NEGATIVES:
-turning into the Amazing Alligator Woman
-___ going into the hospital and scaring the shit outta me!
-Not seeing nearly enough of my ___ and his ___.
-having to miss a day of work for tests for this dumb rash thing, and not getting to make it up cos the boss is a cheap prick.
-money, of course.
-still living in squallor where it looks like several drunken drag queens blew up in the house.
-this cold that everyone seems to be getting
-the bullshit at the club, where folks are still saying oh so and so wants me, and so and so is sleeping with blah de blah, and so on adum infinitum til you just want to tell them all to just put up or shut up!
-___ not being around in the mornings. It's almost like missing an affirmation, and I think about him lots.
- the lie that was the money the court supposedly gave to the gay community. Why did you even fucking bother, you freaks?

POSITIVES:
-still being beautiful in ___'s eyes, hives and all
-talking to ___ today about writing and all, and it felt really good.
-getting Mad Season done, as well as that other special story, and feeling good, not just about the writing, but about the characters! I was getting worried there for a minute!
-My doctor, who, despite never knowing what the hell is wrong with me, is always quick with a joke, free meds, and always knows just who I should be seeing.
-the club, and how not too sketchy it's been this week.
-___ and I have been having good conversation and good emails, and that's interesting.
-Aunt Flo came and went, and I didn't have to overdose on painkillers, or leave the party with my jacket tied round my waist.
-my new ABBA cds!!! And don't even get me started on that other disc. If anyone ever felt loved, it's me!
-getting everything organized for a new L.A. box, and knowing it's appreciated as much as I appreciate them!!
-getting picked as the only volunteer going to the special "serving responsibly" seminar tomorrow, cos I'm the best! :)