Long week. Worked hard. Got better at work, less stress with ___ and the rest of the crazies.  Had my period, which is hardly conducive to loving everyone when you're bartending. More like wanting to hack everyone up with an axe! Okay, maybe not that extreme...just hate that I have to spend one week of every month feeling like I'm giving birth to a set of broken china! Not fair. And considering that's the only use that particular piece of anatomy every gets, double not fair!!

Highlights of the week, gossip wise, included: ___ quit the bar, and I haven't seen the Scooby gang all week. Ah, lucky breeders, who can travel back and forth between cultures. ___ told me that somebody who wasn't ___ told him there were mean things about him on my site. I have to assume it was ___ or ___, since they are the only two who a) would go to my site and b)would have been talking to him. Whatever. I went through the whole fucking thing, and aside from a few "I miss him I want to kill myself without him why is he so mean to me I hate his boyfriend rants, there's nothing mean about him, per se. I am going to go with the innocent error explanation, since all the names here are blanked out, and assume that someone just got confused. As opposed to the "the more things change the more they stay the same" theory, which says that ___ hasn't changed a bit in ten years. That would just be too sad to contemplate. Last bit o gossip: ___ is living with ___, after having a three minute affair with ___, and this is not a bad thing. Don't think it's a long term thing, either, since the guy is brand spanking new to our little family, and will want to do more sampling before placing an order, but it's still not a bad thing. I quite like ___ who is smarter than his looks would have you believe, and cuter than the dickens. (and how cute are dickens anyway?)

Love having weekends off. Hate bartending every one of them. I want to take a trip. I get money in October. I can't wait.

Last thought, in case you thought the therapy was working: spent most of the afternoon talking to ___. Out loud...