hug.
After a few moments of tears on both their parts, Callie had stepped back. It
was then that she had noticed the person standing next to her mother. It was
then that she first saw JC Chasez.
"JC, this is
Callie. Callie, this is one of the boys from the group, JC Chasez."
JC had held out
his hand to her as he stepped slightly closer. Callie looked right at him. She
didn't know if she had ever seen eyes as blue as his before. She shook his
offered hand. He took her backpack off her back and slung it over his own with
a smile. "Callie, this is going to be so much fun. The rest of the guys
are back at the hotel."
"Great. Mom
has told me so much about you all. I can't wait to meet everyone else."
"All good
stuff I hope."
"Nah,"
Callie said before breaking into laughter at the _expression on JC's face.
"Just kidding."
"Very funny,
kid. I can see that you will fit right in here."
That summer had
been one of the best of her life. She had made five great friends. The guys
tried to include her in everything. They were all like big brother's to her.
Even JC, but since that first day when he picked her up at the airport she knew
she wanted more than that from JC, but to him she was just a cute kid that they
hung out with. He would never see her as anything more.
During that
summer, Justin and her grew close as well. He was her best friend. They would
talk about all sorts of things staying up way too late on the nights the other
guys went out watching movies and eating popcorn. He was the only she told
about her crush on JC. He smiled and told her she should tell him, but she
shook her head no. JC would just laugh his head off if she told him. She had
made Justin promise to never tell JC about her crush. As far as she knew, he
never had.
As the summer
drew to a close, and the time she had to go back home grew nearer, she wished
she didn't have to leave. She knew she would miss her big brother's terribly,
but her father had made it clear at the start, that the trip was only for the
summer. She had school to attend, and with her mother's busy work schedule
touring with different groups that would make it impossible to go to school.
The night before
she had to leave, the guys threw her a small party. They each gave her a gift
to remember them by. Justin gave her a cell phone, so they could keep in touch.
Lance, Chris & Joey gave her little mementos from the various cities they
had traveled through, but the one that surprised her the most was JC's gift. He
had bought her a charm bracelet with a charm of the Eiffel tower.
"So you'll
always remember the summer you spent in Europe," he said.
Jumping up from
her seat on the bed, she wrapped her arms around his neck. "Thank you, JC.
I'll never forget this summer or you..." Stepping back, she looked at the
rest of the guys. "Any of you. You're locked away in here," she said
touching her chest.
That night her
and Justin had stayed up until they couldn't keep their eyes open any longer.
Before falling asleep, Justin yawned and said, "Maybe someday he won't see
you as a kid."
Callie had
laughed as she closed her own eyes. "He's seven years older than me. He'll
never see me as anything but a kid."
The next day, she
woke up, loaded her suitcases, and left five of the most important people in
her life behind.
Chapter 1
That day had been
a little over four years ago. She had kept in contact with all five of the
group members, but she had talked to Justin the most. He would call her at the
weirdest times to talk, and he emailed her several times a week, so she pretty
much knew what was going on in all of their lives.
Since she had
left Europe JC was never far from her thoughts. She still wore the charm
bracelet he had given her adding charms here and there that symbolized
important moments in her life. Justin had sent her a few too, and she had
always wondered if it was him that had sent them or JC. The few times her and
JC had spoken over the years, they would have these long conversations where
she would fill him on what was happening to her at the time. Shortly after
these talks, she would receive a package from Justin with a charm symbolizing
something she had told JC about. She wanted to ask Justin if the charms were
from JC or him, but she didn't want to hurt Justin's feelings if they were from
him.
The spring of her
freshman year, Justin asked her to come along on their summer tour with them.
She could work in wardrobe, and it would be like old times. They hadn't seen
each other since Europe, and he wanted to see her. All the guys did, he said.
So after her last final, she found herself packing up her dorm room, putting
stuff into storage, and lugging two large suitcases with her to the airport.
she was looking forward to seeing her friends again. Much had changed since she
had seen them last.
Back then she was
only fourteen. Still had worn glasses, and had braces on her teeth. Well off
came the glasses and braces. She had grown up, filling out in all the right
places. In high school, guys had followed her around, but she had never paid
them any mind. There was only guy that interested her, and she knew that was
probably the one guy she would never have.
As the plane
started its descent, she looked out her window. She hoped that Justin or one of
the others had come to meet her, but she knew that probably wouldn't happen.
They were too big, and if they were sighted at the airport chaos would ensue.
As the plane rolled to a stop at her gate, she waited a second before reaching
down for her backpack. Standing up, she placed her bag on her seat before
stretching her arms over her head. Grabbing her baseball cap, she slipped it
onto her head.
