Well, look at that, I made it through the whole month of May, and not once did I get the urge to break a glass and eat the pieces. Impressive! No, really, May is a bad month, always has been. This was the best May I've ever had in my life. I suspect Disneyland and all the CA kindness played a big role in that, but it really was a good month.
Did you know that I'm going to be 39 in a week? How 'bout that. Never would have suspected it all those years ago, huh? In fact, in something like 10 days it will be the anniversary of the day I learned not to eat an entire McCains Deep and Delicious chocolate cake before attempting to take one's own life with booze and pills. I suspect that stain never did come out of the carpet, although that house has long since burned to the ground.
My Michael's coming for a visit in July Hooray!!!!
First night back at the bar last night. I did good. And turned out my busser wasn't the nightmare I thought she was going to be. She...he...it...whatever. Could have been way worse. And the tips made up for the money I overspent this week. All balanced, more or less. I wish I had just a little more, but whaddya do? Well, you feel bad for a minute cos you can't afford the things you need, but then you get over it.
I have some sort of bug, but, as usual, my Higher Power has intervened to make it not so bad, although the first couple of days were scary as fuck! And it's not necessarily the kind of thing you drop into idle conversation; 'Gee, looks like rain. Did you see the Flames are up two games to one--and look at the way my left tit is twice the size of the right one--how bout that?' *L*
I wanna see Shrek 2. Ringing endorsement from an achy rabbit, so it's a must do!
Season finale of Enterprise tonight--I'll tape it as some wunderkind decided tonight would be a good night for a volunteer meeting. Yeesh, can't these people ever learn? Oh well. Been up for days now, so should try to get some sleep.

ps: Hippo birdie my far away friend--your webcam doesn't do you justice :) Hugs!

Love Song for No One
~ John Mayer

Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it
I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
You'll be so good
You'll be so good for me