Chasez...x6
The Chasez family looked up as the once
arguing couple made their way into the living room, hair wet, holding hands,
and smiles on their faces.
Karen looked up hesitantly as they sat down in the loveseat. "Joshua,
honey...is everything okay?" she asked quietly, rocking Chance in her
arms.
JC looked over at Abby and smiled. "We're fine," he replied. He
spotted his brother and sister and stood up to hug them both. "Hey, you
guys."
Karen handed the sleeping baby to his aunt as she sat back down beside her and
started to stand. Tyler reached out for her arm. "Mom, what do you
need?" He stood up and looked down at his mother.
Karen sighed and smiled up at her son. "I was going to get Braeden some
juice and see if anyone else would want something to drink."
"I'll get it, Mom," Tyler insisted. He looked over at Braeden where
he was playing on the floor with some Legos. "You want some juice,
Batman?"
Braeden looked up at his uncle with a giggle. "Tyler! That's not my
name!"
Tyler made a face and looked at his brother. "I tried to call him Superman
last month, but-"
"Joey is Superman," Braeden supplied from the floor.
The man laughed. "That's right. So he told me to call him Batman. Now it's
not Batman anymore?" He looked down at his nephew again in confusion.
"Who are you now?"
Braeden smiled a toothy grin. "Eggless!"
Tyler's eyebrow arched. "E-excuse me?" He looked at his brother and
sister-in-law in confusion.
JC laughed as Abby dug her face into his side, giggling. "Chris brought Lord
of the Rings over the other day. Brady liked that Elf guy...uh..." He
looked over at his wife. "Umm...Legolas. He wants me to buy him a bow and
arrows now."
Tyler's eyes widened. "No way, little dude." He looked around.
"Okay, juice for Eggless." He laughed as Braeden yelled at him for
mispronouncing his name. "Anyone else want anything?"
"There's lemonade in the fridge," Karen said, taking Chance into her
arms again as he started to fuss.
Tyler nodded and motioned for his brother to follow him into the kitchen. JC
shrugged to Abby, kissed her quickly, then followed Tyler out of the room.
Letting the door swing shut behind him, he looked at his younger brother.
"Need help, man?"
Tyler nodded as he pulled glasses out of the cupboard. "It would be
nice...and I wanted to talk to you."
JC grabbed the lemonade and fruit juice from the refrigerator, setting them on
the island counter. "What about?" He grabbed one of Karen's
fresh-baked cookies and bit into it.
The younger man placed the last of the glasses on the counter and screwed off
the top of Braeden's plastic cup. "You and B...you guy's all right?"
JC smiled at the endearing nickname his brother used for Abby. He had fashioned
quite a few in the last year of the marriage, his favorites being B and Beebee.
"We're fine, man. Do we look fine?"
Tyler nodded and started to pour lemonade into the glasses, handing JC
Braeden's cup. "You look fine now...but you guys didn't sound fine when me
and Heather got here."
JC blushed slightly. "You heard that, huh?"
His brother nodded again.
The older man began to panic. "Did Braeden notice anything? I don't want
him to think we're fighting...it really upsets him."
Tyler shook his head. "No, I don't think so. Mom was trying to keep him
preoccupied." He cocked his head and looked at his brother carefully.
"Is everything okay, though? I mean...it sounded pretty bad up
there."
"I pissed her off," JC said with a shrug.
"How so? Forgive me for being nosey, but I thought she was killing you up
there or something."
JC smiled slightly. "She had every right to." He looked at his
brother and sat down on a barstool with a sigh. "Ben wants custody of
Braeden," he said in a whisper.
Tyler's eyes widened and he took a seat across from his brother. "Is that
his dad?" JC nodded silently. "Why?"
"He wants money, the power he would have over Abby in having her child...I
don't know. But it's a mess. I have been so upset about it, and she's keeping
it all bottled up inside and I blew at her. It was just like an explosion and I
started saying things I didn't believe and they really hurt her."
"What did you say?" the younger man asked, moving to put the lemonade
pitcher back in the refrigerator.
