Ten
"Hi." Justin stepped into Lance's room and closed
the door.
"Hi,"
Lance said, fidgeting nervously.
"Wow...you've
made this place look almost homey," Justin said, looking around.
"Joey
had some old pictures and stuff in the attic, said I could use whatever I
wanted," Lance replied. "I
liked the scenic stuff...reminded me of home."
"I
know the feeling," Justin said.
They had decided to use Lance's room for their "training,"
because it was farthest away from everyone else's. No one knew about the special arrangement between JC Chasez and
Lance, and no one WOULD know until it actually happened.
"So...uh...that
guy was Howie's brother?" Lance said, referring to the man who had arrived
the night before.
"Yeah,
isn't he a scream?" Justin said, flopping onto Lance's bed and bouncing a
bit. "He's hot, I guess,
but..."
"He
seems to just want something every time he looks at you," Lance
finished. Justin nodded.
Lance
hadn't liked Alex from the start, though he had politely smiled and said
hello. Alex had looked him over,
amusement and want shining from the dark brown eyes. Tattoos snaked across his thin arms as he leaned against a wall
and asked if Lance was a "new boy."
Justin had quickly jumped in and told him no, and the disappointment on
Alex's face was obvious. No, Lance
didn't like Alex one bit.
"I
hope you can stay away from him, Lance.
He's not like gonna rape you or anything, but...he can be convincing
when he wants to," Justin finished, sitting up and leaning on his hands.
"I
bet," Lance said simply. He looked at Justin, shuffled his feet nervously,
then began to pull his tshirt up over his head. Justin simply watched, then sat straight up in surprise as Lance
started on his jeans.
"What
are you doing, Lancey?"
"Aren't
we...don't...I need to be naked, right?" Lance stammered.
"Yeah,"
Justin said with a chuckle as he stood.
"But we're not doing that."
"We're
not?"
"Lance,
I'm not gonna have sex with you. Joey made a huge point to JC that you're a
virgin and all...and I don't wanna make him a liar. I'm just here to show you how to DO things...how to act and how
to move and what to say, okay?"
"Oh,
okay," Lance said.
"Not
that I don't plan on making some moves on you," Justin teased, and Lance
was able to smile a little. "Just
to see how you react."
"Okay,"
Lance said. "I trust you, Justin."
Justin
looked at him, his smile softening. "C'mere." He surprised Lance by hugging him.
"Lancey, you are a real sweetheart, and I'm sorry for some of the stuff I
said last night. Forgive me?"
"Of
course," Lance said. "I already forgot it."
"Good."
Justin pulled back. "Trust is important.
I don't think you'll have to worry about JC Chasez, though; he seemed to
be a pretty nice guy."
"Does
it bother you, that he wants me after he had you, I mean?" Lance asked.
"Does
it bother you that he had me first?" Justin countered.
"No.
I mean, kinda, because how do I compare to YOU, but otherwise, no. It's, well,
it's your job."
"Right.
That's all. It hurt my ego at first, but I got over it. And, you know, if he wants you, that's
fine." Justin smiled. "You are pretty hot." Lance blushed, as Justin knew he would. "C'mere." Justin sat on the bed and Lance sat next to
him. "Why don't I just kiss you, and we go from there, okay?" Lance
nodded and Justin placed a hand on his shoulder. "Some guys will gross you out. If you ONLY knew. But JC...I bet he'd kiss nice."
"You
didn't, uh, kiss him?" Lance asked.
"He
said he didn't want to," Justin said, shrugging. "But, just in
case..."
Justin
leaned forward and met Lance's lips.
Lance tried not to be nervous and concentrated on kissing Justin. At
least he had kissed someone before, if nothing else. "Uh, well?" Lance asked when Justin pulled away.
"If
you weren't THINKING so hard about it, it would be nice," Justin teased.
"Relax, Lance. Pretend you're at
least attracted to me."
"I
am!" Lance said, then blushed again.
Justin laughed.
"Thank
you." Justin leaned in again, and this time Lance relaxed. Justin's lips were soft and warm, and Lance
forgot himself enough to reach a hand up to twine in Justin's curls. "Better," Justin whispered when
they pulled apart again. "MUCH better. Now...do you think you're a top or
a bottom."
Lance
turned beet red. "Well, uh, I don't...uh...bottom?"
"Me,
too," Justin replied. "Nick's
a top. Howie's a whatever the guy wants. I topped a few times, when I was on
the street, but I prefer bottom. I feel safer."
"What
street?"
"In
Los Angeles. I worked the streets for a while, then I moved with some guys to
Vegas, and the streets were a LOT worse there, believe it or not...and then I
learned about this place and Joey hired me."
"Oh,"
Lance said softly. He could imagine Justin making a lot of money in a big city,
but he thought it would be scary.
"So."
Justin rubbed his hands together.
"Let's start by how you talk to him."
"Let
me get this straight." Chris downed his shot of bourbon and looked at
JC. "You called that place and
asked for Lance?"
"I
asked if I could have him, yes." JC waved his empty glass at the
bartender.
"JC,
Lance isn't a prostitute. Lance is a handyman. Lance works with tools and gets
sweaty."
"I
can give him a tool to work with and I can get him sweaty," JC said with
an arrogant smile.
"JC,
the boy is totally innocent. You KNOW that."
"And
Joey Fatone reminded me countless times on the phone. He's...he's what I
want. And Fatone talked to him, and he
agreed, as long as I promised Fatone that I wouldn't hurt him. Which I
wouldn't. I'm not a monster."
"I'm
beginning to wonder," Chris muttered. "So...when will you get with
him?"
"Fatone
said to give him a few days...I'm supposed to call in three days," JC
said, sighing. "Can I go without sex that long?"
"Fuck
you, Chasez," Chris muttered, knowing that JC was teasing him. JC laughed.
"I can't believe you'd do this to someone."
"Chris,
I'm not DOING anything. All I did was ask. They could have told me no, and I'd
have hooked up with that Justin kid you like so much."
"I
don't like him," Chris said, but he didn't say it with much conviction.
"Three
days," JC repeated. "Maybe
you could hook up with Justin while I'm there."
Chris
gave him a glare and got up from the bar as JC laughed.