OCTOBER 6/02

NEGATIVES:
-this rash thingy, which gets worse and worse every day!
-___'s health, which worries me to distraction
-not talking to ___ for a long time now, and I worry bout him too
-Valdosta not being across the street from here!
-mastercard
-politics at the bar, and knowing that it could all come crashing down so easily, just cos some queen gets her panties in a bunch
-not getting my house cleaned, and knowing it's more due to laziness than business.
-not getting my beta work done, and knowing the writer must feel disappointed, even if he doesnt say so
-needing to get some me time in, and not sure when that's going to happen
-___ being in the hospital, just after ___ got out. Sure, he's home now, but it still scared the shit outta me!

POSITIVES
-I got fish!!
-Knowing I was picked from all the volunteers to be doing some training as well, cos I'm very good at my job!
-talking with ___ and knowing he loves me
-The Cougars are coming to visit on the eighteenth!!! Yay and double yay!!
-my new stone, a moss agate which is making me feel better. It's a healing stone, and now that I think of it, I think I'll pick one up for ___. Couldn't hurt, right?
-OMG, the wonderful and clever halloween candy from ___ and ___. They are so sweet, it defies description!
-"World's Child" by Xanthe...amazing story, and I do mean fucking amazing!! She explained everything!!! And put me in a fan fiction place I haven't been since ___'s last full length novel.
-GST came this week. I can pay a bill *L*
-My big gay superhero action figures came in, and I might actually get them picked up by the weekend
-brunch tomorrow!