More
Than That
By: Sarah
“Sarah,
I’m sorry! But I’m not going to keep lying to you! You’re more into the
relationship then I am! I don’t love you like that anymore!”
I
stared at my boyfriend Justin, in shock. Not sure where any of this was coming
from.
“What?”
I managed to choke out.
“Sarah,
I’m sorry. I loved you so much when we started this relationship. But, lately,
it’s fallen into more of a sister-brother type of love.”
“When
did your feelings change?” I asked in a hoarse whisper.
“Within
the last month.”
Month?!
He’s been lying to me for a month?! Tears of hurt and anger began to slip down
my cheeks.
“Sarah,
I…” Justin started as he reached out for me.
“NO!
Don’t. Just don’t.” I whispered as I jerked away from his touch. I turned away
from him and walked out his front door with quick steps. Trying to get out of
his sight before completely breaking down.
I
got in my car and as the tears started falling harder, I started driving
towards the only place I knew to turn to.
I
knocked on the door and waited. It finally opened and I was greeted by the pair
of familiar piercing blue eyes.
“Sarah?!
What happened, sweetie?” JC asked as he immediately drew me into his embrace.
“Oh,
God, JC” I whimpered against his chest.
He
pulled me into his house and guided me to his couch before taking me into his
arms again.
“Hey,
aren’t you supposed to be with Jus – shit! What did he do now?!” JC demanded.
Through
my sobs, I managed to tell JC what had happened. I heard him mutter, “I’m gonna
kick his ass” as he slowly rocked me in his arms.
“JC…
all the times I gave myself to him… meant nothing to him. It was nothing more
than sex to him. God… it feels like I was his whore or something.”
“Baby,
no, don’t say that” JC whispered as he softly stroked my hair.
After
about ten minutes of nothing but the sound of my soft crying into JC’s chest, I
heard him start to sing softly and slowly in my ear.
“I
can see that you’ve been crying
You can’t hide it with a lie
What’s the use in you denying
That what you had was wrong
I
heard him promise you forever
But forever’s come and go
Baby, he would say whatever
It takes to keep you alive
Tell the truth between the lines
Oh,
I will love you more than that
I won’t say the words, then take them back
Don’t give loneliness a chance
Baby, listen to me when I say
I will love you more than that
Baby,
you deserve much better
What’s the use in holding on
Don’t you see it’s now or never
‘Cause I just can’t be friends
Baby, knowing in the end
That
I will love you more than that
I won’t say the words, then take them back
Don’t give loneliness a chance
Baby, listen to me when I say
I will love you more than that
There’s
not a day that passes by
I don’t wonder why we haven’t tried
It’s not too late to change your mind
Baby, take my hand
Don’t say good-bye
I
will love you more than that
I won’t say the words, then take them back
Oh,
I will love you more then that
I won’t say the words, then take them back
Don’t give loneliness a chance
Baby, listen to me when I say
I will love you more then that”
After
he sang the last note, I looked up at him. I was surprised to see silent tears
rolling down his cheeks.
“JC?”
I questioned softly.
“Please,
Sarah. Let me make you stop hurting. Let me give you the love you need. I don’t
wanna see you hurt anymore with him. I can’t take it. Please give me a chance.
Let me show you real love.”
I
didn’t know what to say, so I did the only thing that felt right. I wrapped my
arms around his neck and pulled him down for a soft kiss. When the kiss ended,
our eyes locked and I saw something in his that I had never seen in Justin’s
eyes – a deep passion. I saw a fire burning in JC’s eyes that I had never seen
before.
He
captured my lips in a sweet kiss before softly whispering, “Let me make love to
you, baby.”
I
nodded my answer of yes while wrapping my arms around his neck. I felt jolts of
pleasure run through me as JC ran his hands down my sides to rest on my waist.
JC pressed his lips softly to mine as he slowly lowered us both down to the
plush carpet. A soft moan escaped my lips as he moved his kisses down to my
neck and he started sucking lightly on my pulse point.
“Like
that eh, baby?” he questioned before flicking his tongue over the skin.
“Oh,
God, yes, JC” I whispered in response.
“Good,
baby. I aim to please.”
He
started sucking lightly on the skin behind me ear as his hands slid under my
shirt.
“JC…”
I started in a whisper as I reached for the hem of his shirt.
“No,
baby. This is all about you” he responded softly.