When she walked
off the airplane, the first thing she saw was big hulk of a man standing away
from everyone else. Recognizing him immediately, she pushed her way through the
crowd and stopped in front of him. She reached up and tapped him on the
shoulder. "Hey, you."
The man looked
down at her with a grim look. "Look, miss, I'm here waiting for someone.
They aren't here."
"Lonnie,
it's me," she said as she slipped off her cap. Shaking out her hair, she
smiled up at him. "Recognize me now, big man?"
"Callie,
girl, you grew up."
"Yep, I'm
almost nineteen now. We all have to grow up sometime you know."
Lonnie took her
bag from her, and began to lead her down to baggage claim. "The boys have
been dying to see you. They will not believe it is you when they see you. We'll
have to watch Joey around you."
After they picked
up her luggage, they made their way to the parking lot. They didn't talk much
on their way to meet the guys. When they pulled up in front of a large mansion,
Callie looked out her window shaking her head. She grabbed her backpack, and
stepped out of the SUV watching as Lonnie got her bags. He waved her away, and
she turned towards the house walking up the steps.
The front door
was slightly ajar, so she pushed it open and walked inside. Looking around, she
saw no sign of anyone. Hearing loud laughter, she walked towards the direction
it was coming from. Finding the source of the laughter at the end of the
hallway, she stopped in the doorway looking at three of her friends.
Justin was the
first to look up and see her standing there. He looked at her for a second not
recognizing her before his face broke out into a huge grin. "Callie, girl,
is that you?"
Callie nodded as
she took a step further into the room. Justin walked over to her and wrapped
his arms around her lifting her off the floor. "Guys, look at
Callie."
"We're
looking at her, Justin,' Lance said with a soft chuckle.
"I didn't
recognize you. you sure have changed since I seen you last." He put her
down on the ground, and took a step back. He looked her up and down before
whistling. "Girl, when did you get hot?"
Callie blushed
with a soft giggle. "I just grew up is all. Ditched the glasses and those
god awful braces I used to wear." She walked up to Lance, and gave him a
hug. "Speaking of getting hot, when did you do that, Lance?" Lance blushed
turning his head. Callie turned to last occupant of the room and smiled as she
saw them engrossed in a video game. "Chris, you never change. Don't I get
a hug at least?"
Chris nodded as
he paused his game. "Of course you do, my dear." He walked over to
her and gave her a huge hug.
"Hey, Chris,
you didn't tell us we were going to have company today?"
Callie looked
towards the door, and there stood the last two members of the group. She
glanced briefly at Joey before settling her gaze on JC. Stepping away from
Chris, she watched as Joey walked up to her.
"Hey,
beautiful. Where you been all my life?"
Callie could hear
the chuckles behind her, and tried to hold in her own laughter. Instead she
crossed her arms in front of her chest and rolled her eyes. "Joey, my
dear. You are just as bad as I remember."
Joey turned away
from her and looked at JC with a confused _expression on his face. Justin
walked up behind her, and placed his arm across her shoulders. "Guys,
remember Callie?"
JC's eyes opened
wide, as he looked at Callie. "This is Callie?"
Justin nodded his
head. "She grew up."
"Hot damn,
girl. You grew up fine," Joey said as he pulled her into a hug.
"Thanks,
Joey," she said with a laugh.
When Joey stepped
back from her, JC was there pulling her into a hug. She had almost forgotten
what is was like to be in JC's arms, but she remembered clearly as he head her
close. When he stepped back, she wanted to stop him, but didn't. He looked down
at her wrist and smiled. "You still have the bracelet?"
Callie nodded, as
she held it up. "I rarely take it off. I've put all the charms Justin sent
me, and a few of my own. It is my favorite thing in the world."
JC nodded.
"I'm glad you love it so much."
"I'm glad
you gave it to me," Callie whispered dropping her arm back to her side.
Looking down, she covered her mouth stifling a yawn. "I'm tired."
"Let me show
you where you'll be staying tonight. You can take a nap. We leave tomorrow for
the first date on the tour," Justin said, as he picked up her backpack.
"I'll see
you all later, guys."
Callie followed
Justin in silence. When they reached the second floor, Justin stopped outside a
room looking at her. "You still like him don't you?"
Callie nodded
with a sigh. "But nothing's changed. I'm still just a kid to him."
Justin pushed
open the room door and dropped her bag on a chair. "One of us will come
get you when we have dinner here. Get some rest."
Chapter 2
Back downstairs,
JC sat on the couch with his notebook. Lance sat in the corner with his cell
phone and laptop. Joey had joined Chris in whatever video game he had been
playing. JC looked up tapping his pen against the top of his notebook.
