NEGATIVES:
1. illness
2. my own crappy poor me boohoo maudlin thoughts
3. fat
4. getting behind in my work
5. the bullshit from Mike and how after seven fucking years I still get treated like a common thief or something
6. codependent faghag lesbians, and the men who don't know how to get rid of them!
7. the disaster that is my house
8. ___ and ___'s complete uninterest in "my day" and yeah, I know, big deal, just a birthday, but come on, guys, weren't we once like best buds or something? It makes me feel all icky...
9. drama queens
10. too old to dance, too fat to fly...

POSITIVES:
1. my hair, or lack there of
2. James Marsters in tears
3. the cake Dave made for my birthday that said "More Comfortable than Southern Comfort" on it in gold icing
4. how special everyone at the club made me feel for my birthday
5. birthday chat and what a wonderful warm hug that was.
6. outpouring of cards n love from folks at home
7. Schoolhouse Rocks
8. how much fun ___ is when she's drunk. Okay, she's fun when I'm drunk too, but really--a had time was good by all!
9. The Authority comic--why haven't you bought it yet?
10. my new straw fox--totally cool!!