Wow, I'm sure behind.  There's so much to tell. So far this year has been a rough year, but, well, one day at a time, right?

___ is HIV+.  He told me Christmas Eve.  Ugh.  I thought I would handle it okay, but I freaked out. Didn't sleep Christmas eve at all.  Cried all the way through church Christmas Day.  I just hated being in there, supposedly worshipping this faboo "benevolent" god who would do this shitty thing to my friend.

On a lighter note,  him and I saw "The Lion King" and went to Victoria's for coffee and cheesecake, just like the old days.

Anyway, ___ may be by shortly, so I'll get back to my life later.

Thanks for listening.