DECEMBER 15, 2002

NEGATIVES

-that dream world, as beautiful as it is, where we'll never get to not use brackets (and how convoluted is that, says secret agent woman bwahahahaha! ;) )
-bloating up like a Macy's Parade balloon, not to mention practically feeling the baby food running out of me in the middle of the mall! Bleah!!
-my brother and family may not be able to be here for Christmas
-Canada Post--don't they know I am the center of their universe? Didn't they get the memo?
-having to think for everyone at work--hurts my brain!
-the laundry room melodrama, and how it always seems to fall on my laundry time, and how many days is it til my parents show up? Yikes!!
-not understanding selfishness
-health worries. Not my own.
-the cost of living
-not being able to figure out my new fish tank, and wondering what kind of idiot can't make a home for fish--bowl, add water, done, right?

POSITIVES:

-talking with my big brothers
-my "five for five" and how much I appreciate it, especially this week.
-my possum
-Christmas lights
-no snow!!
-finding just the right thing for friends and family
-enjoying bartending and seeing everyone at the club in a good mood, not weird, not sketchy
-a cup of tea, white, and track 16 on my Christmas cd
-visiting with ___. I miss him so sometimes!
-done all my extra work, and maybe finding some time to write this week--I'm bursting with ideas