NEGATIVES:

missing cigarettes

worrying about everyone's health--mental, physical, and emotional...and you know who you are!

bar crap, and how tired I am of it. I need earplugs

viruses on my new computer

my house is such a mess, and will I ever have a bed again

regaining a sense of smell

stupid straight girls

feeling fat

sore teeth

mailing shit late

POSITIVES

almost forgot my patch one day last week, and if that's not a good sign, I don't know what is

burning cds

being able to buy little things, just cos, and not have to worry about that next pack of cigarettes

having a Saturday night off

talking to ___ on the phone. That was nice.

paying almost all the bills down for another month

chocolate

cleaning out my file at work, remembering why I loved Ghostbusters, and not feeling like too much of a skanky pedophile for still finding Wyatt adorable in Weird Science.

the new story, even if it was just a vignette, and being really happy to channel the fox like that. It felt fantastic!!

being able to print things again...