May 6, 1982

___ is constantly telling me "it's just a movie."  Jesus.  If it were just a movie, I'd die.  I mean, I need ___ and ___, but I need my "people" too.  I liked to have ___ over for supper every now and then, and if ___ was only a character in a movie, who would update me on the rescue mission?  ___ and I got very close during the year that he and ___ were separated.  He can always cheer me up.  And what about ___?  How could I fight my legal battles if "Texas" was just another soap opera? Along with ___, there was ___, ___(not ___), ___ and ___(the first one).
And ___...I don't think I could have survived the last three years without him.  I hate sleeping alone. Ha ha.  No, but seriously...He always listens, and always agrees(at least most of the time) with what I say.  He has been nearly as good a friend to me as ___.
My hand is getting sore.  I've been really worried about ___ lately.  I'd almost gotten him out of my mind and then I got that comic/letter from ___.  I miss him so much.  I knew ___and ___ were for each other.  But then I read "Splinter of the Mind's Eye" and I thought ___ and ___. Boy, how wrong.