Who Am I?
By: Lara
Justin sighed as
he flopped onto the floor of the bus. “I’m not tired. I hate when we finish a
show and I’m not tired and I can’t go out.”
“You can’t go out
anyway, you baby.” Chris smiled at him in a condescending manner as he curled
up on a seat of the bus.
“I’m not a baby,
and I can go out if I want,” Justin grumbled to no one in particular.
“Cool! I get the shower first!” Joey practically ran back to the shower.
“Um...why are you
guys here?” Lance asked as he walked onto the bus. “What’s wrong with YOUR bus?”
“JC’s
entertaining,” Justin replied.
“Oh,” Lance said
softly. Chris glared at Justin.
“He is not. Our TV is all messed up.”
“You have nothing
else to do but watch TV?” Lance asked, giving Justin his own glare.
“Nope. Can’t play
Playstation, can’t watch videos,” Justin told him.
“Second in the
shower!” JC called as he walked onto
the bus.
“Dammit,” Lance
growled and stomped off to his bunk. Justin and Chris looked at each other,
grinning. JC looked confused.
By the time Lance
finally got into his shower, there was hardly any hot water left. He frowned and quickly got cleaned up. JC was dozing off on the sofa. Justin and Chris were playing
Playstation. Joey smiled up at
Lance. “Hey, Lansten. We’re ready to play.”
“No. Oh no.
At the next rest stop they’re going back to their bus. I need to sleep.”
“So sleep. We’ll
be quiet,” Justin said, just as Chris let out a joyful yelp.
“YES! Gotcha.
You’re dead, Timberlake. The
Steelers win yet another Super Bowl!”
Chris did a dance of triumph.
“You were
saying?” Lance said to Joey.
“C’mon. We’ll
play that game we made up. That will
bore them into going back home,” Joey said.
“What game?” Justin asked, smacking Chris on the ass.
“Just a game,”
Lance said. “Look, JC’s asleep. He is
setting a good example.”
“He’s not
asleep.” Chris yanked hard on JC’s hair
until he snorted awake.
“WHAT?”
“We’re playing a
game. C’mon. Follow me.” Chris pulled on the hair until JC joined him
on the floor.
“Okay. What’s the
game?” JC gave in with a yawn.
“Here.” Joey passed out index cards. “Write questions on here. Questions you
would want to ask any one of us. Questions you’d ask yourself.”
“Anything?” Justin asked.
“Anything.” Joey scribbled a few of his own questions,
then tore a card into five parts. He
scribbled names on the cards and placed them in an empty bowl. “Pick.”
Everyone drew a
card. “I’m Chris,” Joey said.
“What?” Chris
asked.
“The name you
draw is the name you are. I’m you. I answer
the questions as you,” Joey informed him.
“Oh.” Chris looked at his paper. “I’m Justin.”
“Oh dear Lord,”
Justin groaned. “I’m in trouble now.”
“Who are you?” JC
asked.
Justin glanced at
his paper. “I’m Lance.”
“Talk about a
stretch.” JC looked at his paper. “I’m
Joey.”
“That leaves JC
for me,” Lance said softly. Justin and
Chris grinned happily at each other, oblivious to the rest of the group.
“Okay...everyone
picks some questions,” Joey ordered.
They all grabbed a handful.
“Okay...I’ll start.” He was
Chris. “What’s the first thing you
notice about a girl? Boobs.”
“No argument
there,” Chris replied.
“JC as me?” Joey
asked.
“Chest...definitely.”
“Lance as JC?”
“Um...eyes?”
“Probably,”
Justin muttered. JC glared at him.
“Chris as
Justin?”
“How many times
she looked at me adoringly and how many times she giggled at what I say,” Chris
answered. Justin threw a shoe at him.
“Justin as
Lance?”
“Hair,” Justin
answered definitely. Lance
blushed. “I like brown hair. Light
brown hair with highlights.”
“Okay, TMI,”
Chris replied.
“I’ll read next.”
JC pulled a card from his pile. “What’s
the first thing you REALLY spent money on...something secret no one knows
about. Um...I’m Joey. I bought a bigass freezer for all the food I
eat.”
“Pig,” Chris said. Joey hit him AND JC. “I’ll go...I’m Justin? I commissioned a portrait to be done of me
out of diamond dust and twenty-four carat gold paint. And I worship it every night.”
