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Broken Promises and New Beginnings

By:  Melissa

 

In less than twelve hours, two of their best friends would be getting married and Melissa was spending that time watching Drew pace.  She could already see the stress lines forming around his hazel eyes.

                I wish I could ease his distress but how can I feeling the way I do about him?

                The whisper of the curtains closing interrupted Melissa’s thoughts as Drew began pacing again.

                “You really should try to relax.  Pacing is not going to make the situation with Lea go away.”

                “How do you do that?  How do you always know what I’m thinking about?”  He walked away from the window taking the chair beside hers.

                “Because I know you, Drew.  And most of the times I can read you like an open book but there is one thing bugging me.  Why are you letting Lea push you so hard to set a wedding date?”

                “That’s just it, she shouldn’t have to push me.  For as long as I can remember, Lea has always been ‘the one’ but now….”

                “But now?” Melissa encouraged almost afraid to hear the answer.

“Now there is uncertainty on both of our parts.  She is pushing me because she thinks that I might not love her anymore and then I feel this pressure to prove to her that I do.  But if I truly love her, why do I feel pressured?  Shouldn’t I be as ready as she is to set a date?”

She was silent, unable to think of a single response. He reached out and took her hand, his thumb rubbing her palm. She felt every brush of his skin in her lower abdomen, where she melted and burned. A hollowness like hunger emptied her but she knew that food was not what she craved. Her glance flicked to his firm mouth, to the corner that quirked upward as if he was always ready to smile. She wanted to taste that friendly, intriguing corner and press her lips to his until they parted. And that was not all. She didn't know when it had happened but somewhere along the way Melissa had fallen in love with her best friend. And she wanted more, much more.

She looked away. Whatever the truth of her heart, she hungered for the impossible. She could never make love to him because they were both engaged to other people.

If I marry Joe, I could lose Drew forever. For a moment, she hesitated, hardly daring to think further. Her mind kept spinning, moving past her doubts. Could she do it? Could she spend the rest of her life married to Joe?

She wanted Drew. She wanted to know him, his body as well as his soul. She would not lie to herself any longer. Melissa looked at him again. His beauty caught in her throat. She was left only with her need for him, a need

she would no longer deny. With that, her long confusion lifted, lightening her heart. She knew what she was going to do.

"Why are you smiling?" Drew asked, his eyes narrowing suspiciously, a faint answering smile curling in that tempting corner of his mouth. She wanted to rise and kiss him but dared not, not when Nick might interrupt them at any time.

"I'll tell you, just not right now," she said quietly. "Tonight, after dinner."

 

 

Drew picked up his beer and sat back in his chair. Melissa sat opposite him, nibbling on a strawberry, her eyes half closed in an expression of
concentrated delight. He resisted the urge to lick the juice on her lips.

   He shifted in his chair, suddenly uncomfortable. Had there ever been a time when the sight of her did not send desire surging through his veins?

The pink of her tongue flicked out a licked the last of the juice from her lips. The sight made his loins tighten. How much longer could he sit with her and not kiss her?

Her lashes lifted and she looked at him, returning stare for stare. Heat flashed the length of his body. He reached up to unbutton his shirt, hoping it would cool him. This from a mere glance?

Her eyes followed the movement of his hands.

"Melissa…" His voice died in his throat.

Her gaze still locked with his, she licked her fingers one by one. He imagined her licking him with the same delicacy and clenched his hands against the pulse of desire that shook him. He waited, rooted in his chair, unable to move. She rose to her feet and crossed the gap between the two chairs in two steps. Because he wanted to touch her, because he couldn't sit another minute without touching her, he reached out and took her by the waist, his thumbs caressing her.

Almost in a dream, he drew her onto his lap. He ignored the faint voice of his conscience. He wanted to hold her too much to listen. For a long moment, she sat passively in his lap, staring at him with fathomless blue eyes. He was at a standstill, caught between desire and his promise to Lea.

She was no longer so constrained. Cupping his face in her hands, she leaned forward and kissed him. Her lips pressed one corner of his mouth and then her tongue traced the outline of his lips. Heat, red and violent, crashed over him and paralyzed him.

She straightened. He had a momentary glimpse of her face, its serenity clouded by doubt before he slid his hand up to the back of her head, burying his fingers in her thick blonde hair and drawing her back to him. He kissed her deeply, lips and tongue tasting, teasing. Her lips parted and her tongue met his, her feverish response stoking his own fire. When he caressed her from arm to abdomen to breast, she tore her mouth away from his and moaned. The soft sound licked fire along his spine.

He ought to stop but she was so warm, so sweet in his arms that he could not let go. He wanted more, to take the fullest advantage of this while it lasted. He tilted her head back to kiss the skin beside her ear and gently nibble the lobe. Her hands clutched his arms and then slid inside his shirt. His arms tightened.

Her lips found his throat and she followed his move, even to the faint tug of lips on his earlobe. He shifted in the chair, trying to ease his aroused discomfort. The chair arm dug into his back. The bed would be more comfortable….Another voice in the back of his head warned that the bed was dangerous but he quelled it. He stood lifting her in his arms, and carried her to the bed.

Sense cleared a path through the red-hot haze in his head as he sank down beside her. This was Melissa, not some groupie that he could fuck without a second thought. Making the greatest effort of his life, he began to rise from the bed. Melissa caught the edge of his shirt and held him.

"Melissa…"

She rose on one elbow and leaned forward to kiss him, her lips demanding and hungry. This was not the kiss of a best friend; it was the kiss of a woman who knew what she wanted. His response swamped his sense and he yielded to her kiss, following her as she sank back against the pillows.

He thought, Just a moment more, and then I will stop. But her kisses confused him, the way her lips nibbled him, the stroke of her tongue against his.