JC raked a hand through his hair and sighed. "I told her she was a bad
mother. I accused her of not caring...it was stupid and completely false, but I
said it."
"And then she yelled back, apparently," Tyler offered.
JC nodded. "Yeah. We yelled back and forth a couple times, she said she
wasn't going to come on tour with us anymore so she could stay home and be a
good mother, and then she left."
"Left?"
"She went into the shower, but when I went in there, she was on the floor
crying. So I went to her, held her, cried with her, and apologized." He
grinned. "And then we took a shower."
Tyler almost dropped the glass he was putting on the serving tray. "You
guys had..." He dropped his voice to a whisper. "You guys had sex in
Mom and Dad's bathroom?"
JC blushed. "First of all, it's not Mom and Dad's bathroom...that was
always my bathroom, thank you very much. And secondly, we didn't do anything.
We just showered and...and...made out some. No biggie."
Tyler shook his head. "No way man. You actually had that woman naked in a
shower with you and you didn't take advantage of that?"
JC shook his head too. "No. I can take advantage of that whenever I want.
I'm married to her, Ty. Geez." He grabbed Braeden's cup, filled it with
juice and placed the jug back in the refrigerator.
"I would have," Tyler muttered.
JC shot his brother a look and followed him back into the living room. Handing
the juice to his son, he kissed the boy's forehead before grabbing two glasses
off the tray, handing one to Abby and keeping the other for himself.
"Yeah, and then I would have killed you," he replied.
Abby looked over at him, patting his stomach lightly, giggling as he squirmed.
"What are you going to kill him for?"
JC leaned over to kiss her long on the lips before smirking to his brother.
"Nothing at all, babe."
~*~
After dinner that evening, Heather and Abby washed the dishes as the rest of
the family chatted in the living room. Abby noticed the quick glances her
sister-in-law was sending her way and wondered what was going on.
"Heather...is there something bothering you about me? Do I have something
in my teeth?" Abby giggle as she put some dry bowls back into the cabinet.
Heather shook her head and blushed as she realized her attempt at being
inconspicuous had failed. "Umm...everything okay with you and Josh? You
guys sounded like you were at each other's throats up there earlier."
Abby frowned as she remembered the words he had spoken to her and nodded after
a few silent moments. "We're fine...now. There was a lot of unloading of
truths and assumptions upstairs, but it's all worked out now."
"Wanna talk about it?" Heather asked, grabbing the woman's arm and
leading her to the table. "I'm your sister now as much as I'm Josh's and
if you want to talk about anything...anything at all, you just have to come to
me, okay?"
Abby nodded and brushed some hair out of her face as she sighed. "JC told
me I was a bad mother," she whispered.
Heather's eyes widened at the words and she looked at the woman in pity.
"Wh...why would he say something like that? He adores you!"
"I know, I know. It was just a lot of stuff is building on his shoulders
right now and he couldn't handle the stress anymore. It's been getting to him
and he just kinda blew up at me."
Heather's hand found the other woman's and she squeezed reassuringly. "What's
going on to cause him so much stress? The group is taking a break; I would
think that things would be pretty calm for him right now."
Abby shrugged. "Well, you know he's working on that solo album, and that's
stressful enough as it is. He's worried about ruining what the guys and he have
worked so hard for."
JC's sister's head shook. "He shouldn't worry about that. I know that
whatever he comes up with is going to be amazing."
"That's what I keep trying to tell him, but he won't listen until it's all
done and he proves to himself that it will be the best thing he could have
produced." She looked down at her fingernails and bit her lip.
"There's more. Whatever else there is...it's obviously bothering you too.
What is it, Abs?"
Abby looked up into the woman's eyes and sighed, her shoulders slumped.
"Ben wants custody of Braeden."
Heather's eyes were wide again. "Ben? That's his real dad, right?"
Abby nodded. "Yeah. We wanted him to relinquish his rights as his father
so Josh could adopt him, but he responded with a court order and there's going
to be a custody hearing. It's hit Josh really hard...me too. I guess I've just
been dealing with it better than he has and he just kinda assumed that I didn't
care."
