June 30, 2002

Hi gang!
Crazy heat, fun storm yesterday. I wish it wasn't so hot.

Hi, ___ it's been fun. And I'm serious when I say the coffee's always on, but you're definitely best to stay at the Ramada--my wayward housework ways would probably give you a stroke *LOL And yeah, I thought you knew. When I say "I know what you mean", in some ways, I really KNOW what you mean. Believe in yourself and the rest will come naturally.

___, I miss you, and hope you are okay... oh, and :) for you, ___.

Prince and Princess show tonight. I shouldn't even be thinking about running for Empress, but goddamit, the empress of fucking Regina should live in fucking Regina!! This isn't fucking quantum physics here, for gawd's sake!!

___'s uncle passed away and ___ and I went to the funeral. Had that traditional this is too somber I need to do something or burst into tears snortfest about 3/4 way through. But it was good, and I think ___ was glad we were there. I didn't know ___ all that well, but met him a few times at the club, and he was totally cool!! And just so you know, I want the Rowdy Gang to haul my carcass away when I go. How friggin cool was that...and the drumming. And I didn't get hit by lightning walking into a Catholic church, so that's a good thing. Course, if ___ can do it every week, I think I'm pretty safe *LOL

I bought sandals this week, and discovered that skirts are okay.

___ was having a good night tonight, and by good, I mean he wasn't a complete asshole to me.

___, baby, I've missed you this weekend. Some days I think you are the one. Other days I'm scared to death to even think your name. Just been burned way too much, I suppose. But as they say, the universe is unfolding as it should.

I should put the Desiderata in here. I sent it to ___ today. It's so words to live by. Don't get me wrong, I'm a big ol fan of the Serenity Prayer, but this...I don't know who wrote it, but it's like the ultimate affirmation...

Strive to be happy, indeed.

See ya later, gang.