Norway
By: Julie
Lance wasn't sure why
Chris had chosen him for this particular escapade, or why it required flying 17
hours to a town in the far north of Norway, and he told him as much. Well, the
second part, anyway.
"Because I wanted
to get away, like a complete change from every hot and sticky place I've been
lately, and every hot and sticky vacation spot I could think of."
Lance thought there was
something to be said for hot and sticky as he shivered and pulled his wool coat
closer around him, but instead he said "If you wanted cold, couldn't we
have just gone to Canada? It's a lot closer, and everyone speaks English
there."
Chris just rolled his
eyes and put down the suitcase in his hand to unlock their cabin door.
"Culture, Bass. I didn't just want to visit the 51st State."
Lance chuckled.
"You better not let Karen hear you say that." He tossed his coat on
the couch and made a beeline for the thermostat on the wall, then turned to see
Chris slowly hanging his own coat in the closet, eyes downcast.
"Um, yeah. About
that...."
"Oh. Oh, Chris. I'm
sorry. I didn't..."
"Nah, it's
okay." Chris shrugged and forced a smile, though it came out a little
crooked. "You know how it is. It's bad enough when you're never in the
same state, and we were in different countries. I don't know what we were even
thinking."
"Doomed from the
start," Lance agreed softly.
"Something like
that."
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So Lance decided that's
probably what this trip was mostly about, and he did his best to indulge Chris
in whatever he needed to do to forget and feel better, until Chris told him to
stop.
"You know," he
said over dinner the third day, "you don't have to agree to everything
just because I suggest it. This isn't a pity trip."
"No!" Lance
was quick to protest. "No, I know it's not."
"And it's not a
fuck her out of my system trip, either, so you can stop sending girls over to
me in the bars."
Lance choked on his wine
and wiped his mouth before saying "Sorry. I'll stop that."
"Good."
"Really though,
Chris, I'm having fun."
And he had enjoyed the
Arctic Cathedral they'd visited that morning, especially the huge stained glass
window, though he thought the winery tour that afternoon might have been a
little more in JC's ballpark. Chris gave him a skeptical look and he rolled his
eyes.
"Look, I have no
idea what there even is to do here. You've obviously put some reading into
this, so I'm happy to follow along with whatever you want to do."
Chris said nothing,
merely nodded, and when Lance came out from a shower later that evening there
was a stack of brochures on the coffee table. Chris had apparently raided the
resort's main lodge.
"Pick something for
us to do, man," Chris said from his spot curled in the chair by the fire.
Lance groaned.
"Chris...."
"Seriously.
Tomorrow, I'm all about you."
Lance read the brochures
carefully and tried not to think about why he liked the sound of that so much.
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They ended up going on a
boat tour. This was apparently a fairly popular thing to do, judging by the
number of tours to choose from, so Lance had chosen one from the neighbouring
town. It would let them see a little more countryside on the way, he reasoned.
They waited on the dock
for the captain to bring them and the other 20 passengers aboard. Lance tugged
his toque lower on his forehead when a family with teenaged daughters joined
their group, though wearing the hat in the first place had been more about the
cold than any need for disguise.
"I'm
surprised," Chris said, watching him. "I thought you'd have chosen
something indoors, after all your whining about the weather."
Lance smirked at him.
"Culture, Chris. Where else would we get to see fjords?"
Chris eyed him for a
moment, then decided he was serious and broke into a slow grin. "See, I
knew you'd come around. I was going to have us do one of these anyway tomorrow,
so I'm glad you picked it. This book I read said the views are different than
any you'll see anywhere, and if we're lucky, we might even get to see some
whales...."
Lance allowed Chris to
guide him up the now-open gangplank with a hand on his shoulder, still talking.
Chris kept rambling about everything they saw along the way, guiding Lance to
each new view with an arm around his shoulders to point along his line of sight
or a hand on his back to turn him in the right direction. Lance soon toned out
Chris' actual words and just listened to his voice, happy and excited.
"Lance?
Lance!" finally broke through his awareness. He blinked and looked at
Chris.
"Huh?"
"I lost you there
for a minute."
"Oh. Sorry, I
was..." lost in your voice "...thinking."
"Thinking? About
what?"
Lance shrugged.
"It's... Oh, wow, look...."
Chris followed his eyes
and grinned. "Whales!"
A crowd soon joined them
at the side of the boat to watch the huge animals breaching the surface a few
feet away, keeping pace. Chris and Lance leaned shoulder to shoulder against
the railing, quiet, Chris apparently having talked himself out, or too awed to
speak. Lance missed the sound.
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By the fifth night,
Lance was getting restless without his laptop, which Chris hadn't let him
bring. He managed to get an hour in on his cell phone before Chris took it from
him.
"C'mon...
Chris..." He reached for it, but Chris was holding it high with one hand
while keeping Lance at arm's length with the other. Lance finally stopped
scrambling and sighed. "Chris, I have businesses to run."
"And plenty of
people back home to run them while you're gone." They stared each other
down for a minute or two. "Are you planning on keeping this up for long,
because the blood's running out of my arm, and I think I might be dropping the
phone soon..."
"Good, I'll get it
back then."
"...and I'm not
really sure it'd survive a fall from this height..."
"Don't flatter
yourself."
"...y'know, it
might just break into thousands of itty-bitty pieces, and oh! You wanna bring
out the big guns now, blondie?"
Lance glared a moment
longer before sighing again. "All right, I won't make any more calls
tonight."
Chris lowered his arm
slowly. "You'll turn it off and put it away."
"I'll leave it on
for incoming calls only." Chris' arm shot back up to full height.
"Fine, I'll turn it off."