“You’re an ass,”
Justin snapped, but he couldn’t help but smile. “I’m Lance...I bought stock in a multi-million dollar company,
then turned that stock into a million dollars.”
“I bought my damn
noisy dogs their own mansion,” Joey answered as Chris.
“They’re not that
noisy!”
“JC?” Justin
asked Lance. He thought for a moment.
“I bought a
storage garage for all the music I write and then decide it’s not good enough.”
Everyone laughed
as JC blushed. He was notorious for being a perfectionist, and it was rare that
anyone saw a completed copy of a song after he wrote it. “Ha ha,” JC said softly. Lance blushed as well and studied his feet.
“I honestly think
they’re good though,” he said just as softly to JC.
“Okay, I wanna
ask.” Chris pulled out his card. “Lance…” He looked at Justin. “Why won’t you tell JC you’re in love with him?”
Chris stared at Justin
expectantly. Justin stared at
Lance. Joey stared at Lance. JC stared at Lance. Lance stared at Chris. “What?”
Lance whispered.
“Hmmm…let me
see…why haven’t I told him? Well…it’s a
difficult question to answer, really…” Justin trailed off, pretending to be
deep in thought.
“You’re in love
with JC?” Joey stared at Lance open
mouthed.
“Sure he is,”
Chris said cheerfully.
“I sure am,”
Justin said. “How could I help it? He’s talented, and sexy, even if he IS
scrawny…nice eyes…”
“Knock it
off.” Joey smacked Justin and turned
back to Lance. “You’re gay?”
“Well…” Lance
squeaked, looking everywhere but at JC.
“No. No no no…”
Joey got up and began to pace. “Not
hearing this…not hearing it.”
“You have lots of
gay friends,” Justin said accusingly.
“Not that I share
a bus with.” Joey shuddered and headed back to his bunk. Lance’s face was red with shame.
Chris actually
looked embarrassed. “I’ll go talk to
him.” He hopped up and ran after
Joey. Justin looked at Lance.
“I’m sorry,
Lance. We just…we figured it out and we kept waiting for you to say
something…and you were so miserable all the time about it we thought this would
help.”
“You figured it
out?” Lance repeated.
“It’s true, isn’t
it?” When Lance didn’t reply, Justin
sighed. His eyes flickered over to JC,
who was intently looking at his fingernails.
“I’m gonna go see if Joey killed Chris yet.” He ambled back to the bunk area.
Lance didn’t look
at JC. He couldn’t. How
embarrassing. He picked at a hole in his
jeans and prayed to become invisible. Or, better yet, for the ground to open up
and swallow him. “So…” JC started, then
cleared his throat. “How long have you
felt this way?”
“I don’t…” Lance
began to lie, then realized it was too late for that. “A year or so.”
“A YEAR?” JC’s voice rose and he glared at Lance. “You’ve had the hots for me for a fucking
YEAR and I’m finding out about it from Justin and Chris?”
“Well…how exactly
was I supposed to tell you, JC?” Lance
retorted angrily. “Hey, JC, how’s it going?
Me? I’m fine…pining away from lust and love but otherwise just
great. Over who? Well, you, JC.”
“How did they
find out?”
“Well, apparently
it’s obvious. I guess I look at you
like you’re something special…I guess I like spending time with you…I guess it
just shows on my face. But then again,
you always were oblivious to anything but the music. It’s always the music with
you, JC. You’re talented as all hell, which you refuse to believe, yet music is
the only thing you see. You dream it, think it, breathe it, while I sat here
and dreamt you, thought you, breathed you.
Now can you see why I didn’t say anything!” Lance angrily stormed off and locked himself in the bathroom.
Fifteen minutes
later Joey, Chris and Justin returned to the TV area. JC was staring out the window at the
darkness. Lance was still in the
bathroom. “Where’s Lance?” Joey asked.
“Bathroom.”
“I want to
apologize to him.”
“Go ahead.” JC’s eyes never left the scenery he couldn’t
see.
“Jayce, I’m
sorry, man…I thought…I thought it would be good for him to talk to you about
it,” Justin said gently. “I mean, with you being gay and all…”
“You thought you
could hook us up?” JC finally turned around, his blue eyes like steel.
“Wait…you’re gay,
too?” Joey shook his head in confusion.
“Are you guys TRYING to kill me?” He
slowly went back to his bunk again. Chris sighed and followed him, muttering
something about drama queens.
