NEGATIVES:

-that we still need to do AIDS benefits for a disease that, if it hadn't been a gay thing, would have been noticed immediately, cared about eventually, and wouldn't be the big fat cash cow for the pharmecutical companies that it is today
-money, money, money, and why it always has to be an issue, and when o when will I ever be able to just smile and say, hey, I'm going to be okay, without having to wonder what I can pay, can't pay, and don't even get me started on Christmas!
-Oi, those sketchy queens from Saskatoon, looking absolutely whoretastic, and pulling the rankest attitude ever.
-the drunken drama of ___ and all, and how annoying it gets
-running out of stuff at the club--I mean, you can't plan the sales like we had this weekend, but it's still pretty annoying, only cos I get to hear all the whining: "Whaddya mean, no I can't have a Smirnoff Ice?"
-smoking...
-not enough time to do everything I want (still!) and needing to get back to my own writing...my Mulder is all angst up with nowhere to go.
-messy house
-singledom
-being too much and not enough, you know what I mean.

POSITIVES:

-today's chat, and how good it felt.
-OMG, the presents!!!! You can't imagine, and I can't even begin to describe in words how much it means to me. I just look over at my tree, and I cry...but in that good way.
-collaborating on a Buffy/XF crossover thingy with ___
-the AIDS benefit made a ton of money for charity, a ton of money for the club, and my number went over really well! Oh, and I almost looked cute and everything!
-getting my pics developed today.
-new Speed Divas is up, and ___'s really excited about it.
-Christmas. Rich or poor, happy or sad, good memories and bad ones, this time of year always makes me feel a little warmer inside, no matter what happens
-no snow so far, and it makes me happy to be able to get around easily
-___'s singing voice, that makes me hot!
-my creamers!!!!! :)