He
pulled back briefly and pulled off my shirt. He placed butterfly kisses around
my bra-enclosed breasts. I shuddered slightly and felt him move his hands to
unclasp my bra. I raised myself up slightly and allowed him to remove the
material from my body. He laid me back down and kissed my lips briefly before
moving his kisses to my breasts. He lightly kissed my right nipple before
sucking it gently into his mouth. My soft moan got louder as he slowly swirled
his tongue around it.
“Oh,
God, JC” I moaned out, arching my back as he softly tugged my nipple between
his teeth.
He
gave me a sexy smirk before placing a trail of light kisses to my other nipple
and gave it the same treatment. I tangled my fingers in his hair as I moaned
his name. He raised his lips to mine in a passionate kiss as he moved his hands
down to my jeans. I felt his tongue run over my lips and opened my mouth for
him. As he massaged his tongue against mine he slowly undid my jeans. He
continued to explore my mouth thoroughly as he slid my jeans down my legs and
away from my body. I moaned into his mouth as I felt his fingers brush over my
center through my panties. He slowly removed my panties before breaking our
kiss and pecking my lips lightly. I watched him intently as he began to strip
off his clothing
“Oh,
God, JC…” I breathed in amazement as his endowment was revealed.
He
gave me a soft smile before moving over my body again. I felt him gently slip
two fingers inside of me, trying to stretch me a little. I moved my hips
against his hand as he slowly pumped his fingers. As I started to tighten, he
pulled his fingers out and licked them clean, never breaking our gaze.
He
pressed his lips against my ear and softly murmured, “You sure about this,
baby?”
I
stroked the side of his face softly and replied, “I’m sure, JC.”
I
gasped loudly as he started to slowly slide into me. When he was about a third
of the way in, he stopped and drew in a deep breath.
“Does
it hurt, baby?” he asked, concern evident in his blue eyes.
“A
little” I admitted. “You’re bigger.”
“Just
focus on me, baby. Keep your eyes on mine, ok?”
I
nodded my head and moved my hands to grip his shoulders as he gently slid the
rest of the way in, his eyes on mine.
“Take
a couple deep breathes, baby. The pain will stop soon” he soothed as he kissed
my cheek softly. “Let me know when you’re ready, honey.”
After
taking a few deep breathes I whispered, “I’m ready, JC.”
He
nodded and began slowly and gently thrusting in and out of me. I moaned out in
pleasure as I wrapped my legs around his waist.
“Jesus,
baby, you’re so tight” he murmured into my ear as he slid his hands under my
back to pull me closer to him and allow him to penetrate deeper.
“JC…
you go so deep. Please, harder, JC” I whimpered as I thrust my hips to meet his.
Our
hips found a rhythm as he pumped into me faster and harder. I felt an immense
pleasure start to come over my body. It had been so long since I had felt
something like that, that I tensed in panic.
Sweat
beaded off JC’s face as he whispered softly in my ear, “Give into it, Sarah.
Let it go, baby.”
He
slowly slid a hand down between our bodies and began to rub my clit. My hips
bucked against his faster as I started to lose control.
JC
looked deeply into my eyes and rasped softly, “It’s ok, baby. Let go.”
I
clung to his body tightly as the most powerful orgasm I had ever had started to
wash over me.
“Oh,
God. Oh, God. JCCCC!!!!!!” I screamed as my walls tightened around his dick,
coating it with my juices, making him moan my name.
“Mmm,
baby. I’m gonna cum! Oh, Jesus. Shit… SARAH!!!!” he shouted as he pulsated and
then exploded inside of me.
I
gasped loudly at the feeling of him releasing inside of me. He collapsed on top
of me and rested his head on my chest. I unwrapped my legs from around him and
softly stroked his hair as we let our breathing slow.
“Baby,
that was… wow!” he whispered as he raised his head to gaze into my eyes.
I
nodded my agreement and whispered, “Definitely, baby” before softly kissing his
lips.
He
pulled back and placed a soft kiss on my forehead. Tears sprang to my eyes at
the loving gesture.
“I
love you, babygirl” he whispered before gently kissing my tears away.
“I
love you too, JC.”
He
slowly pulled out and rolled onto his back, pulling me into his arms. I
snuggled against his side and rested my head on his chest. I closed my eyes and
sighed softly and contently as the steady rhythm of his heartbeat started to
lull me to sleep. I felt him kiss the top of my head lightly before tightening
his grip around me. I wrapped my arm around his waist.
“I
love you, JC.”
“I
love you so much, Sarah. You will never hurt again as long as you’re with me.
You will never cry. I will love you more than that.”
The End
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