“He’s been so
sad, JC. He’s just been miserable. He’s gone out a few times, tried to hook up
with people, but they’re not you. So he
has just tried to go on, just tried to be your friend. I don’t even think he
knows you’re gay.”
“I think you
should mind your own business, Justin.”
JC turned back to his window.
Lance did not leave his hotel room
until it was time to go to sound check the next day. He caught a cab before even the bodyguards could catch up with
him, and by the time the others arrived, he was smiling and joking around with
a few of the female fans. He bestowed hugs and smiles as if they were candy,
and the others practically had to drag him up onstage to work.
“Are you SURE
he’s gay?” Joey whispered to Justin. He
had apologized profusely to Lance for his asshole attitude, and Lance had
gallantly accepted. Justin poked Joey.
“Yes. Don’t you see? This is for JC’s benefit…to show that
whatever JC might have said to him on the bus last night didn’t bother
him.” Justin discreetly pointed in JC’s
direction. JC’s intense blue eyes
followed Lance’s every flirtatious move, and JC was frowning.
“Ah. The plot
thickens.” Chris rubbed his hands together eagerly. “JC is finally noticing Lance.”
“I’m so lost,”
Joey moaned, holding his head in his hands. Chris took pity on him.
“Joe, Lance has
been in love with JC for over a year now.
He’s been going crazy wanting him, but refused to do anything about it
because he thinks JC is straight and that he’ll freak. JC is so buried in his music that he barely
knows we all exist except for when we’re in the studio or onstage. Now he’s finally looking at Lance and SEEING
him.”
“And I know for a
fact that JC has NOT been in a relationship for a while now. He and Lance are
perfect for each other,” Justin added.
“I can’t believe
I’m hearing this,” Joey moaned, but he didn’t run away this time.
“Are we done yet?
Are we done yet? Are we done yet?” Lance babbled as the crew fixed yet ANOTHER
microphone problem.
“God, that’s
annoying,” Chris remarked. Four pair of
eyes turned on him. “What?”
“Got a hot date
tonight, Sir Lancelot?” Justin asked. Lance
blushed and glanced at JC.
“Yes, as a matter
of fact. It’s called a show. You
know…ya get up onstage…sing some…shake your booty…”
“And you have a
lot of booty to shake there, Lance,” Joey pointed out. Lance blushed even redder. JC punched Joey in the arm…hard.
“You have
absolutely no room to talk, Lardass.
Lance looks just fine.” JC
stalked over to the piano. Lance glared
at Joey, who quickly went over to apologize yet again. Justin and Chris gave each other incredulous
grins. JC WAS starting to notice Lance.
“So…doing
anything after the show tonight?” JC said to Lance as their makeup was
applied. Lance was shocked. JC had virtually ignored him all day.
“Um…no…sleeping. Not in the mood to go clubbing. You?”
“Well, sleeping
eventually. Want to get something to eat?”
“Sure,” Lance
said, surprised.
“Come to my room
after you’re cleaned up.” JC got out of his chair and went to stretch.
It was all Lance could do to
calmly get out of the bus, wave to fans, and then make his way up to his room.
He showered in record time, then stood in front of his closet. He frowned.
It wouldn’t look good if he made it seem like he had spent a lot of time
deciding what to wear; he didn’t want to look like an overanxious idiot. It was useless anyway; JC was probably just
planning on reaming Lance out for being a perverted fairy or something, and
then he’d shove Lance out the door so he could call Bobbie. Lance shivered. Bobbie. She was nice enough,
but she always looked at Lance like he had crawled out from under a rock, like
she KNEW.
Lance pulled a
shirt out of the closet. Nope. Too
casual. He wanted to at least look decent. Wait…where was that shirt…the green
one. Lance pulled out the green silk
shirt and smiled at it. JC had said once that this color looked excellent on
Lance, and it WAS one of Lance’s favorite shirts. It was silk, but it didn’t
look TOO dressy. Lance dug through his suitcase for a pair of black jeans. He got his hair spiked just right and nervously
let himself out of his room.
He ran smack into
Joey in the hallway. “I thought you
weren’t going out with us.”
“I’m not.”
“Then why do you
look so nice?”
“Because Lance
always looks nice, unlike you, ya slob,” Justin said, giving Lance a friendly
wink as he walked up behind Joey.
“Lance is staying in to keep Sleepyhead company.”
“So he knows
that…” Joey began. Justin slapped a hand over Joey’s mouth.
“C’mon, Joe.
