How Did I Fall In Love With You?

By: Sarah

"Justin! Stop! C'mon, JuJu... PLEASE!!"

Justin and his best friend Sarah were wrestling on the floor. Or, more precisely, Sarah was trying to get away from Justin's tickling fingers. He continued tickling her though, loving the way that her laughter was a sweet melody drifting up to his ears. Justin rolled them over again so that he had her pinned beneath him by straddling her hips. He looked down at her flushed cheeks and her bright smile that made her eyes twinkle. 'Lord, she's beautiful' he thought to himself as he continued to stare down at her. Then he mentally smacked himself 'Forget it Justin, she's your best friend. Almost like a sister to you!'. His eyes traveled down to her chest that was heaving under her skimpy tank top thanks to her laughter. 'But, God I want her so much!'

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Remember when we never needed each other
The best of friends like sister and brother
We understood we'd never be alone
Those days are gone now I want you so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
Never meant to feel this way
Don't wanna be alone tonight

What can I do to make you mine
Falling so hard, so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do
How did I fall in love with you
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"Justin?"

"Huh?!" Justin snapped out of his thoughts at her voice and realized that he was no longer tickling her but just sitting on top of her, staring at her. "Oh! I'm sorry, Sar!," he apologized, immediately getting up off of her and helping her up.

"Are you alright, Justin?," Sarah questioned.

"What? I mean yeah... I'm fine," he replied as he sat on the couch. He leaned back and closed his eyes, cursing himself for not telling her how he felt. He felt her sit close to him and rest her head on his chest, wrapping her arms around his waist. He smiled at the familiar gesture... the one she always did when he was nervous or upset about something. But it was different this time. He shivered a little as he heard her soft voice.

"Justy, please tell me what's wrong."

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I hear your voice and I start to tremble
Brings back the child that I resemble
I cannot pretend that we can still be friends
Don't wanna be alone tonight

What can I do to make you mine
Falling so hard, so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do
How did I fall in love with you
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Justin wrapped his arms around her and sat there for a few minutes silently. He didn't know how to tell her what he was feeling. What if she didn't feel the same? What if it ruined their friendship? He didn't want to risk that. But he also knew that he couldn't live day to day with his feelings for her hidden inside.

"Sarah I..." Justin started but let his voice trail off when he couldn't find the right words.

"What, JuJu? You know you can tell me anything. I'm here for you," Sarah replied as she looked up into his clear blue eyes.

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Oh I wanna say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know

I don't wanna live this life
I don't wanna say good-bye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life.
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Justin took a deep breath and quietly said, "Sarah, I love you so much."

Sarah wasn't sure she had heard him correctly. Justin was confessing his love for her? Her best friend for the last six years? The same person who she had loved as more than her best friend for the last six months of those six years? She couldn't believe she was finally hearing those words from him.

Justin took her silence as rejection. "Sar... I'm sorry. I just needed you to know that. If you don't feel - " He was interrupted when she pressed her lips softly to his.

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What can I do to make you mine
Falling so hard, so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do
How did I fall in love with you

What can I do to make you mine
Falling so hard, so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew
How did I fall in love with you
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Justin immediately pulled her closer to him and moved his lips with hers. He swept his tongue lightly over her bottom lip before he finally pulled back. "You... you feel the same way, Sarah?"

She nodded and softly responded, "I love you, Justin."

Justin smiled at her before gently tugging her in for another kiss. The sweet kiss quickly turned hot as Justin tilted his head and deepened the pressure as he sucked her bottom lip into his mouth. He nibbled at her lip before soothing it with his tongue. Sarah willingly opened her mouth to him as her arms slid up around his neck. He outlined her lips with his tongue before diving into her mouth. He softly massaged his tongue against hers as his hands slid down her back and slipped under her shirt. Her soft moan at skin against skin contact quickly brought Justin to the reality of how quickly things were moving and he pulled back a little.

"Sarah, how far do you want this to go tonight? I need to know where boundary lines are so that I'm careful not to cross them."

Sarah smiled at his sweetness and caring. "Justin... I want you to make love to me. Please. I need you."

"Are you sure, babygirl?" Justin and Sarah shared everything so he knew that she was still a virgin even though she was 19.

"Yes, JuJu. I want you to be my first, my last, my always."

He leaned in and kissed her forehead before standing up with her in his arms. He spoke softly as he carried her upstairs to his bedroom. "Well, your first time is NOT going to be on my couch." He walked into his room and gently laid her on his bed. "I love you so much," he murmured as he crawled over her and began to kiss her neck. As he sucked and licked at the skin on her neck, his hands ran down her sides and slowly pushed her shirt up. He pushed her left tank top strap down along with her bra strap and kissed the newly exposed skin. "Mmm... babygirl you taste good." He allowed his tongue to trace lazy patterns on the skin of her shoulder.