"Callie sure has changed since we saw her last."
Lance looked over
from his laptop. "We've all changed in the last four years, Jayce. Callie
just grew up. When we saw her last she wasn't even fifteen yet."
"Yeah. I
guess I was just expecting to see the same kid show up here today."
Lance closed his
laptop, and walked over to the couch sitting next to JC. "You know, Jayce.
Callie used to have this huge crush on you when she was younger. Probably still
does for all we know."
JC looked up at
his friend for a silent moment before asking, "How do you know that?"
Lance shrugged
his shoulders. "I don't know. I just noticed things."
JC looked over at
Chris and Joey. "Is Lance right, guys?"
"Huge
doesn't even begin to describe the size of the crush Callie has for you,
JC," Chris said not turning away from his game.
Just then Justin
walked into the room collapsing onto the couch next to his friends. "What
you guys talking about?"
"Callie's
crush on JC here," Joey said from his spot on the floor.
Justin's jaw
dropped as he looked at his friends. "Oh, shit," he whispered.
"What,
Justin?"
Lowering his head
into his hands, he mumbled, "She didn't want you to know."
"So it's
true?" JC put his notebook on the table in front of the couch.
"Yeah, but
you didn't hear it from me."
"How long
has she had this crush?"
"Since
Europe. She told me one night when we were hanging out. Made me promise not to
tell. How'd you find out?"
"Lance told
me."
"Well, okay,
then. What are you going to do about it?"
JC looked at his
friend before laughing. "Justin, I'm not going to do anything about it.
Callie is just a kid. It'd be like me trying to make a move on Britney or
something. She is like a little sister to me."
"The thing
is, JC," Lance said, "Callie is not a kid and is not your little
sister."
"Yeah, so.
I'm not going to do anything with Callie, guys." JC stood up, picking up
his notebook from the table. "I'm going up to my room. I'll wake up Callie
when it is time to eat."
Lance waited
until JC had left the room before shaking his head. "He's already gone,
you know."
"What do you
mean?"
"I mean that
he has always liked her. He just didn't realize it yet. For example, the
bracelet, and all those charms you and he bought her."
"But he
thinks she is just a kid."
"Yeah, well.
We'll have to work on that."
JC walked through
the house on his way to the second floor. As he reached the top of stairs, he
stopped. Instead of turning towards his room, he walked towards the room at the
end of the hall. The room he knew Callie was staying in for the night. He
stopped in front of the door seeing it slightly open. He peeked inside to find
Callie asleep on the bed. He pushed the door open a little more, and leaned
against the door frame. He ran his fingers through his hair with a sigh.
Shaking his head,
he stepped away from the door, and turned away. As he walked away, Callie
turned over in bed with her own sigh watching JC until he was out of sight.
Chapter 3
After JC was
gone, Callie got up out of bed. Pulling her hair up into a ponytail, she left her
room, and walked back downstairs hoping the guys were still where she had left
them. When she found them, she walked into the room with a sigh. Sitting next
to Justin, she leaned her head on his shoulder.
"I thought
you were going to take a nap," he said as he placed his around her.
"I tried,
but I couldn't sleep." Yawning, she rubbed her eyes. "JC stopped by
my room."
"He did.
What did he say?"
"Nothing.
Just looked for a second then left."
"See. What
did I tell you? He is gone, guys," Lance said.
"What do you
mean?" Callie sat up and looked over at Lance.
"JC likes
you. It's just a matter of time before he realizes it. Then you can stop
crushing on him, and he can stop denying he likes you."
Callie turned her
head back towards Justin. "I thought you wouldn't tell them about that,
Justin. I trusted you."
"Callie,
I..."
"It wasn't
Justin that told us, Callie. I just saw things, and figured it out for
myself."
Callie lowered
her head into her hands. "This is so embarrassing. Do you think JC knows?"
When the room stayed silent, she looked up. "He knows?"
Lance nodded his
head. "I sort of told him, and then Justin came in and confirmed it."
"Justin!"
"I'm sorry.
I just got blind sided. Said the first thing that came to my mind."
Callie stood up
and walked over to the door. "I can't believe this."
"You really
like him, don't you?"
Callie stopped
and turned back around. "Yeah, I do, but it isn't going to change the fact
that to JC I'm always going to be this kid he met back in Europe that used to
wear glasses and braces."
"It might
change, Callie. If you let us help."
Callie raised up
her hand. "No way, guys. I don't want or need your help. IF JC is going to
see me differently, I want him to do it on his own." Without another word,
Callie left the room.