Let’s go wait for Chris. Bye,
Lance.” Justin dragged Joey down the
hall to the elevators.
Lance watched
them walk away, confused. What was he
supposed to know about JC? He sighed
and knocked on JC’s door, nervously playing with a button on his shirt. “Hey,” JC said. Lance jumped and tried not to notice that JC wore only
sweatpants.
“Hey.” JC moved aside and Lance walked in. JC’s
room was impeccably neat, as usual.
“God, you could
eat off the floor in here or something,” Lance said with a smile.
“Ha ha. I thought we could eat in here, actually, if
you don’t mind,” JC said. Lance nodded
and sat on the sofa. JC tossed him the
room service menu. “I’m gonna finish
cleaning up. I had to take a call and I
haven’t even made it into the shower yet.”
JC headed into the bathroom.
“Get me a burger and fries.”
Lance called in
the room service order and looked around the room. He idly wondered if Bobbie was the call JC “had” to take. He heard the water start to run in the
bathroom, and he sighed as he sat back down on his chair. He noticed a notebook on the coffee table,
and he slowly began to flip through it.
He realized quickly that it was JC’s lyric notebook and he shut it
quickly. He wasn’t one to pry. One
lyric caught his eye, however, and he opened the book again. “I wonder what it
will take to make you see, what’s inside of you is mirrored in me…” Lance read
aloud. He shivered for some reason. He
scanned down a few lines. “The love
inside that’s hidden from view…not only from them but also from you…you don’t
see the pain you don’t feel the ache…what’s burning inside me would make your
heart break…” Lance’s heart went out to
JC. These were very personal lyrics and very sad. He made himself close the book and place it where he had found
it.
By the time JC
reappeared in a pair of jeans, their dinners had arrived. They arranged
everything on the floor of the living room and ate hungrily. “You know…I don’t
know how you and Justin stay so thin,” Lance observed. “With all the crap that we eat. Why can’t you be big and fat like me and
Joey and Chris?”
“You’re not big
and fat, Lance,” JC said. “You’re just perfect.”
Lance blushed
around his cheeseburger. “Thank you,”
he mumbled with his mouth full. They chatted about other things as they
finished their dinner. Lance gathered
the empty plates and put them in the hallway outside the door. When he came
back in, JC was stretched out on the sofa, head on one hand. “So…do you want to go to bed?” Lance
realized how the words sounded and blushed furiously. JC laughed out loud. “I
mean…are you tired? Should I leave?”
JC slowly sat up,
his movements graceful and catlike as always.
“I don’t want you to leave, Lance.
Sit down…please.” Lance sat on a
chair near the sofa. He fidgeted under
JC’s intense gaze. “I’m sorry that I
was so wrapped up in the music…that I didn’t notice.”
“Oh,” Lance said
softly. “I’m sorry, too.”
“For what?”
“For loving you,”
Lance said. “It will only make things harder, and Bobbie already hates me,
and…”
“Bobbie…what does
she have to do with this?”
“She doesn’t like
me…she glares at me whenever I’m near you…it’s like she knows or
something. And I can imagine how she
must feel…hello, her boyfriend is one of the hottest men in the country, not to
mention one of the straightest, and here’s some gay freak wanting him for
himself.”
JC moved to the
end of the sofa and placed a hand on Lance’s knee. “Number one…I’m not her
boyfriend. I never have been. We’re friends.
She’s agreed to say she is dating me just out of the kindness of her
heart. Number two, I’m not all that hot.
Number three, I’m not straight.
Number four, you’re not a freak, Lance.” JC sat back and waited for Lance to digest this information. Lance slowly got to his feet.
“You’re not
dating her?”
“Nope. Not dating anyone, actually. Not for a
while. Had my eye on someone…but I
haven’t been sure how to make my move.”
JC’s eyes focused hard on Lance.
“I’m not a
freak?”
“Hell, no.” JC whispered. “Would I waste my time with a freak?”
“You’re not mad
at me?” Lance whispered as well. JC
shook his head.
“Just mad that
you never said anything sooner, Lance. Why didn’t you?”
“Because I…you’re
gay?” JC nodded. “The lyrics,” Lance realized, then placed a
hand over his mouth.
“What lyrics?”
“I…um…I was
flipping through that book before I knew it was your lyric book and I read
something. I’m sorry,” Lance apologized. JC shrugged.
“Which one?”
“The love inside
that’s hidden from view…” Lance recited. JC smiled.