"Justin, more please... more," Sarah moaned softly into his ear.

He obliged willingly and lifted himself off of her long enough to remove her tank top and bra. "So beautiful, baby," he whispered before he lowered himself again and started to lavish her breasts with butterfly kisses. He smiled to himself at her quiet cry of pleasure as he enveloped one of her nipples in his mouth and started to suckle lightly. As she arched herself towards his mouth he tugged her nipple gently between his teeth.

"Oh God, J!," Sarah whispered hoarsely as he moved his mouth to her other breast. Her hands pulled at his shirt until he took the message and removed it for her. He moaned lightly as her nails raked over his skin. Justin moved up and pressed his lips to hers sweetly but briefly before starting to kiss down her body. His tongue circled her belly button before dipping in. She giggled a little as his tongue went over her stomach but it quickly turned into a moan when Justin unbuttoned her pants and slid them down her legs to the floor. He gently spread her legs. He looked up at her for approval as he hooked his fingers into the sides of her panties. "Please, Justin."

Justin slowly slid her panties away from her body and then quickly shed his jeans so that he was just in his boxers. He settled himself in between her legs and lightly kissed her clit as he ran his hands over her thighs. He felt her trembling and decided to hold off on using his mouth. He slid back up her body and kissed her mouth softly, taking his time until he felt her relax beneath him again. He pulled back to look into her eyes. He caressed her cheek lightly as he softly said, "We can stop anytime, sweetheart."

"No, Justin. I want this. I want you," Sarah said as she returned his gaze and pushed timidly at the waistband of his boxers. Justin smiled at the trust and love he saw in her eyes. He softly kissed her forehead, eyelids, nose, cheeks, and lips before sitting up and removing his boxers. As he rolled on a condom he looked over at Sarah and saw the nervousness creeping back into her eyes as she stared at his size. He moved over her again and cradled her against his chest.

"Baby, I promise to be gentle." She nodded and he slipped a hand down to her center. He gently fingered her clit and and slid a few fingers around to try to stretch her a little and increase her wetness. When he felt she was wet enough, he positioned himself at her entrance. "Sarah, I need you to keep your eyes on mine ok, babygirl? Hold onto me and just focus on me, ok?"

"OK, Justin. I trust you and I'm ready," Sarah whispered as she held onto his shoulders.

Justin kissed her softly as he moved a hand down, spread her lower lips, and started to slowly push himself into her. He heard her quiet whimper of pain and held her closer to him as he pushed in until he met resistance. He held her against his chest tightly as he whispered, "This is going to be the worse part, honey and I'm sorry in advance." Justin pushed and broke the barrier that had protected her innocence. He stayed perfectly still inside of her as he felt her cling tightly to him and cry quietly. "Shh... Baby, it's ok. It'll pass. Shh... I love you."

"I love you too, Justin," Sarah whispered as she pulled her head away from his shoulder and looked up into his eyes. "Go ahead."

Justin slowly and gently started to thrust in and out of her body. "How does it feel, baby?"

"It feels so good, Justin. Please don't stop." He smiled and leaned on his elbows as he started to thrust more powerfully. Sarah moaned and moved her hips against his. "Oh God, Justin. Mmm... you feel so good!"

"Sarah... babygirl... mmm, you're so tight. You feel amazing!," Justin moaned out. He felt her start to tighten and slowed his pace down, wanting the pleasure to last for both of them.

After about an hour of teasing; speeding up and slowing down Justin sensed that Sarah couldn't take much more. "You ready to cum, my babygirl?"

"Oh God yes, Justin. Please, baby," she moaned as she wrapped her legs around his waist and clung to him. Justin sped up his pace and brushed his fingers over her clit, sending Sarah into a violent orgasm as she arched against his body. "JUSTIN!! Oh God!!"

Sarah's tightening walls were enough to send him over the edge as well. He thrust hard one more time and came forcefully. "Good God, girl!"

The two lovers clung to each other as their hearts tried to keep up with their panting and rapid breathing. When he regained enough strength, Justin pulled out slowly and disposed of the full condom. Returning to Sarah's side, he pulled back the covers and slid her and himself under them. Kissing her lips softly, Justin tucked Sarah snugly against his chest.

"I love you, Sarah."

"I love you too, Justin."

They laid together quietly, enjoying each other's company until they drifted off to sleep.

The End

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