Returning to her
room, she sat on the bed playing with the bracelet around her wrist. She
sighed, as she lie back on her bed looking up at the ceiling. She knew she
loved JC. This wasn't some simple crush she was feeling, but she had no idea if
JC would ever see her differently.
"Penny for
your thoughts?"
Callie looked up
to find JC leaning against her door jam.
"Just
thinking about someone."
JC took a step
further into the room. "Anyone I might know?"
Callie shook her
head watching as JC sat down next to her. "Maybe." Biting her lip,
she sighed. "JC, I..." Shaking her head, she sat up in bed. "Do
you think dinner's ready? I'm starving. Airplane food sucks."
JC stood up and
held out his hand to her. "I'm sure we can find something for you to eat.
Come on."
Callie took his
hand looking down at it as it held hers. She wished JC would notice her.
Chapter 4
What Callie
didn't know is that JC had always noticed her. Even when Callie was a geeky fourteen
year old, he had seen beyond that to see the person inside. That is why he had
given her the bracelet, and had helped Justin pick out all those charms over
the years. If she just a few years older, he might have acted on his feelings,
but she had been only fourteen back then. Now that she was older, he could see
the person she had become, and he felt even more for her, but she was still so
young. She wasn't even nineteen yet.
JC looked up from
what he was writing as he heard people enter the front of the bus. They were a
week into the tour, and things were going well. Callie had fit right in with
the crew. Some even remembered from the summer she had traveled with them in
Europe. He ran his hand through his hair as he heard Callie's voice mingling with
those of his friends. As they walked into the back lounge, he shoved his
notebook under him.
"Hey, Jayce,
whatcha doing?" Chris asked sitting on the floor in front of his friend.
"Nothing.
Waiting to get on the road."
Callie sat next
to JC, and lay her head on his shoulder. "Hi, JC," she said with a
yawn.
"Hello,
sweetie. You staying with us this ride?"
Callie nodded her
head. "They asked me to come watch movies or something. The crew bus is no
fun."
JC placed his arm
around her, and patted her shoulder. "Aww. We'll find something fun to do
here."
Callie raised her
head. "Okay. You mind if I stay here? You're pretty comfy for a skinny
guy."
JC wanted to say
no. Didn't want Callie that close for the rest of the bus ride to the next
city, but he couldn't find the words, so he just nodded his head. Out of the
corner of his eye, he noticed Lance's smirk, and he rolled his eyes.
"So what
should we do?"
Lance got up from
his spot on the couch, and walked over the entertainment center. He pulled out
some DVD's and showed them to everyone. "Movies? I think we got some new
stuff here."
"Yeah, that
sounds good," Justin said, as he took Lance's place on the couch. Lance
looked at him for a second before shaking his head and sitting on the floor.
Callie covered her mouth stifling a yawn lowering her head to JC's chest. Her
hand fell to his stomach, as she settled in.
"Tired,
sweetie?" JC asked raising his hand and running it over the back of
Callie's head.
Nodding, Callie
mumbled, "Sleepy, and you make a nice pillow."
JC chuckled
softly. "Well, then go ahead and fall asleep if you want. I won't
mind."
"Okay,"
Callie mumbled.
JC looked up at
the television as the movie started, but his attention was soon drawn back to
the girl lying on him. She was really quite cute, and they got a long well.
Within minutes, Callie had fallen asleep. He ran his hand along her back, as he
tried to watch the movie. He let out a soft sigh, and Justin nudged his arm.
Justin leaned
closer and whispered, "You know you like her, C. Why you fighting
it?"
JC looked down at
Callie, and didn't respond. He instead returned his attention to the movie.
When the credits began to roll a couple of hours later, he stretched slightly
not wanting to disturb Callie still asleep on his chest.
Justin stood up
stretching his own arms over his head with a yawn. "Want me to put her in
the spare bunk?"
JC shook his
head. "I got her. You go ahead and go to sleep."
Okay,"
Justin said with a yawn scratching his stomach. He left the lounge followed by
the rest of the group. A soft chuckle could be heard. "JC is so far gone.
He'll notice it sooner or later."
Back in the
lounge, JC was trying to decide what to do. He didn't want to wake up Callie.
She looked so peaceful asleep on his chest. He ran his fingers through her
hair. Looking at the blanket lying on the back of the couch. He reached up and
pulled it down, so that it was covering her. He then slowly moved so that he
was lying on the couch with her still lying on him. He stopped moving when he
felt her shift, but she stayed sleeping. "Must be a deep sleeper," he
whispered.
Closing his eyes,
he smiled, and soon fell asleep.
