But I resolve to not let it get to me. For every negative comment I will find a positive one. For every self-loathing thought, I'll find one self-affirming. And though I may yet wallow in denial, that fine Egyptian river, on the financial front I will remember that things work out right a ridiculous amount of the time.

I do have to say that my mornings are brighter now, my evenings longer, but definitely in that good way, and I feel back on an even keel with the one who started all this! And so on that cyberlevel, all is definitely right in the world.

I need to be working on my writing...it's slow going these days, and there never seems to be enough hours to do all that I want, and even when there is, I'd rather be napping *L* Or at least my body says that. So I just go with it.

___ is bringing the camera to brunch, so the boys can see what pigs we really are *L* I can see that now--I'll have a side salad and a glass of water, please! Make it half a glass *L*

Oh, and in case you were wondering, everything is working just fine. Trust me on that one...;) I go back to the man with the hands like catcher's mitts on Friday, just to be sure, but I sure do feel good about it. And I've learned to listen to my body. Well, most of the time. When it says I can't eat one more cookie, I know it's lying! Other than that, though...

So it's four in the morning, and I'm beat. ___ is sleeping, j'assume, and so I think I'll upload these pages, and make my way there myself...but you're in my dreams, young Jedi...