It really is too bad I don't have sex, cos you know, I sometimes think I almost have a shot here--mostly I figure I'm deluding myself, but since she wants to keep on kissing me, and I want to keep on getting kissed, what the hell, right?

I wish I had more time just to piss around on the net--I miss the hours of fanfic reading, the tweaking of the webpage--somedays it feels like I barely have time for quotage! And I miss chatting the night away with friends near and far. I never get to pull those all nighters anymore. :(

Our supe is leaving us, just when I finally found one that seemed to genuinely want to help me move ahead. Now it's like starting all over again. Dammit. Granted, the stats were good this time round, and I only missed my pcr quota by one. That's not too horrible.

Even though I just had it checked out a few mos ago, I think I've got polyps again. I'm bleeding to death, without the death part. I could say it's just sympathy bleeding, my platelets being all sympatico with his, but this feels like it did last time--looks like it too. I dunno, maybe I'm just paranoid, but we're talking about a growth that went from the size of my thumb to the size of my fist in two weeks. That's never good. Besides, I'm about due for a good scrubbin' *L*

I'm hot and tired and crampy and I need to try and remember the funny bits from tonight. *sigh*

Hi B., sorry we haven't been able to connect. Been crazy round here.

Hugs all, and hey, Tony, I'll talk to you in a few.

Angie, Angie, when will those clouds all disappear?
Angie, Angie, where will it lead us from here?
With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats
You can't say we're satisfied
But Angie, Angie, you can't say we never tried
Angie, you're beautiful, but ain't it time we said good-bye?
Angie, I still love you, remember all those nights we cried?
All the dreams we held so close seemed to all go up in smoke
Let me whisper in your ear:
Angie, Angie, where will it lead us from here?
Oh, Angie, don't you weep, all your kisses still taste sweet
I hate that sadness in your eyes
But Angie, Angie, ain't it time we said good-bye?
With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats
You can't say we're satisfied
But Angie, I still love you, baby
Ev'rywhere I look I see your eyes
There ain't a woman that comes close to you
Come on Baby, dry your eyes
But Angie, Angie, ain't it good to be alive?
Angie, Angie, they can't say we never tried