"That's the spirit,
Bass." Chris tossed the phone at him and smiled easily, then grabbed both
their coats from where they'd been left on the couch. "Now come outside
with me, I'm watching for the Northern Lights."
"Chris, you can't
see Northern Lights unless it's dark out, and the sun won't set again for about
another five months."
"Hmm, you have a
point. You can still sit on the deck and enjoy my sparkling wit while we see
how weird it is for it to be light out at..." he checked his watch...
"12:35 at night."
Lance shook his head and
sat on one of the deck recliners. "The smallest things amuse you, don't
they?"
"And yet you still
wonder why I like you so much."
Lance just scowled and
ducked before Chris could ruffle his hair. They sat in silence and watched
birds swoop through the sky, blue overhead but with shades of sunset oranges
and yellows at the horizon. Lance checked his watch and admitted to himself
that it was kind of neat. The weather had changed that morning so it wasn't
quite so cold out anymore, either. He'd never say either out loud, though.
When he heard light
snoring from the chair beside him, he went inside for some blankets. He covered
Chris with one, then burrowed as deeply as he could under the other, trying to
block out the light. The next thing he was aware of were morning sounds in the
area and fingertips lightly brushing his forehead.
He blinked slowly and
turned, but the fingers left.
"Morning," he
heard from beside him.
"Mmm...."
"Breakfast is
ready."
Lance realized he could
smell bacon coming from inside the cabin. "Mmm, thanks."
"Sleep okay?"
He stretched himself to
full wakefulness and nodded through a yawn. "You?"
"Yeah, it was nice.
Warm." Chris fingered the heavy blanket still rumpled on his chair.
"Thanks."
"Any time."
Lance smiled sleepily at him.
Chris gave a tiny smile
of his own before heading back inside to finish the food preparation, leaving
Lance alone on the deck.
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Lance looked around at
the bodies dancing throughout the smoky club, feeling more in his element than
he had all week. They'd been to a few bars, but no dance clubs. It was one of
the most popular clubs in town, as recommended by the resort's desk clerk, and
it was also their last night in Norway.
"Two o'clock, red
skirt," he said casually as Chris rejoined him from a trip to the bar.
Chris glanced in the
direction indicated and shuddered. "I prefer to remain disease-free,
thanks."
It was an old game,
played in clubs to pass the time. They picked out people as prospective dance
partners, suggested take-home dates, or occasionally targets of ridicule.
"Okay," Chris
said, "twelve o'clock, blue shirt."
Lance coughed. "I'd
hardly call that a shirt."
"Whatever."
Chris waved his hand dismissively and prompted Lance to answer.
"She's cute... but
the guy she's with is better."
"Oh you think
so?"
Lance waggled his
eyebrows with a smirk and took another sip of his drink.
"All right, if you
wanna go there." Chris scanned the room for a moment. "By the bar,
grey shirt."
"Enh, he's not bad.
Blonds aren't really my type."
"Not for you, Bass,
for me."
"Oh! Uh..." Lance's
eyebrows shot up, but he recovered quickly. "In that case, go for it. I
think I saw him checking you out earlier."
"Really."
"Uh-huh."
"You're not just
saying that so I'll go over there and make a complete ass of myself and you can
laugh at me and have good stories to tell the guys later."
Lance laughed but he
shook his head. "I'm serious. I would've said something at the time, but I
didn't think you'd be interested."
Chris watched the man.
He seemed to be considering, his dark eyes still but his body tensed and
leaning forward slightly. After a few moments, he finally leaned back and
relaxed in his seat.
"Nah," he
said. "He wants me so bad, he knows where I am."
Lance tried to ignore
his feeling of relief.
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Chris flung himself
across the couch, limp but thrumming with energy. He always needed to wind down
after a night at a club, Lance knew this, but there was no TV in their cabin.
So Lance sat on the other end of the couch and made conversation. Tried, anyway.
After fifteen minutes of rambling, he ran out of unimportant topics. He wasn't
sure he wanted to try the important ones, but there they were.
"Um. So." He
started, faltered, and started again. "Tonight, when you. Well, back in
Europe. I mean *before* in Europe, years ago."
Chris sighed and raised
an eyebrow at him. Get to the point, his look said. Okay. Lance took a deep
breath and got to the point.
"I saw that guy
coming out of your room, and when I asked you about it, you said it was just a
phase. Were you just trying to protect me, because I was so young? Because I
could've handled it, you know. I mean, not that it's any of my business,
but-"
"No," Chris
cut in to stop Lance's rambling. "No, it was pretty much a phase. Um, just
a long phase. Like about 30 or 70 years, I'm thinking."
"I see."
"And, actually,
that might have more to do with Karen leaving me than the distance and the
schedules, per se."
"What, she couldn't
handle that you like men too?"
"No, she couldn't
handle that I liked one particular man."
"Oh."
"See, I thought I
was hiding it pretty well, or *denying* it, as she claims, but apparently she
saw past my wily ways, and she realized that I wasn't into her as much as I was
into this cute blond I know with great eyes and this really deep
voice...."
"Oh...." Lance
turned a bright crimson, and the butterflies in his stomach felt like they were
starting up an aerobics class. He looked at Chris and wondered when he'd moved
so close on the couch.
"Hey, don't be
getting all embarrassed on me, I never said it was you."
"Oh."
He looked down at his
hands, but looked back up again when Chris cuffed him on the side of the head
gently and said "Dork". And then Chris kissed him quickly, just a
press of dry lips against his.
"Oh."
Lance wondered when his
vocabulary had deserted him, but then it didn't seem to matter so much because
Chris was kissing him again, with tongue this time, and really, oh.
He finally got a few
words together, and he pulled back only long enough to say "So just so
we're clear..."
Chris chuckled against
his mouth. "Yeah, Bass. It's you."
The End
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