A
Break Up Song/ I Wonder...
by Mik
(mikdok@hotmail.com)
CATEGORY: M/K
RATING: G...for gee whiz.
M/K. This story contains hints about slash i.e. m/m sex. So,
if you don't like that type of thing
– STOP NOW! Forewarned is forearmed. Proceed with caution.
Of course if you have four arms you can throw caution to the wind.
SUMMARY: A new category...bad
songfic
ARCHIVE: Only with my permission.
FEEDBACK: Feedback? Well,
yes, if you insist …
TIMESPAN/SPOILER WARNING: This
is an AU, so AU it doesn't even admit the show ever existed.
DISCLAIMER: Fox Mulder, Alex
Krycek, and all other X-Files characters belong to Chris Carter, Ten-Thirteen
Productions and 20th Century Fox Broadcasting. No copyright infringement
is intended and no profit is being made from their use (unless...do homemade
cookies count?). I'd rather say that they really are mine, but I've
been advised to deny everything.
AUTHOR'S NOTES (which will be longer
than the fic): Okay, firstly, this has nothing to do with anything
or anyone. AOL had this dumb thing about the best break up songs
and I'm extremely wired on illicit caffeine and this is what happens.
My apologies to everyone who writes music, poetry, love stories...and Melissa
Etheridge. Secondly, I hate poetry that rhymes, so why this does...and
thirdly, it is not beta'd because my beta had bloody well better be asleep
on her satin pillow, right now! So all formatting, bad spelling and
other annoying things are mine. And fourthly (My God, a FOURTHLY?)
There just might be a back story fic out of this, so...if you must flame,
just a light toasting, please?
If you like this, there's more at http://www.squidge.org/3wstop
If you didn't like it, come see me, anyway. Pet the dog.
I wonder....
by Mik
I wonder if he knows that I feel him leave my bed.
I wonder if he knows how many tears I've fought to keep unshed
I wonder if he knows the song that keeps playing in my head.
He's leaving and he didn't say goodbye.
I wonder if he knows that I always watch him go.
Hovering on the fire escape to watch his shadow grow.
I see the smile on his lips, which just goes to show
He's leaving and he didn't say goodbye.
I wonder if he understands I love him.
It wasn't anything I ever planned to do, but now I just can't
fight.
I wonder if he wonders what he means to me
Or am I only a port in his storm, just a bed, a drink, a kiss
goodnight?
I wonder what he means when he says he will not leave.
I wonder why he doesn't think I know he's going to leave.
I wonder why despite it all, when he lies his lies, I believe.
He's leaving and he didn't say goodbye.