Seven
Nick
rubbed at his nose, not carrying that he was wiping snot all over one of his
favorite shirts. “Kevin, are you serious?”
“Dead
serious.” Kevin looked from Nick to Howie to Brian to AJ. AJ looked at the
floor. “This shit is fucked up, AJ. You need to get a hold on it.”
“I
have a hold on it,” AJ snapped.
“No,
Aje, you don't,” Howie said gently, putting a hand on AJ's arm. AJ pulled away.
“Don't
fucking touch me. I'm sick now, right? Got the plague or something?” AJ glared
at them all, then looked at Nick. “What do YOU think, Junior?”
“I
want you to get help, AJ. You haven't been the same for ages,” Nick whispered.
AJ's brown eyes softened for a brief second, then they hardened again.
“Fuck
you,” AJ spat, standing up. “Fine. I'll go to your fucking rehab. Happy?”
“Dammit,
AJ!” Nick yelled, surprising everyone, including himself. AJ jumped and took a
step back. “We worry about you. We care about you. It isn't OUR rehab. It
doesn't help US any. You being gone means we need to postpone the tour and
reschedule. It makes us lose a shitload of money…but in the end we get our
brother back.” Nick turned and punched the wall, yelping as his hand made
contact. Brian gasped.
“Nick!”
“Shut up, Brian.” Nick cradled his right
hand in the palm of his left and brushed past AJ. “Go, AJ. Tonight.”
“We
started grinding, Shorty had me up against the wall,” Justin sang to himself as
he climbed into the backseat of the waiting car. “Thanks for waiting,” he said
to the driver, who nodded and pulled out into traffic. Justin had left his bag
on the floor when he had gone into the club, and he dug in it for his
cellphone. He smiled when he saw Nick's number on the “missed calls” list. He
quickly punched the numbers to access his voicemail. His smile faded as he
listened to Nick's message. Nick was sniffling. Nick was…crying.
“Um,
J? Yeah, it's me. Shit, man. I…well, we're home for a while. AJ…” Nick actually
sobbed. “Fuck, I shouldn't have drank all that shit. And I hurt my hand…and
this so fucking sucks. Love you, man…hope everything's good for you.”
Justin hung up and dialed the phone. “Lance?
Yes, I know what time it is. Do I have time to go home?”
Nick
padded to the door in bare feet, scratching himself through his boxers. He
looked through the peephole and gasped. He ran a hand over his messy hair, then
opened the door. “Justin?”
“It's
my turn,” Justin said simply. He breezed by Nick and went to sit on the living
room sofa. He looked at the room, taking in the empty beer cans, dirty dishes,
and old newspapers. “So…what's up?”
Nick's
lower lip trembled. “AJ finally went into rehab. He was falling apart, and
Kevin gave him an ultimatum. He went, or we broke up.”
“God,
Nick.” Justin looked up at Nick, who fell to his knees in front of Justin.
“This
scares the hell outta me, J. We all knew AJ was just drinking himself into a
hole, but rehab, man…what could this do to us?” Nick let out a bitter laugh.
“And what kinda friend am I, thinking that way? I should be glad that he's
doing something like this.”
“You're
a human being,” Justin said gently. Nick's eyes swam with tears. Justin looked
down at Nick's hand, which was wrapped in bandages. “What's this?”
“I
punched the wall so I wouldn't punch AJ.”
“Dumbass,”
Justin said affectionately. He lightly touched the hand, then put a hand on the
back of Nick's neck. “C'mere.”
Justin
pulled Nick into a hug and Nick finally let it all go. He sobbed on Justin's
shoulder, clutching at Justin's sweatshirt. Justin didn't say anything, just
made sure that Nick had something to hold onto. After about ten minutes, Nick
finally pulled away.
“Sorry.”
Nick swiped at his eyes.
“Don't
be. Why don't you go up and get some sleep? I'll clean up around here…looks
like it needs it.”
“Don't
you have somewhere to be…promoting your new CD or whatever?” Nick asked, sniffling.
“Yeah,”
Justin said, shrugging. “But it's not just my CD. I got four other guys who can
promote it just as good as I could.”
“But
you're Justin Timberlake,” Nick teased gently.
“Damn
straight, and don't you forget it,” Justin said, with mock ego. He smiled at
Nick. “You gonna be okay?”
“Yeah.”
Nick nodded. Justin kept the hand on the back of Nick's neck and they pressed
their foreheads together. “Thanks,” Nick whispered.
Justin
swallowed deeply, his eyes fixed on the fullness of Nick's lower lip. Justin
licked his own lips. “No problem. That's what friends are for.”
Nick
finally pulled away and stood up. “I'm gonna go upstairs.” Justin nodded and
watched Nick walk away.