“Oh yes…yeah,
that’s a “please pull me out of the closet” song if I ever heard one,” JC said
with a grin. “I was having a bad night that night.”
“I’m sorry,”
Lance said. “I know what it’s like.”
“I wish you would
have said something, Lance,” JC replied.
“Then I wouldn’t have had to have bad nights, wishing that the one
person I wanted would notice me and want me as much as I wanted him.”
“What?” Lance whispered.
“You heard me. I’ve
liked you for so long…but I never knew.
Never thought you wanted me, too.”
JC’s blue eyes were huge. Lance
swallowed deeply.
“But
you’re…you…Bobbie…”
JC sighed
patiently. “Lance, I AM gay. Lance,
Bobbie and I are just friends. I love her but not like that. Lance, I love YOU.”
“You love me,”
Lance whispered.
“Yes. I love you, and now I’m gonna kiss the lips
I fall asleep dreaming about.” JC
possessed Lance’s mouth with his own so fast that Lance hardly had time to kiss
him back. Lance moaned, his hands moving up to slide through JC’s hair. JC grabbed Lance by the backside, pulling
him tight against him. Their bodies moved against each other, grinding and
sliding seductively. JC was the first
to pull away, and he carefully studied Lance’s green eyes. He found the answer he sought, and he took
Lance by the hand and led him to the bedroom.
Lance closed the door and JC understood. Time to shut the world out and
make up for lost time.
Mouths met and
tongues explored. Eager hands made
short work of clothing until the two men fell onto the bed, bare skin against
bare skin. “JC…I…” Lance tried to
speak, but could only gasp as JC’s red lips sucked at a nipple. “I…don’t want you to think…that…”
JC stopped what
he was doing and came up to look at Lance.
“You don’t want me to think that you only want me for the sex, right,
Lance?” Lance nodded and blushed. “I know that, Lance.” JC rubbed a finger
across Lance’s kiss-swollen lips. “But
that’s all I want you for.” JC could
barely keep a straight face at the shock that registered in Lance’s green
eyes. He laughed out loud. “Kidding
kidding kidding. I want you for sex…I
want you for love…I want you for crying and touching and laughing and hugging
and celebrating. I want you.”
“I want you,”
Lance repeated, and the sound of his low voice made JC harder then he thought
possibly.
“Say it again,”
JC whispered, sliding back down Lance’s body.
His long fingers went first, gliding across Lance’s stomach to his hard
cock.
“Oh, JC, I want
you so bad…” Lance hissed, arching up at JC’s touch. JC’s mouth was warm, JC’s mouth was wet, and soon JC’s mouth was
all Lance could think of. JC moved back
up to kiss Lance, letting his tongue lick along Lance’s lips.
“What do you
want, Lance?”
“Hmmm?” Lance groaned, stroking JC’s hardness.
“OHHHHHHHHHH God
you need to stop that…” JC panted.
Lance smiled and continued to stroke.
“I meant…what do you want…what do you like…which do you like better…” JC
gritted his teeth as Lance spread the precum down his cock. “And if you don’t stop that, you’re not
getting a choice.”
“Are you asking
me if I want to fuck you or be fucked by you, Joshua?” Lance asked, all
innocent green eyes. JC almost fell off
the bed.
“Say that word
again.”
“What word? Fuck?”
Lance swore later that he saw a shiver actually ripple through JC’s
skin. “That word? You like when I say fuck?”
“Oh, Lance…” JC
moaned, falling onto his back and closing his eyes. Lance draped himself over JC, discreetly spitting onto his
hand. He slid fingers down JC’s cock,
over his balls, and finally down below.
“You like when I
say that? Like when I say I wanna fuck
you so hard…” Lance slid first one finger in, then another.
“Lance…don’t…oh
God…don’t stop…” JC writhed and arched beneath him.
“So hard…I want
you to scream…I wanna be inside you so bad…JC…”
JC knew it HAD to
be illegal to talk porn in that voice.
It HAD to be. But thoughts were
lost forever as Lance slowly slid himself inside. “Lance…ohfuckingGod…” JC almost screamed.
“JC…am I hurting
you?” Lance asked anxiously.
“No…no DON’T
stop…” He grabbed Lance’s hips and pulled him closer. Lance closed his eyes and tried not to lose control. JC was so tight…JC’s slender legs wrapped
around him…urging him harder…faster…
“Lance…oh
yes…Lance…” Lance looked down in shock as JC came without being touched. His
prostate was that sensitive. Just the
thought alone caused Lance to shout JC’s name as he came, thrusting deep
inside.
