Drama! Who needs that crap. I refuse to listen to it, get into it, get bogged down in it. Sure, I have days where I wish I was "in with the in group" just like I have those days where the "in group" makes me want to stick a spoon in my head cos it would be less painful than watching their ridiculous antics. And you know what? In the end, all these "cool people", the ones with all the drama, the ones living life on the center stage, well, they all wind up in my corner of the universe for coffee eventually. So what does that tell you?
I just don't get it most of the time. Why the hell would you want to surround yourself with hurt and pain and bullshit and crap and games of "my dick is bigger than yours" and "I don't like you therefore you must be bad" and "If you're not the bad guy this week, you're going to be next week." How do you trust in a situation like that? How can you even like your so called friends? hell, how can you even like yourself.
Oh, and the only thing worse than gay drama is str8 drama, and the only thing worse than that is dyke drama. Take your issues back home with you, bitch, and don't come back til you've grown a dick.
Life lesson number who knows (this is an easy one, kids) Don't be an asshole and don't shit where you eat.
And last thought (or two). Yeah, might have been something, might not have been. Might not find out now. Whatever.
Bottom line: When someone you love might be taking that final bow and exiting stage left for the last time--the antics of the pre-show clowns doesn't mean shit.
I have this incredible urge to just call off Sunday, curl up with "Thinking" or "Str8" or any of them, really, and say fuck it all.

Strange Relationship--Prince
I guess you know me well, I don't like winter
But I seem to get a kick out of doing you cold
Oh, what the hell, you always surrender
What's this strange relationship that we hold on to?

Baby I just can't stand to see you happy
More than that I hate to see you sad
Honey if you left me I just might do something rash
What's this strange relationship? (ship, ship, ship)

I came and took your love, I took your body
I took all the self respect you ever had
I took you for a ride and baby I'm sorry
The more you love me sugar, the more it makes me mad

Baby I just can't stand to see you happy
More than that I hate to see you sad
Honey if you left me I just might do something rash
What's this strange relationship? (ship, ship, ship)

Isn't it a shame this ain't the movies
Then you could rewrite my every line
I'll take all the blame, yo baby I'm sorry
But I didn't like the way you were, so I had to make you mine

Baby I just can't stand to see you happy
More than that I hate to see you sad
Honey if you left me I just might do something rash
What's this strange relationship? (ship, ship, ship)

Mmmmm, my strange relationship
Can't live with you, can't live without you
That's all about..
Do you know? (strange relationship)
I think you and I got a (strange relationship)
What's this strange relationship?
Yeah, yeah [repeated to fade]