January 20, 2001

I have no money. And not in that "oh, I can't buy a pony" way, but in that "they're taking the house" way. It totally sucks. But that's January for you. I've said it before and I'll say it again. January is officially cancelled!

After that disastrous Saturday night phone call attempt, I tried it again on Sunday, and it worked this time. He has got the sweetest voice. Super strong accent, but not in that nasty Deliverance way. More in that Designing Women way *L* It was so great to talk to him. He is of the mind that we cancel the month as well. You think you got problems: holy crap what he's going through right now...It must be a States thing cos I totally don't understand it!

Then, after I called him, he called me two days later. Having more home issues. I hope I didn't come off as too preachy on the phone. Too much therapy will do that to ya.

And then there's ___. I am enjoying that relationship almost guiltily. I just can't get enough. Even when he lapses into cybersex *L* I think he forgot I was in the chat room ha ha. But he's insightful in a way that's almost science fiction, and then throws out the most bizarre facts, the neediest issues, the craziest "appeal to everything in me" shit, and I am almost delirious with pleasure. I still want an autograph, and I love ___ too. They so need to come here. Their dollar is way better than mine, and I think it would be amazing to be able to show off!

Had date 1c. It was nice too, but I keep falling asleep. I don't know if he wanted anything else, but he'll have to do the driving--I'm too old and tired. Oh, and for you folks keeping track, I haven't done anything with the pink jelly of love, except open the box and wash it once, then was too tired to play with it...

I'm doing better on the homefront. Hopefully get some more done today. But it's time for brunch now, so bye.