Once the world
stopped swirling, Lance slowly moved out and lay down next to JC. His green eyes fluttered open and he looked
at the man next to him. JC was still, his eyes closed. “I…um…should have used something…” Lance
said finally. “I even have them in my wallet…”
“It’s okay.” JC opened his eyes and smiled. “I don’t think I’ll get pregnant.”
“That’s not what
I meant,” Lance said. “I mean, I’ve been tested and all but I worry anyway
and…”
“It’s okay,
Lance,” JC said reassuringly. “It’s okay.”
JC cupped Lance’s chin in his hand and gently kissed him.
“I hate
busses. Hate mornings. Hate mornings on busses,” Joey grumbled as
he picked up his duffel and almost collided with Chris as the elevator landed
on the first floor.
“They hate you
too, I’m sure,” Chris replied cheerfully.
“God…I hope we don’t have to sit around waiting on JC again.”
“Is our TV
fixed?” Justin asked a bodyguard, who
shook his head.
“Dammit,” Joey grumbled. “Can’t you guys just go without?” Chris and Justin stopped walking, turned
around, and stared at him. “Guess not.”
“I’ll give you a
nice massage,” Chris promised, and Joey brightened slightly. Chris gave good
massages.
“Well, we’ll give
JC ten minutes and then…” Justin froze on the steps of the bus and Chris ran
into him.
“What the hell,
J?”
“Nothing…nothing
at all…” Justin slowly walked onto the bus.
Chris froze on the steps.
“Chris, move your
big ass.” Joey shoved him slightly and
Chris continued walking. Joey froze on the steps. “What are you doing here?”
“Um, I live on
this bus?” Lance said, shoveling a spoonful of Lucky Charms into his mouth.
“Not you…the pod
person that looks like JC.”
“Our TV is broken,” JC said,
stealing some of the marshmallows from Lance’s cereal. “Oh…cool…the lucky clover.”
“That’s a star.”
“It is not!” JC snapped at Lance. “It’s a clover. THAT is a star.”
“That’s a
horseshoe.”
“The fuck it
is!” JC exclaimed. “It’s a fucking star!”
“THIS is a
fucking star, JC.” Lance spooned up a
marshmallow and JC swallowed deeply.
Lance smiled innocently, but malice glimmered in his eyes. He had used the “F” word.
“Fine…it is
then.” JC wandered back to the bunk
area. Lance smiled sweetly at the
others, then slowly followed JC.
Joey glared at
Justin and Chris. “You started this.
This is ALL your fault.”
“I’m Joey,” Lance
said with a sigh.
“Chris,” Justin
said.
“JC,” Chris
stated.
“Justin,” Joey
said, and groaned.
“Cool…I must be
Lance, then.” JC smiled at Lance as he
grabbed the last piece of paper.
“I’ll ask
first.” Joey flipped open a piece of
paper. “No. I’m not asking this.”
Chris grabbed it
and smiled. “JC as Lance…favorite
sexual position…”
“Missionary, of
course,” JC replied, smiling at Lance, who was blushing furiously.
“I’m JC…so I bet
I like it doggie style?” Chris asked,
glancing at Lance, who blushed darker.
“I like too many
to chose from,” Lance said as Joey, trying to stop blushing.
“I like any
position where I can look at myself in the mirror,” Joey said haughtily as
Justin.
“I’m not as vain
as you guys think I am!” Justin
protested. “And me as Chris says that I’m so happy to actually get sex that I don’t
care HOW I get it.” Chris punched
Justin, hard.
“Favorite sound,”
JC read. “Lance as Joey?”
“Food sizzling on
a grill.”
“Chris as me?”
“Um…” Chris
thought hard. “Lance’s voice saying
anything.”
“Especially
fuck,” Lance volunteered, and JC shivered.
Lance grinned. Too easy.
“Okay, that was
TMI. Justin as Chris?”
“Those damn noisy
dogs barking.”
“They’re not
noisy!”
“Joey as Justin?”
“My own
voice.” Joey ducked as Justin pummeled
him with pillows.
“And?” Lance
asked JC softly. JC smiled a smile just
for him.
“Hearing the man
I love say I love you in return,” JC answered softly, kissing Lance’s nose.
The End
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