Ah, what a week. As we all know, the end of the X came and went, and I only had about three nervous breakdowns. Might not have done at all, as I felt like there was nothing there ie emotion/tears whatever. Then ___ chose just the wrong day to vent about what a muye muye idiot loser I am, and I lost it. Luckily, some friendly woodland creatures were able to talk me down off of the roof, but it was harsh. I'm not one of those sexy ___ cryers, you know, more like Blair Witch meets Rocky Horror!
So not pretty, but cathartic, I suppose. Felt drained and husked out, and was able to go back to writing, which I honestly believed I wasn't going to do again.

Speaking of which. sent a story to ___. One of the first times I've ever doubted myself. But I knew where to go, and I know it's in good hands. And if it's okay, I'll post it, and if it sucks, I won't.

Talked to ___ yesterday lots. Nice to hook up again like that. Also talked to ___ which is cool and new and interesting, and even got a quick hug and a smile from ___ !! One of us needs to quit our jobs, or something, and just sit down at the computer! don't see him near often enough!!! Course, who knows, maybe we'll get a face to face chat someday...hey, weirder things have happened.

So I finally caved last night around 10 and called___ I was freaking out worried bout him, cos he hasn't been sleeping, and taking drugs for it, and not feeling good in general, and that's never a good thing...in that dementia and illness way, if you know what I mean. And for more about that sort of worry, refer to ___'s rant. But if this is loser idiotdom, then by all means, bring it on!!! Oh, if you're reading this, ___, love you long time! ;)

I did mention that SW kicked righteous ass, didn't I?

Hands are so sore...arthritis? Eyes so sore...back...I could go on...I'm not proud...or tired *L*

I want ___ and ___ to visit. They were coming this month, now it looks like they can't boo...I can't wait for the show in June. Oh, and my birthday...I know what ___ is getting me, and it's the coolest. I'd just like to say that the friendships I've gotten this year are the best B-day gift I could hope for...oh, and a pony *LOL

Seriously, though, and you guys know who you are. As was so astutely pointed out to me, the wonderfulness will outlive the series, and you really are wonderful. And yeah, this is mostly a shout out to the cyber folk, but ___, ___, ___, and sort of especially ___ in a lot of ways, just cos I don't have those relationships, and ours is cool, you guys kick righteous ass too!!

Okay, brunch, and updates, which should have been done before Mass,  and a chatter all await me, so I'd best go. With one last hug and smooch for those furry woodland creatures. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU.  You all help me help myself.