February 5, 1984

___ figured I was in love with him and was waiting for him.  But does he talk to me?  No!  He went to ___, who agreed.  I was some upset.  Like, sure I love him-AS A FRIEND and that is all.  So, I tried to 'splain this to him, and everything sounds peachy, right? BEEP/BUZZ, INCORRECT!  Then he thinks I'm a cold-hearted bitch!  So he goes to ___ again.  Fuck!  I was just screaming crazy.  I didn't know what to do.  Then all of a sudden, everything is just peachy keen jelly bean again.  Now he wonders why I am paranoid about our friendship.  Fuck, too much!