She reached inside his shirt to stroke the ribs and muscles of his chest. "You are so warm," she whispered.

He was hot, burning with a desire so fierce he didn't think he would ever cool. "You are beautiful," he murmured, and caressed her cheek, marveling at it velvet smoothness.

"You are," she said, and turned her head to kiss the hollow of his throat.

"Melissa," he sighed and ran his hands up her arm. The tips of his fingers ran along the outside swell of her breast and she gasped. 

He reached behind her, feeling for the zipper of her dress. She pushed him away and sat, turning her back to him. "Unzip me."

He obeyed her. This was so far beyond the scope of his imaginings that for a brief second, he thought he was dreaming. By the time he recollected himself and realized this was really happening, and that it was up to him to stop it, she had slipped her dress off and flung it to the floor. She turned to him, her nipples showing rosy dark through the sheer fabric of her bra. Blushing, she took his hand and placed it on her breast. His fingers curled around the swell and stroked it. Her lids lowered and her lips parted as she caught her breath.

He was sweltering in his shirt. He thought, It won't hurt to remove it, and shrugged out of it. He would stop in just a moment, once he had his fill of caressing her. He reached up and tugged her bra off her shoulder. She pushed it further down so it pooled at her waist, leaving her naked to his gaze. He raised himself on his elbow and caressed her with his mouth.

"Oh, Drew," she gasped. She was hot, burning with desire, furious with it. She wanted his hands on her naked skin, his naked skin under her hands; she wanted their mouths fused, tongues mingling, she wanted to caress every inch of him. What she had wasn't enough, not nearly enough. She didn't think she could have enough of him she was afraid and excited at once, gone too far to pull back now, led by her senses and her love and her lust.

"Make love to me," she whispered. "I beg you, make love to me."

He groaned, his hands on her hips tightening. He lifted his head, staring up at her with eyes clouded with doubt. She stroked his hair back from his brow.

"Melissa" he began, but she would not let him finish.

"I want you, no one else. Please don't say no."

"This is wrong," he said, but he sounded uncertain.

"No, no, it's not.

She bent to kiss him, to persuade him with lips and tongue, twisting so she stretched out on top of him. Her breasts were crushed against him, tingling at the warm dry brush of skin against skin. She almost drowned in the wave of desire that swept her.

His hands stroked down her back to her hips, pressing her tightly against him. She kissed his neck, licked along the length of his collarbone, ran her hands along his ribs. A groan burst out of him.  His resistance broke. He found her panties, pushing them down her hips. She lifted to help him. He rolled, carrying her with him, so that she was half underneath him. He threw his leg over hers and ran his hand from her shoulder to her hip.

"Are you sure?" He asked

"Yes, yes," she whispered. "Please."

He eased her bra off her. He stroked her, shoulder to breast to hip. She sighed and turned her face into the pillow. He bent to her nipple and kissed it, feeling it pucker as he nuzzled it. She twisted away and then returned. He shifted and kissed her neck below her ear while sliding his hand lightly toward the apex of her thighs.

A red-hot thrum built in her belly, bearing down on her. He touched her once more and the storm overtook her. She broke open spasms shuddering through her, burning red behind her eyelids and wringing gasping cries from her. She came back to herself to find she was weak and wrung out, trembling in the aftermath of pleasure. She had never felt anything like it.

With great effort, she moved her head to look at Drew. He smiled at her with a look of such happiness that her heart turned over.

He kissed her shoulder. His fingers traced idle circles on her hip. Strength began to seep back into her limbs, heavy with languor. His mouth moved along her arm.

"Drew." He looked up at her. "I want to see you," she murmured. "I want you naked."

If she had touched him, she couldn't have moved him more than her words did. Obedient to her gentle command, he eased out of his jeans. He had not trembled like this since he lost his virginity, all those years ago.

She let her gaze travel the length of his beautiful body. Strong shoulders and wide chest, flat stomach, muscles curling over his hipbones, strong thighs. And in the center, the evidence of his arousal. She reached out and touched him. She caressed him, touching him as he had touched her.

He could wait no longer. He pulled her to lie beside him, stroking her body until she gasped and clutched his arm. He moved swiftly, parting her knees and stretching full-length atop her. He gave her a moment to adjust to his weight.

Her answer was to pull his head down and kiss him, her tongue sliding between his teeth in a kiss both carnal and loving. He stroked her and felt her hips roll in response. He could wait no more. Thrusting into her he kissed her eyes and mouth, tenderly caressing her face and breasts and arms.

"My love," he whispered brushing her hair back from her brow. She had never been more beautiful to him, so beautiful he wanted to taste every inch of her. As hungry as he was for the pleasure, he didn't want this to end. She was so sweet, his Melissa, his alone.

Goaded by her sweetness and warmth, he began to move. As the lightning of his climax crashed over him, he spilled his soul into her in unending waves. It had never been like this, never in his life.

                "Melissa," he moaned.

As the surge subsided, he lowered his head and kissed her, the caress of his lips gentle. He pressed his forehead against her neck. "I love you, Melissa. I love you."

Her arms tightened briefly and then her hand came up to caress his hair in a tender gesture that made his heart ache. "I have always loved you," she whispered. "From the moment I first laid eyes on you, I have loved you."

Her words were sweet, sweeter than he had thought words could be. He lifted himself and looked at her, "As long as that?" In the moonlight, her eyes were dark, unreadable. He could lose himself in their depths for an eternity.

He bent and kissed her, his mouth conveying his love as clearly as his words had. He wanted her more than ever, as if possessing her had done nothing but deepen his desire. There was no urgency to this hunger, only the sense that it would never be fully sated.

And tomorrow, together they would face Joe and Lea.



The End

 

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