Chapter 5
The first thing
Callie felt was the movement of the bus as it traveled down the highway. The next
thing she felt was that she wasn't sleeping alone. She opened her eyes slowly
letting them adjust to the darkness of the room before looking to see who was
with her. She smiled upon recognizing JC. He was sound asleep with his faced
turned away from hers. His arms wrapped protectively around her. She sighed as
she reached up and touched his cheek with the tip of her finger. She moved to
trace his lips but stopped fearing she would awaken him. Sighing, she dropped
her hand back to rest on his chest, and closed her eyes. She soon fell asleep
again.
In the morning,
Justin woke up first. He walked over to Callie's bunk, and lifted the curtain
to peek inside. Seeing her not in her bunk, he scratched his head. Throwing the
curtain back down, he made his way to the lounge in the back of the bus.
Scratching his stomach, he smiled at the sight before him. Callie and JC were
curled on the couch. Both still sound asleep. Justin heard a noise behind him,
and turned to see Lance. Waving him over, he held up his finger to his mouth.
Lance walked over
sleepily rubbing his eyes. He stood next to Justin, and smiled.
"See," he whispered, "the boy is already in love with Callie
there. He just needs to open his eyes and realize it for himself.
Justin nodded.
Stepping away from the lounge, he pulled Lance with him. "Let's let them
sleep a little bit more."
When his two
friends were gone, JC opened his eyes. He sighed looking at the empty doorway
before turning his attention back to Callie. Was he in love with her? Were his
friends right? He couldn't be in love with her. She was still so young, and she
didn't need the kind of life loving him would entail. She would be better off
with someone else. Reaching up his hand, he pushed a piece of hair out of her
face. "I can't love you," he whispered as his hand fell to her back.
Callie shifted,
opening her eyes slowly. She saw the sunlight shining into the lounge, and
closed her eyes. "Morning, JC."
"Morning,
sweetie. Sleep well?"
Callie nodded her
head against his chest. "I told you last night that you make a good
pillow. Even for being so skinny."
"Well, thank
you."
Callie looked up.
"Why did we sleep here?"
JC shrugged his
shoulders. "You fell asleep during the movie, and I didn't want to wake
you to take you to your bunk, so I just stayed here."
"You didn't
have to do that, JC. Sleeping here on this couch must have been hell on your
back."
Shrugging his
shoulders again, JC smiled. "It's okay. I didn't mind it too much."
Callie moved to
get up, but stopped. She lifted her head, and lightly kissed him. Moving back
before JC could respond. "Thanks, JC."
Callie was gone
before JC could utter a word. He sat up, and lowered his head onto his hands.
He couldn't be in love with her, but he knew that he was. That one soft touch
of her lips on his had shown him how he felt, but he couldn't act on those
feelings. Not yet. Probably not ever. Callie had so much of her life ahead of
her.
"JC, you
okay, man?"
JC looked up to find
Justin standing there with a bowl of cereal in his hand. "Just fine,
Justin."
"You sure?
If you want to talk, you know I'll listen. That is what I'm here for."
JC nodded.
"I know, but I don't want to talk about it yet."
"Is it about
Callie?"
JC looked up and
sighed. "Justin, I don't want to talk about it right now. If I do, I'll
let you know."
Justin nodded
taking a bite of his cereal. After swallowing, he said, "Well, okay, then.
We'll be at the hotel in ten. So pack up."
JC stood up from
the couch brushing by Justin to walk to his bunk. He saw Callie in the front of
the bus with the others, and sighed again. Shaking his head, he began to pack.
Justin ran up to
him, and threw something onto his bunk. "You left this."
JC looked down at
his notebook. "Thanks, J."
"No problem.
If you need me, I'm here."
JC watched his
friend as he joined the others. With a sigh, he shoved his notebook into his
bag. He needed to figure this thing out.
Chapter 6
For the next few
days, JC tried to avoid Callie as much as possible. He could tell that his
distance hurt Callie, but he needed time to figure things out. The more he
thought about it, the more he realized that he had always had feelings for
Callie. He just hadn't really thought about them until now. He wished he could
talk to someone, but all of his friends thought he should give up this charade
and admit that he had feelings for Callie.
He wanted to do
that. Each time he thought of the night she had slept with him, he smiled. He
had lain there a good part of the night just laying there with his eyes closed
listening to her breathe. When she had woken up in the middle of the night, he
had almost told her to go to her bunk and go back to sleep, but he had
pretended to be asleep. He had been awake to feel her touch his cheek. After
she had fallen back asleep, he had opened his eyes watching her until sunlight
begin to filter into the back of the bus.
