___ got very drunk last night; it was fun. He is a very good performer. Wow. Blew my doors off. He did Left to My Own Devices by the Pet Shop Boys. Way cool. He disclosed alot about ___. Good for him. Good for me, too cuz it feels like he trusts me. I was having big self esteem issues yesterday. ___ is half in love with ___. God, it's the ___ thing all over again. Ick. I can hardly wait til Edmonton. 5 more sleeps. Yay! ___ and ___ are dating-so sweet!