"Of course you care!" Heather argued. "How could my brother
possibly think that? Braeden has been all you've had for so long."
"I know."
Heather bit her lip as she tried to think of comforting words to offer the
worried mother. "I wish there was something I could do or say to make it easier
on you, but there isn't."
Abby's head shook. "We'll make it through. As long as we stick together
and don't let these fights happen too often, we'll be fine."
"Are you guys okay now?" the younger woman asked.
Abby nodded. "Yeah, I made some threats, he freaked out and followed me
into the bathroom. I went in to take a shower and try and cool off some, but he
came in right after I just let it all get to me. His words and Ben's
threats...they just all hit me at once and I just broke down in tears. But he
apologized and we took a shower, and now we're good."
Heather had been getting up to head back to the sink when she heard the way the
couple had made up. "You WHAT? You had sex with my brother in our parent's
shower?"
Abby blushed and buried her head in her arms as she giggled. "I asked Josh
if you all would be suspicious. He assured me that it had always been his
shower and we didn't have sex anyway. Geez, Heath."
Heather narrowed her eyes and leaned against the counter. "You don't have
to lie to me, Abs. If you guys were getting it on in the shower, I'm not too
young to know it. I cringe at the thought of it, but I've seen the way my
brother dances if that's any indication."
"It is a very big indication, and I'm really not too comfortable discussing
Josh’s and my sex life with his LITTLE SISTER!" Abby stood up again and
grabbed some more plates to be put away.
"So you didn't?" Heather asked after eyeing the slightly older woman
closely.
"I swear, we didn't."
Heather turned back to the dishes and nodded doubtfully. "Suuure ya
didn't."
~*~
"Santa's coming tonight, right Daddy?"
JC smiled as he tucked Braeden into the bed, pulling the blankets up to his
chin. "Yep...he sure is. And if you've been good this year, I betcha he'll
bring you lots and lots of cool stuff."
Braeden smiled and bit his bottom lip. "Think he bring me my bow and
arrows like Eggless?"
The man shook his head. "I dunno about that, pal...but I bet he's gonna
bring you something really awesome. Now go to bed or he won't bring it to
you." He leaned over the boy and kissed his forehead before standing up
and making his way to the door. Flipping off the light, he looked down again
with a grin. "Night buddy...I love you."
Braeden yawned a big yawn and rolled over, clutching the large floppy puppy
that Justin had given him before they'd left for the airport. He laid his
weight on the stuffed animal and looked up at his father through sleepy eyes.
"Love you too, Daddy. Bed bugs!" he added with a tired giggle.
JC shook his head with a soft smile. "No bed bugs."
He closed the door and stepped out into the hallway, nearly stepping on the
baby that was crawling down the hallway. "Hey, hey, hey," he said,
leaning down and grabbing the boy under his arms. JC lifted him into the air
before settling him into his arms and he shook his head. "Who's supposed
to be watching you, huh?" He kissed Chance's cheek and made his way down
the hall.
His eyes narrowed on Tyler as the man never looked up from the movie he was
watching. "Ty."
Tyler waved a reply and kept his attention on the television.
JC cleared his throat. "Tyler."
The younger man looked up and smiled to his brother. "What, man?"
"Were you supposed to be watching Chance?"
"Uh huh," the man replied, his attention back on the movie.
"We're having a good ole time."
JC raised an eyebrow and looked at his son in his arms as he squirmed to be let
down. "Well, since I found him down the hall outside of Braeden's room, I
will be relieving you of your duties and putting him to bed."
Tyler nodded. "Cool, man. See ya."
JC shook his head and carried him down the hall to the room they had set up a
crib in. Changing Chance into his pajamas, he placed him gently in the crib and
kissed his forehead. "Night, little man. I love you."
He left that room too and shot another glare in the direction of his brother.
"I'm going to bed!" he called, laughing as he received merely a nod.
He made his way up the stairs and stepped into his bedroom. He smiled as he saw
Abby lying on the bed with Heather, looking through a magazine.
"Heath, I don't want to kick you out or anything, sweetie, but I'm tired
and you're on my bed with my wife."