Days had passed
since that night, and yet JC still remembered how her finger felt on his cheek.
How the brief touch of her lips had felt on his. He lay on his bed in his hotel
room looking up at the ceiling. They had the night off, and they guys had all
wanted to go out, but he had begged off. He was pretty sure Callie had gone
with them, and the thought of seeing Callie on the dance floor in next to
nothing was enticing, but it knew it would only cause him problems. Problems he
didn't want or need at the moment.
He had a
girlfriend. One that loved him, and that he loved back, or so he thought. If he
really loved Bobbie, these feelings for Callie should never have even surfaced.
Yet they had, and he had to do something about them.
He rolled over
onto his stomach looking out the window. He sighed and started to close his eyes,
but just as they shut his room phone rang. He rolled over looking at the clock
briefly. It was just 12:30am. The guys should still be out clubbing. Callie was
with them. He reached out and grabbed the phone, putting it his ear while
rubbing his eye with his free hand. "Hello," he mumbled. When nothing
but silence greeted him, he began to hang the phone back up thinking it was
some teenie that had lucked out in guessing the right room. When he heard a
voice, he stopped, and put the phone back to his hear.
"JC, it's
me, Callie."
JC didn't like
the sound of her voice, so he sat up in bed leaning against the headboard.
"What's the matter, sweetie?"
"You're
going to laugh at me I know it."
"No, I
won't. Just tell me." He heard a sigh on the other end of the line and
shook his head. "Callie, come on. Just tell me. I promise I won't
laugh."
"Okay. Well
I watched this stupid movie on cable tonight, and it gave me nightmares."
He had promised
her he wouldn't laugh at her, and he wouldn't. Instead he sighed. "What
movie was it?"
"I don't
really know. These dolls came to life and they were killing people. Highly
educational television."
At these words,
JC laughed softly. "I'm sorry that movie gave you nightmares. Are you okay
now, sweetie?"
"I think so.
I just needed to hear your voice."
"Well, if
you need me. I'm always here for you."
"Thanks, JC.
Sorry to wake you."
"Don't worry
about it. Night."
"Night,
JC."
JC hung up the
phone and lie back down. He definitely had a problem. The question was how to
solve it. Should he just admit his feelings to Callie, or let her back to
school after the tour without telling her how he felt. Let her find some normal
guy her own age. He flopped onto his back with a sigh. That is what his mind
was telling him to do, but he didn't know if his heart would let him.
Chapter 7
After hanging up
the telephone, Callie laid back on her bed with a sigh. She didn't know why she
had called JC. She had noticed how he had distanced himself since that night on
the bus. She didn't even know why she even bothered trying to get him to notice
her. Justin and Lance kept telling her to just wait. JC would come around. It
was just a matter of time.
Well, Callie
didn't knowhow much longer she could sit around and wait. The tour wouldn't
last forever. she would have to go back to school, and then it might be another
four years before she saw her friends again.
Sitting up in
bed, she pulled her hair back into a loose ponytail. She was tired of this. She
would go to JC, and told him how she felt. The worst that could happen is that
he could say he didn't feel the same way. They were just friends. If he told
her that, she could handle it. It would hurt, but she would be able to move on
and find someone else.
Climbing out of
bed, she grabbed her room key off her dresser, and left her room. She walked
down the hall and stopped in front of JC's room. Just as she was about to raise
her hand to knock, the door opened and JC stepped out into the hall stopping
when he saw her standing there. "Hi," she whispered.
"Hey, I was
just coming to check on you."
Callie looked up.
"You were?"
JC stepped aside
and motioned for her to come into his room. "Yeah, I was. Nightmares suck,
so I was going to stay with you until you fell asleep."
Callie smiled.
"You're really sweet." She sat on the edge of the bed. As she looked
up at him, the reason why she had even come to his room in the first place was
forgotten. All intentions of confessing how she felt for him left out in the
hall. She watched as he sat next to her on the bed. He reached up and pushed a
loose strand of hair out of her face.
"So for
future reference, sweetie. Don't watch a scary movie just before going to bed,
especially if your alone."
Callie nodded her
head. "Yeah. Trust me. I don't see many more movies with killer dolls in
my future."
JC laughed as he
pulled her close. "Good." JC yawned.
"I'm sorry I
woke you up, JC. I'll let you get back to sleep." Callie began to stand
up, but JC stopped her.
"Why don't
you just stay here. The bed is big enough, and we've slept together before.
I'll protect you if any killer dolls come after you in the night."
