SEPTEMBER 15/02

NEGATIVE:
-___'s potential move, and all the hassles that will come with that, and not being able to help him.
-___'s back, and how much trouble it's causing, as well as that Doogie Howser piece-of-crap doctor!
-Money, money, money....just how long can I keep the wolves from the door, I wonder.
-People who say the most horrible things about other people, and then can be found at the gay bar kissing those same asses they were insulting the day before
-not seeing enough of ___. I sometimes miss those "just me and thee" Pavlo's days
-not getting any. Or, more realistically, feeling like such a freak naked that I'd never want to get any.
-the injustices of the current court of Regina, and how it doesn't matter what you do, if the Emp. and Empress don't like the colour of your shoes, they won't do jack for you.
-my messy house
-smoking far too much than is good for me, but eating around the same level sometimes, and not finding that balance I had a year ago, when the lbs just melted off.
-Coronation

POSITIVE:
-I'm in love, and it feels fine
-___'s kindnesses, which are always more appreciated than he realizes, and ___'s smiling good offlines, which always make me feel good, no matter the circumstances I find myself in.(I know, that should be two different ones, but they are a set!)
-being able to fit into my ball dress
-being able to afford hair colour this week, and maybe even some groceries
-___'s back in town, and still as full of drunken fabulousness as ever!
-___'s amazing disappearing shadow, and the relief I felt at that
-posted a new chapter today, and am nearly done my fourth on line novel
-speed divas, which will be getting the hard sell at the ball...heh heh, I said hard...
-being completely bug free, polyp free, cancer free and still a little tight...
-Coronation