Six
“So…where
are we off to?” Justin said as he helped Lance pack up the last of his bags.
“YOU'RE
going back to the States,” Lance said sternly.
Justin
chuckled. “You sounded exactly like my mom. I am not doing any such thing. I'm
hanging with you, babydoll.” Justin pinched Lance's cheek. “Where were you
gonna go?”
“I
dunno.” Lance shrugged. “I'm not ready to go home yet. I thought I'd bum around
Europe.”
“Europe?
Let's go to Paris!” Justin said excitedly. “As two regular tourists. It'd be
fun…and we could hang in all the artsy places and make JC incredibly jealous!”
Lance
laughed. “Think you can get us plane tickets and hotel rooms?”
“I
KNOW I can,” Justin said confidently. “Can we stay at some hole in the wall
little place instead of a fancy one?”
Lance
stared at him. “Are you on drugs?”
“No…I
just thought it would be fun. Me and you, in some romantic little hole in the
wall in the artsy section of Paris…two musicians trying to make a go of it.”
“We're not moving there,” Lance pointed out,
but he liked the picture Justin was painting. It was perfect. Justin smiled and
picked up his phone.
“He's
WHAT?” JC almost yelled.
“In
Russia. With Lance,” Chris said slowly. “Are you okay?”
“That
vein is throbbing,” Joey observed, pointing to JC's forehead with a fork full
of potato salad. JC glared at him.
“You're
telling me Justin is in fucking RUSSIA with Lance?” JC's voice rose even
further.
“Knock
it off!” Chris hissed. They were in a tiny deli in New York, and as of that
moment, no one had recognized them.
“And
probably as of this very second, they're probably on a flight to Paris,” Joey
said. “Just getting some R and R.”
“Lance…and
Justin…in…in Paris?” JC said sadly. What had happened in Houston obviously
hadn't meant to Lance what it had meant to JC. Justin would be even more
magical in Paris. JC himself doubted HE could resist Justin in Paris.
“Yeah.
You sure you're okay?” Joey looked at him in concern.
“Fine.” JC shoved his plate away. “Just
full.”
“This
is it!” Justin said excitedly. “Beautiful.” He walked out onto their impossibly
tiny balcony and sighed. “Lance, isn't it beautiful?” Lance didn't answer, and
Justin returned to the small hotel room. A twin bed sat in either corner of the
room, and Lance was already curled up on one of them, fast asleep. Justin
smiled and sat down on the empty bed, watching Lance sleep.
Justin
couldn't believe his impossible luck. He knew something had gone on between JC
and Lance in Houston. It was so obvious. JC walked around with a smug
_expression on his face, and he was so sweet to Justin afterwards that Justin
wanted to slap him. But it was Justin who had hurried to Lance's side when the
shit had hit the astronaut fan, and it was obvious by the look on JC's face
that Lance hadn't bothered to call him when it happened.
Justin
slid off the bed and walked across the floor on his knees. He knelt by Lance's
bed, letting a finger run down the pale cheek. Lance was tired and too skinny
and miserable. Justin hated every part of that. Lance deserved to be energetic
and happy and healthy. And Justin silently vowed to get him back that way. THAT
was the Lance he had fallen for.
Justin
stared into space, his finger freezing on Lance's cheek. Him? Falling for
Lance? That was a new thought. Yes, he was attracted to Lance. Justin was
always attracted to beautiful things. And while he flaunted girls on his arm
like there was no tomorrow, there was something intoxicating to Justin about an
attractive man. And Lance was definitely attractive. Fighting JC for him was
just an added plus. JC was so pretty…what any gay man would want. Justin had to
appear straight, first of all, so it was hard to hook up with a man when you
couldn't act like you WANTED to hook up with a man. Secondly, JC just had that
face…the eyes, the lips, the hair…and Justin had none of that. Not in the way
JC did. Usually when Justin knew he didn't really have a chance at something,
he lost interest. Why waste time? But Lance…he was worth all the time in the
world.
And
Justin spent a lot of time thinking about him. Thinking about how he'd love to
just unzip Lance's spacesuit and do all kinds of dirty things to Lance's body.
The thought of Lance beneath him was sometimes more than Justin could bear. But
he thought about it anyway.
Lance's
eyes fluttered open and he watched Justin. Justin was staring into space, but
his hand rested against Lance's cheek. Lance turned his head and placed a soft
kiss on Justin's palm. Justin jumped and stared down at Lance, but didn't
remove his hand. Lance then bit at the tender skin below Justin's thumb. Justin
let out a whimper he didn't realize and Lance smiled in satisfaction, slowly sitting
up.