Callie watched as
JC laid down. They were both adults, and like he said it wasn't like they
hadn't slept together before. Shaking her head, she sighed. Standing up, she
walked around the bed, and got under the covers that JC had pulled back for
her. She laid down so that she was facing him. "Night, JC."
JC looked at her
with a smile on his face. "Night, sweetie."
Neither one of them
closed their eyes. Just watched each other silently. Callie began to wonder if
maybe leaving would have been wiser. She was about to move from the bed when JC
reached out and touched her cheek. Closing her eyes, she moved into the touch.
She didn't know
it happened, but she soon she felt his lips touch hers and he was kissing her.
She didn't want to move cause then he might stop, but he did anyway. She opened
her eyes as she felt his hand leave her face. "Jayce?" When all she
heard was a sigh, she sat up and got out of bed. Looking back at the bed, she
sighed and left the room.
Chapter 8
JC didn't know
why he had done it. It had just happened. He had leaned over and kissed her.
Then he had let her go. Let her get up and leave without a word. He should have
said something. Done something, but no like an idiot he let Callie leave.
Kissing her had just been stupid, but it hadn't felt stupid when he had done
it. Kissing her had felt right, but it was stupid.
The next morning
JC was the first to be up. He hadn't slept well at all. He just kept replaying
the moments he had spent with Callie in his room. He still couldn't believe he
had kissed her. After walking into Lance's room to have breakfast, he walked
over to the bed and laid down with his feet dangling over the edge. He sighed
as he closed his eyes.
Lance looked over
at Justin who just shrugged his shoulders. He then walked over and sat next to
JC on the bed. "What's wrong?"
JC opened his
eyes and looked between his two friends. "I kissed Callie last
night."
"Finally,"
Justin said.
JC shook his
head. "No, not finally, Justin. I shouldn't have done it. I have a
girlfriend. And Callie has her life. After the summer, she'll go back to
school, and being together will be hard."
Lance patted his
friend on his shoulder. "JC, if you love Callie and she loves you, you two
will make it work."
JC sighed shaking
his head. "It isn't that easy, Lance."
Justin walked
over the bed and sat down. "You are making it harder than you have to,
Jayce. Just tell her how you feel. Things will find a way to work themselves
out. They always do."
After breakfast,
JC went off by himself. He needed to think about what had happened and how he
felt. When he got to the venue, he went into the quiet room and sat by himself.
He was so deep in thought that he didn't notice Callie walk in and sit next to
him. He looked up to find her staring at him silently. "Hey, girl. I
didn't hear you come in."
"Yeah, Look
we need to talk."
JC sighed.
"I know. I'm sorry about last night. I shouldn't have done that,
Callie."
Callie shook her
head. "I wanted you to do that, JC. I've wanted you to do that for a long
time, but I don't want it if you don't."
"Callie,
you're great. I really like you, but it would never work between us. You know that
right, sweetie?"
Callie shook her
head. "You just don't want to try." Standing up, she looked down at
him. "You're just scared." Turning, she walked away.
She left the
room, and walked down the hall. She wiped at her eyes not wanting tears to
fall. She rounded a corner and bumped into someone.
"Hey,
you." She looked up to see Justin standing in front of her. "You
okay?"
Callie shook her
head. "JC is stupid."
"Yeah, I
know. Did you guys talk?"
"He said we would
never work. He kisses me one night, and says we won't work the next day. I
think I'm ready to give up."
Justin sighed as
he pulled her into a hug. "You really love him, don't you, Callie?"
Callie nodded her
head. "But this hurts too much. Him not noticing me, and then noticing me
and then saying we won't work. I know he's got a girlfriend. I know I'm young.
I know I'll probably hardly ever see him, but all that doesn't matter to me. I
just love him."
"I know,
sweetie. I think he loves you too. Just doesn't know it yet. Or if he knows it,
he is scared."
"Well, I
give up. I'm going to start looking for someone else. Someone that isn't scared
to show how he feels." Callie stepped out of Justin's embrace, and left
him standing there.
Justin looked up and
saw JC standing just a few feet from there had been standing. JC didn't say a
word. Just turned and walked back to the quiet room.
Chapter 9
That night the
five of them went out to a club. JC hadn't wanted to go, but his four friends
had finally talked him into it. Told him he would help him get his mind off
things. Now here he sat nursing a drink while they were all on the dance floor.
He leaned against the bar and looked towards the club entrance gasping at who
he saw entering.
He watched as Callie
walked in, and over to the bar. She didn't see JC standing there watching her.
She ordered a drink, and turned towards the dance floor. JC looked her up and
down slowly taking in her appearance. She was dressed in a black leather mini
skirt and a white top that ended right at her midriff. He watched her as she
drank her drink making a face at the taste. She left the bar, and made her way
onto the dance floor.
