NEGATIVES
-still itchy
-sketchy lame-o nights at the club, where I didn't make enough money to keep it together til the next shift...
-the batteries in ___'s mouse dying, and not getting to chat as much with him as I would have liked
-snow
-sore foot, and not sure what that's all about, but it's happened a couple of times since I sprained it way back when...could be just from the crappy old shoes I was wearing for the last month.
-still not enough time to write as much as I want, but working on it
-mastercard
-wanting to spend a day reading and drinking tea, and the impossibility of that little daydream
-trying to figure out how to get ___ here, or me there, or if it's possible, and if it is possible, if I won't be a horrible disappointment, or vice versa for that matter, although I doubt that, or even if we should be trying, and feeling frazzled just from worrying about something that hasn't happened yet.
-missing ___ and ___

POSITIVES
-___ feeling really good for the first time in a long time, and how good it was to talk to him
-talking to ___ on the phone on Thursday, and how good it felt...
-talking to ___, who called last weekend, and how great that connection was, and also how happy I am that his plans are all working out! (Waves in the general direction of Taiwan)
-hugs from ___ and ___ last night that I swear I can still feel today!
-mom and dad visiting, and helping out with that nasty prescription
-the family deciding to have Christmas here, and how scary it is, but in that Space Mountain exciting way!
-the camera ___ gave me, even though I haven't got the films all developed yet. Sure is nice to have, though
-cutting off ___ last night, and feeling a nasty bit of satisfaction in it that I refuse to feel guilty about *L*
-___ said I was brilliant and smart and funny, and that felt really good!
-being in love...