Three
“Justin!” Justin looked up from tying his shoes and
saw Nick shoving his way through the crowded locker room. They were in Germany
for a celebrity basketball game, about two weeks before NSYNC was to return to
the States.
“Oh.
Hello, Nick.”
“What's
wrong?” Nick stared at him. “Didn't you get any of my notes or anything? I sent
them home, and I called once, but your dad…”
“STEP-dad,”
Justin corrected.
“Your
step-dad said he'd forward them along to you.” Nick tilted his head to the
side. “What crawled up your butt?”
“Look,
Nick.” Justin stood up, his blue eyes even with Nick's. “You're a Backstreet
Boy. I'm in NSYNC. We're not gonna be friends, okay? I've already learned that
the only people I can trust are my own brothers.”
Disappointment
flashed through Nick's eyes before they shut down and became blue steel. “If
that's how you wanna be, fine. I felt sorry for you, you know, just starting
out and all.” Nick's attitude became cocky and confident. “I thought I'd show
you the ropes.”
“I don't need you to show me shit,” Justin
snapped. “Leave me alone, okay? Quit stalking me, for God's sake. Damn girl.”
Justin turned and headed over to talk to JC. Nick sighed and went to Brian, not
looking back.
They
played the game, trying their best to avoid each other. Each group performed
after the game. Nick made sure he was doing interviews when NSYNC performed,
and Justin was in the locker room before Backstreet went on.
They
were on their way out to the busses before Justin realized he had forgotten to
throw his sneakers into his duffel. He called out to Joey to ask that they make
sure and wait for him, then jogged back to the locker room.
“Mom,
I gotta go. I'll be late and Kevin will yell!” Justin heard Nick say.
“I'm
your mother, Nickolas. I'm your parent. NOT Kevin Richardson,” a woman snapped.
Nick sighed loudly.
“Sorry.”
“You
didn't even try out there. You messed up your dancing, and your voice was flat.
What's going on?”
“Mom,
I'm tired, okay? I just played a full game of basketball, and then I had to
perform.”
“You
don't get tired, Nick. You're a superstar. Act like one, understand me? There
are a million blond-haired, blue-eyed boys out there. Mr. Pearlman could pick
any one of them and replace you. Got it?”
“Okay,
Mom,” Nick said, and Justin could hear the tears in his voice. Justin drew back
into the shadows of the hallway as he heard Mrs. Carter come pounding down the
hall.
Justin
tiptoed into the locker room. Nick was wiping at his eyes, sniffling slightly.
Justin bumped into a locker and Nick jumped. “Sorry. Uh, forgot my shoes.”
Justin grabbed them and turned to go.
“Now
you can have a good laugh,” Nick said, and Justin turned around. “You hate me,
right? And now you can tell all your little friends that Nick Carter's a big
crybaby.”
“I
didn't say anything,” Justin said.
“You
don't have to.”
Justin
sat down at the end of Nick's bench, instantly grateful for the wonderful
relationship he had with his mother. “Is…is she always like that?”
“Pretty
much.” Nick toyed with his own sneaker. “She wants this more than I do
sometimes.”
“Don't
do it for her. Do it for you.”
“Why
do you care? I'm just a Backstreet Boy, right?”
“True,”
Justin said, standing. He put his nose in the air. “You're right. I don't
care.”
“What
the hell DID crawl up your ass, Timberlake?”
Justin
whirled around. “You! You went to Europe and couldn't even tell me? You had to
hurry over here and make it big before us…and you never even bothered to
mention it that day!”
“Brian
said it wouldn't be a good idea. He said you'd get mad.”
“Damn
right I got mad. Chris was right…can't trust any of you.” Justin kicked at the
bench, scowling.
“Do
you always do what Chris says?” Nick asked.
“Do
you always do what Brian says?” Justin countered.
“I
wanted to tell you,” Nick said finally. “I was so excited, but I knew it would
hurt your feelings. I wasn't trying to lie to you.” Nick sighed. “And it was
hell the first few weeks.”
“Tell
me about it,” Justin said. “I'm just glad my mom was along.”
“Your
mom went with you?”
“Yeah.
Lance's, too, for a bit.”
“That's
so cool,” Nick said wistfully. “Mine was too busy with my brother.”
“I'm
sorry, you know, that I said some of that stuff,” Justin said, sighing. Nick
smiled a bit.
“Me,
too.”
“If
we're friends, it won't be easy,” Justin said. “No one will like it.”
“No
one needs to know,” Nick said. “I'm getting my own computer soon…we're starting
to do well at home.”
“JC
has one…his parents give him anything he wants,” Justin said. “I'll make him
let me use it.”
“So,
we're gonna be friends?” Nick asked. Justin slowly smiled.
“Yeah.
We are.”