He shook his
head, and ordered another drink. Justin came up to the bar, and ordered his own
drink. "You going to stand here all night, man?"
JC shook his head
turning towards the dance floor. He lifted his hand and pointed toward Cassie
was now dancing with some guy. "Look who's here."
Justin looked out
on the dance floor. His jaw dropped when he recognized who JC was pointing to.
"That isn't Callie?"
Nodding, JC
finished his drink. "I'm going to get her out of here. This isn't the
place for her. She has already started to drink." JC didn't wait for a
response from Justin. He stepped away from the bar and onto the dance floor. He
walked up to Callie and tapped her on the shoulder. She turned around and
frowned at him before turning back to the guy she was dancing with. JC sighed
and tapped her on the shoulder again.
Callie turned
this time, and walked off. JC followed her to the bar where she was ordering
another drink. When the bartender placed the drink in front of her, JC took it
off the bar and drank it.
Callie threw her
hands up in the air, and walked away from the bar. JC followed closely behind.
Callie walked out of the bar, and turned to face him. "What is your deal,
JC? You are not my father. You are not my brother. You are not even my
boyfriend. So what was that in there?"
JC walked up to
her and began to reach up his hand to touch her cheek, but stopped himself.
"Callie, a club is no place for a girl all by herself." He looked her
up and down again. "Especially dressed like that."
"Like I
said, JC, you are not my boyfriend, so you have right to say where I can go.
What I do. Nothing." Callie began to walk away, but turned back and walked
up to JC. She placed one hand on the back of his head, and pulled him down to
her. she kissed him passionately before letting him go. She took a step back,
and frowned. "I love you, JC, but you are just too stupid to do anything
about it." She turned on her heel leaving a stunned JC behind her.
JC watched until
she was out of sight. He wanted to follow her, but he was too stunned. He
turned and walked back into the club and immediately made his way to the bar
where Justin still stood. After ordering a drink, he turned toward his friend.
"She loves me."
"I knew that
already. She tell you?"
JC nodded.
"I love her, too."
Justin threw his
hands up in the air. "Then tell her, JC. You guys could be so happy
together. Just give it a try." Justin clapped his friend on the shoulder,
and walked back out onto the dance floor.
JC ordered
another drink, and sighed. He drank it slowly as he thought Callie. Maybe
Justin was right. Maybe he should just give up and give it a try. Callie was
great. He finished his drink, and stepped away from the bar. Throwing some
money onto the bar, he left. He needed to talk to Callie.
Chapter 10
Callie sat on the
bed. JC had pissed her off. Her suitcase sat open on the bed next to her. She
gave up. He would never see her as a person to love, so there was no point in
her even being here. She would miss the guys, but seeing JC now would just be
difficult. She stood up, and walked over to the dresser. Most of her stuff was
still packed, but she had taken a few things out.
As she returned
to her suitcase, and began to place the few items inside their was a knock on
her room door. She sighed as she walked towards it. She had an idea who it was,
and she didn't want to see him. "Who is it?"
"Callie,
it's me. I need to talk to you."
Callie leaned
against the door with a sigh. "JC, I don't want to talk to you
anymore."
"Callie, just
let me in. I'll leave if you don't like what I have to say."
Callie moved away
from the door, and opened it enough for JC to walk inside. He walked past her,
and looked at the suitcase. "You're leaving?"
"None of
your business, JC."
JC ran his fingers
through his hair."Callie, I have to tell you something."
Callie turned
towards the suitcase, and continued to pack. "I'm listening."
JC sighed.
"Look at me, Callie."
Callie continued
to pack until JC touched her arm. She turned towards him then to find him
holding out a charm. She reached up and took it from his fingers. It was a tiny
heart. She looked up at him with a confused look on her face. "JC what is
this?"
"My heart.
It's yours. I love you, Callie. I think I have since that first day at the airport,
but I fought it. I kept fighting it when I saw you again. Ours lives are so
different. I didn't know if we could make it work, but I'm willing to try if
you still are."
Callie looked at
the charm she held in her hand, and then smiled up at JC. "I love you,
silly. Of course I'm willing to try." She held out the charm to him.
"Will you put this on for me?"
He nodded, and
with a smile helped her place the new charm on her bracelet. He brought her
hand to his mouth, and pressed a kiss to a spot on her wrist."
Callie sighed and
reached up and touched his cheek. "I always knew you would come around. I
just had to wait until the right time."
"I was just waiting I guess. But you charmed
me from the start."
The End
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