Mixed Emotions
Always feeling something
Sadness mostly
Friends,
-If you can use that word-
Are confusing
Sometimes there and sometimes gone
Nice because they are obliged.
Family,
-If you can call them that-
Is painful
Love only because that is what you are supposed to do.
Depression creeps around the corner -
Waiting me for me to fall victim
It snatches me without sound,
But hides itself well.
One ray of sun comes.
You.
Always there, even I am away.
Backing me up, even if they aren't.
It is you who keeps me going
You who keeps the sunshine through the rain,
You who captures all my pain.
You who I can turn to when I am down,
You who turned my life around
You who cares when all else fails,
You who accepted all three nails.
You who listens to all of my cries,
You who sings me lullabies.
And it's the thought of You that's saved me many times.
