Four
“I
have an idea,” Justin whispered in Lance's ear. He pulled Lance aside as the
others hurried out to the car.
“Justin,
Lou'll be mad if we're late,” Lance said.
“Screw
Lou,” Justin said bravely, then looked around quickly to see if their manager
was within earshot. Satisfied that he wasn't, Justin continued. “Why don't we
get drunk tonight?”
“We
can't do that!” Lance said, horrified. “Even though this is Europe, we can't
buy it!”
“I
know, stupid,” Justin said, poking Lance in the arm. “I'll get Joey to buy it.”
“Joey?”
“Yeah.
He's old enough, and he'll do it. He knows we go crazy sitting around while
they're out having fun. Chris would make fun of us if I asked him, and JC would
outright refuse.”
“You
really think he would?” Lance asked excitedly.
“Sure,” Justin said, shrugging casually, but
Lance knew he was excited about it, too. Finally, something to alleviate the
boredom of being the babies.
“So…”
Justin propped himself up on his elbows and smiled at Lance. “Did you leave a
girlfriend back home?”
“No,”
Lance said, spinning the empty beer bottle on the floor. Joey had gotten them
twelve bottles of beer, and the dark brew was stronger than anything Lance had
ever tasted at home. Justin had gotten silly after two, and downright loopy
after four. Lance was on his sixth, and everything was starting to get a bit
fuzzy around the edges.
“You
broke up?” Justin asked sympathetically. Lance didn't answer. “I had a few
girls who liked me, ya know, because I was on the TV show and all…but they
weren't serious.”
Lance
grinned at Justin's mature tone. “You mean, they let you Mice date? I thought
that was forbidden.”
“Ha
ha,” Justin said, giving him the finger. “I bet you never even kissed a girl.”
“I
did…once…” Lance said. He didn't say how much it had turned him off. Girls
weren't what he was interested in. “I didn't like it.”
“You
didn't like it,” Justin repeated. He rolled his eyes, then sat up straight.
“Guess what! I forgot to tell you!”
“Hmm?”
Lance picked up the beer bottle and tried to balance it on one finger.
“JC
likes Joey.”
“Of
course he does. Joey's the nicest person I know,” Lance murmured. “He has such
a great smile…and nice hands.”
“He
does?” Justin scratched his head. “Yeah, I guess so. Anyway, JC LIKES him. Like
boyfriend likes him. Like wants to have sex likes him.”
“Really?”
Lance almost dropped the bottle. “So, JC's…gay?”
“Yeah.”
Justin's eyes were wide. “I thought so, maybe, when we were on the show, but I
didn't really KNOW.” Justin was still young enough to be shocked by this.
“Does
Lou know?”
“Are
you crazy? Lou would have a cow if he knew.”
“Of
course he would,” Lance said sadly. “So, how'd you find out?”
“I
saw them. Joey and JC. They were in the hall one night after they went out. I
heard them and peeked out. JC had Joey pressed against the wall, and he kissed
him! Joey actually let him for a second, then he pushed back a bit and looked
really sorry, you know? He said that he wasn't gonna fool around with JC,
because JC was too special, or something. And JC was drunk, I think, because he
began to cry and told Joey he loved him.”
“Poor
JC!” Lance said, sighing. He really liked JC, and JC got hurt so easily.
“I
know. I wanted to go beat Joey up or something. Then Joey said that he knew JC
loved him, but that he could never love him in that way…and he didn't want to
use JC or hurt him.”
“Good
for Joey,” Lance said, relieved. He couldn't believe this little soap opera had
happened right under his nose, and he had been sleeping.
“Yeah.
Then Joey hugged him, and JC sniffled on him a bit, then Joey helped him to the
room. I think Joey was sharing with Chris that night,” Justin said, trying to
remember.
“Wow.”
Lance digested this information.
“Did
you ever kiss a guy?” Justin asked. Lance turned red and Justin laughed. “You
DID! When?”
“When
you were sleeping,” Lance said, keeping a straight face.
“Huh?
You kissed me? Dammit, Lance, I'm gonna kick your ass,” Justin said, standing
up and swaying.
“No,
I'm kidding, you jerk. Sit down.” Lance yanked on Justin's shirt and he fell
back onto the bed next to Lance. “It was back home.” He didn't mention that all
total, he had kissed three guys…but nothing exciting had come of it.
“Did
you like it?” Justin asked in awe.
Lance
gave his best impression of one of Justin's shrugs. “Yeah, I guess. I mean…they
weren't very good, I don't think. I always thought good kisses were supposed to
just shock your whole body, ya know? But they didn't.”
“Oh.”
“Have
you?” Lance studied Justin carefully. The younger boy suddenly looked so
appetizing…shocked, big blue eyes, cherry red lips that Justin constantly
licked at…
“Nope.”
Justin tilted his head. “But I wanna try. Can I kiss you?”
Lance
felt every nerve ending jump to attention, but he tried to remain calm. “Sure.
If you really want to. I bet you're not that good, though. You're just a kid.”
“Ha.
I know more than YOU do,” Justin retorted. He scooted closer to Lance on the
bed, then giggled. “This is crazy.”
“If
you're gonna be a dork about it…” Lance moved away.
“No.”
Justin grabbed Lance and pulled him close. Their lips met clumsily at first,
and they both pulled back. Then Justin looked into Lance's calm green eyes and
settled down a bit. He nervously leaned back in and gave Lance a shy kiss.
Lance smiled at him sweetly and returned the kiss with one a bit more
passionate.
Lance
felt Justin sigh against him, and he allowed his hand to reach up to the back
of Justin's neck. They kissed again and again, and Lance felt the tentative
lick of Justin's tongue. Lance parted his lips, and Justin's tongue snaked in.
Lance couldn't keep the moan from escaping, and in reward, he felt Justin's
hand on the back of his own head.
Lance
was the first one to finally pull back. “Well?” He whispered.
“That
was, uh…not too bad.” Justin's face was red, and he kept his back to Lance as
he got up and quickly fell onto his own bed. Lance smiled and laid his head on
his hands, trying to ignore the fact that he had felt that kiss throughout his
entire body.