J
is for Journal
This is a journal. I use it to record my thoughts. I use it to voice
my opinions. I use it to share my feelings. I also have a live journal.
That's a web journal. It's more open to the public. I use it to record
my thoughts. I use it to voice more opinions, sometimes more political,
sometimes more along the lines of what other people might be interested
in. I use it to share my feelings, though sometimes I obfuscate the feelings
in question, so as not to alarm the masses, or frighten the children. I
have been keeping a journal for as long as I can remember being able to
write. A journal solidifies a moment in time, makes it real, makes it memorable.
A journal can tell you where you've been, where you are, where you're going.
A journal can record the temperature outside, or gauge your emotional weather.
A journal can show healing progress, or sick behaviours. It can be shared,
or private. It should always be the truth. After all, if it's not true,
then it's not a journal, it's a story, and that's something almost entirely
different. In my journals, I laugh, love, pray, rejoice, despair and dance
without moving. A journal can be nothing more than a footnote in history:
Nov 27, 2002; bought milk, fell in love. Or a journal can be the difference
between life and death: June 10, 1990; I am going to get through this and
not drink and take pills and eat myself dead. Or a journal can just be
a non verbal moment to thank your Higher Power for all the generous gifts
in your life. Thank you.