Oi, I am so tired of drama queens!!! Apparently they come in all shapes and sizes.

I will not gossip. I will not listen to gossip. I will not play the game. Thank you, Pusher.

OMG--___ is so sweet!!!! I got smokes!!!! *L* I mean, again, as I've said before, it's the thought that counts. Don't get me wrong, gifties are faboo, and if it's something that I like or wanted, even better, but just the thought process that goes into sending a gift. That thought that says--yeah, I like her, she's okay, you know...My God. It's like vindication for drawing breath my own way.

I just hope the reality isn't disappointing. Thanks, ___, for everything.

___, miss our chats. Hope you are doing everything to be happy. ___, it was terrific to hook up with you, even just for a while, even just for smiles and chuckles. Glad you liked the fish. I never could get the real ones, so that had to do. But, yeah, he's named after you. If I get a second one, I'll name it after the bad guy in that Harry Potter movie--not on a whim, but rather, it's something that ___ wanted. And I'm sappy and sentimental that way...blame it on hormones, blame it on upbringing, blame it on the rain...*L*

I'm going home next weekend. How cool is that!! Can't wait to see the homefolks. It's my brother's b-day that weekend. ___, big ol twink that he is, offered me a ride, and how can I possibly say no...I'll have to scrounge for gas money, but it should be way fun. I hope I can get ahold of ___ and ___ and get together with them at some point. That would make my whole life. Or at least this week.

I'm so broke I can't pay attention.

List life is quiet now, in the aftermath of the great ___ and ___ Kerfuffle. I love calling it that! ___ posted his first story. He's got the right idea, but as an English major, well, lets just say it's bound to get better. *L* I'd rather not go down that particular squirelly road right now--gives me hives, in that "but enough about me let's talk about you what do you think of me?" way...

Winston tastes good, like a cigarette should.

Hi, ___. Rumour has it I'm in love with you, but I'm sure I can just lie down over here til the feeling goes away *L*
I mean, what does an old codependent like me know about love anyway. It's enough that you like me, and that I can feel special around you. I'm afraid to look any further, as ___ would say.

Don't know what will happen with brunch today. Rumour also has it that ___ has a big bug up her ass over ___, and ___ doesn't want to go anywhere else, and ___ has to work, and ___ and ___ have no money, and ___ was unhappy about it last week, and so on and so on, and like I said, too old for the drama queen shit. If you don't wanna go, don't go. But don't get in a snit when you're there, any of you, and certainly, if you want to be unhappy about something, go for it and I'm right behind you, BUT for gawd's sake, talk to the person. If you don't, I can't help ya. So there. That's my ___ impression for the day.

Well, bout all that's in my head today. Again, ___ and ___ and ___ are in my prayers, such as they are. In gratefulness for the joy they bring to my lives, and in hoping that someday they can be as happy as they've ever made me.

Last thought: CRIKEY! ;)