NEGATIVES
-I'm fat
-cramps!!
-work week was so sketchy that I honestly thought on Wednesday night when I got home from work, that I couldn't go back or my head would explode
-Thursday night tips sucked ass, and not in that good way!
-snow, which is very pretty from inside the house, but an absolute bitch to walk through when you have short little legs and stumpy tyrannosaurus arms
-having that moment, even though it doesn't last, and I know better, and blah blah blah, but still having that moment where I'm thinking "what did I do wrong?"
-not having enough money AGAIN for postage, and how much that pisses me off! There's welfare Indians that can drink themselves blind five nights a week in the bar, and I can't buy a fucking postage stamp? What's up with that?!
-not owning Attack of the Clones...yet...
-___'s husband killed himself, and I feel bad for him, that he felt that was the only option, and I feel bad for the kids, but she was out buying beers with the girlfriend tonight, so...
-___'s nightmares, and what I wouldn't give to be able to be the one that holds him through the night and keeps those terrors at bay...

POSITIVES
-Good night Saturday, and very good tips
-being told I was missed for not bartending last Saturday, and being told that there's always more people at my bar than the other one cos I'm much faster, even when there's a line up
-my fish are still alive, and so is my snail, even though I thought he was dead on Wednesday
-God tapping ___ on the shoulder and saying "Hey, she needs you." That was bloody brilliant!!
-all those CRIKEYS, hugs and smiles, and the warm feeling I get each and every time, doesn't matter how many times...
-feeling XFish for the first time in a long while, and I mean in that slightly obsessive but wow what a universe it is! way, and knowing there's plenty of stories still to read and to write
-___'s slambook, and how I need to put one up myself!
-That dumb rash is finally on the mend--I can see the improvement, and that is a super relief!!
-baking cookies
-getting a sale on Ben and Jerrys...