Thirteen
JC groaned as he opened his eyes. "JC!" A voice yelled as someone
pounded on the door.
"What?"
JC yelled back. He groaned again.
The
door opened and Nick came in. "Are
you okay?" Nick gasped.
"Yeah."
JC slowly sat up. "Just a bit hung over. What time is it?"
"Nine. You're supposed to be at the theater at
nine-thirty."
"Fuck." JC rubbed his eyes.
"I
brought coffee," Nick said shyly.
"You're
an angel," JC said gratefully. He
looked down at the dirty sheets.
"Fuck," he said again.
"Why
don't you shower? I'll wait for you and
walk over with you, if you want," Nick offered.
"Okay." JC slowly stood and headed for the bathroom,
inhaling the coffee as he walked by.
When
he came out a few moments later, Nick had the bed stripped. "I didn't know where your sheets
were," he said.
"I
only have one set," JC said, ashamed. At his real home, he had about ten
sets of sheets, but he couldn't act like that here. "I'll wash them later."
"Okay,"
Nick said. He tried not to watch as JC
dropped the towel around his waist and dug through drawers. "I'm excited about the new show."
"So
am I," JC said. He tugged on jeans and a tshirt, then threw a sweater
overtop. "It's my first work to
ever be performed."
"It's
great," Nick said loyally. "You're amazing. I mean, you have amazing
talent."
"Thank
you, Nick," JC said softly. Nick
really was a sweet guy. "God, I don't really feel like rehearsal
today."
"You
have it easy," Nick reminded him.
"You and Christopher sit there and yell at us when we mess
up."
JC
smiled. "Yeah, I guess so. Well,
we should go." He grabbed his
sneakers and slipped them on while trying to sip at the hot coffee.
When
they reached the theater, Christopher was handing out the folders of music to
the company. "Carter, where the fuck have you been?" Christopher
screeched. His high voice echoed through the small rehearsal room.
"He's
been rescuing your co-writer," JC said. "Quit yelling at him,
Chris."
"See
ya," Nick said softly, and went to sit by AJ.
"What
the fuck ran you over?" Christopher asked.
"A
bottle of Jim Beam and a broken heart," JC muttered. Christopher looked at
him oddly and handed him a folder.
"Where's
our little diva?" Christopher
asked the room.
"I
think he's still upstairs," one of the men said. "I haven't seen him yet today."
"He
had a busy night," another singer said, and many of the men chuckled. JC frowned and fell into his seat.
"Sorry,"
a voice said from the doorway. Justin
slowly made his way into the room, sitting on a chair near Nick. "I overslept."
"Obviously,"
Christopher murmured. Justin wore a
large fleece sweatshirt and sweatpants.
His curls were everywhere and there were dark circles under his eyes. "Okay, kids, let's start reading
through this."
JC
paid half-hearted attention to his partner. He was too busy trying not to look
at Justin and wonder what had happened the night before.
"Okay,
guys, that will do it for today. We'll
start serious rehearsals tomorrow. Read over this stuff and try to start
learning it, okay?" JC said,
standing. He threw away his empty
coffee cup and went for the door.
"JC,"
a soft voice said behind him. "Wait."
JC
stepped aside to allow people out the door.
Justin had a hand on his arm. "What?"
"Are
you okay? You don't look very good."
"No
better than you do," JC said, and Justin stiffened. "I got drunk last night."
"Are
you gonna get drunk every night?" Justin asked. JC shrugged. "JC, nothing happened. Well, not NOTHING, but not everything. I got
him to agree to just taking it slow, like a tease. I can string him along. I know I can." Justin ran a hand through his curls.
"I'm just so tired. We were up
late. He left at like six this morning
to get ready to go into his office."
JC
took a long look at Justin. He looked so young and sweet. "Is Joseph
expecting you to do anything this afternoon?"
"No...this
is when I'm supposed to rehearse with you, remember?"
"C'mon.
Let's go upstairs." JC said
goodbye to Christopher, AJ and Nick, then followed Justin up to his suite. JC fluffed up the pillows and pulled off his
sweater. "Let's take a nap."
"A
nap?" Justin looked confused. "I thought you..."
"No,
Justin. I'm not out to jump you all the time, though you make it damn easy to
want you," JC said, watching Justin tug his sweatshirt up and off. "You need sleep. So do I."
"I
want to sleep with you," Justin said softly. He climbed into the bed and
JC followed him. Justin immediately
curled up next to JC. "I've never just slept with someone before."
"I
hope I'm a lot of firsts for you," JC said softly.
"Me,
too," Justin said wearily.
"I'm sorry if you were mad."
"I'm
not mad. I just...nevermind," JC
said, kissing Justin's forehead.