Heather looked up, rolled her eyes and closed the magazine as she climbed off
the bed. "Whatever, Josh. You're always tired...so what's new?"
She shoved him playfully and left the room.
JC looked down at Abby before falling down onto the bed beside her, his arm
snaking over her back and pulling her closer to him. She giggled as he buried
his face into her skin and tried to push him away. "Get off me."
His playfulness continued for a few more moments before he looked up at her
with serious eyes. "We're okay, right?" he asked quietly, reaching up
to brush some hair from her eyes. "I don't think I could apologize enough
for the evil words I said to you today."
A soft smile crossed Abby's features and she nodded. "I've forgiven you
for all of them. We're past it."
JC looked deep in thought for several moments before sliding off the bed and
onto the floor. Abby looked at him in confusion as he crawled close to the edge
of the bed, grabbing her ankle and pulling her toward him. She moved into a
sitting position and reached out to cup his cheeks within her hands. "What
is it?"
He looked up at her seriously and took her hands within his own. "This is
my big apology for everything, so just let me get it all out." He thought
for a moment before kissing the back of each of her hands.
"I'm sorry for our first night together. I wish it could have been more
romantic than it was and I wish you could have trusted me enough to tell me
about Braeden then. I'm sorry that I wasn't there when you woke up the next
morning to assure you how much that evening meant to me. I'm sorry that you had
to spend all that time waiting for me to make contact with you again. I'm sorry
for all that time that you thought I had lied to you about what I said...I'm
sorry you actually thought you were a one-night stand to me."
He moved his lips down to kiss her knee as she folded it under her. Looking up
into her eyes again, he took a deep breath before continuing. "I'm sorry I
was so worried about telling the guys about you once we were back together
again...I'm sorry you were exposed to my life right away like you were. I'm sorry
about the fight we had at my house when you woke up again and I wasn't beside
you. I'm sorry about exploding when you told me about Braeden and I'm sorry
that I left you to think that it was over just because of him."
He sighed and closed his eyes. "I'm sorry about getting you pregnant again
before you were married. I'm sorry that I left you alone those nine months. I'm
sorry that you had to endure all that hardship and pain alone when I should
have been there with you. I'm sorry that I wasn't there with you. I'm sorry
that after all this time, I was still attracted to Shaina. I’m sorry that I kissed
Shaina." He ignored the way her eyes moved across his face in sadness at
those words.
"I'm sorry that you actually believed for a while that I wasn't coming back.
I'm sorry for sending you all that money, making you feel less self-worth. I'm
sorry for making you feel like you were nothing but a charity case to me. I'm
sorry that I made you think that I was trying to make up for Chance by sending
you money. I'm sorry for getting to the hospital late. I'm sorry for being
jealous of Ronnie when he was there holding you hand. I'm sorry for proposing
to you in the hospital when I knew you weren't going to say yes. I'm sorry for
crying like a big baby when you said no."
He tried to sniff back his tears as he paused, but they fell anyway. His voice
broke throughout his apology. "I'm sorry that you had to endure the pain
of your father's harsh words. I'm sorry that it took so long for him to see how
wonderful you are. I'm sorry that I didn't try to help sooner on that
matter." He took a deep breath and leaned into her caress as she tried to
wipe the tears away as they streamed down his face.
"I'm sorry that I didn't get down on one knee when I proposed the second
time. I'm sorry that I had to propose a second time. I'm sorry our wedding
wasn't every little detail that you wanted it to be. I'm sorry that I refused
to wear the tux with the tails. I'm sorry that our honeymoon wasn't longer. I'm
sorry that our house isn't a palace like you deserve. I'm sorry that I can't
always be around to treat you like a goddess. I'm sorry that I made you doubt
your mothering abilities today. I'm sorry that you feel that I'm a bad father.
I'm sorry that I am a bad father. I'm sorry that my job is what it is.
I'm sorry that we have to live in the public spotlight. I'm sorry that Ben is
trying to take your son away from you. I'm sorry that I have a problem dealing
with that. I'm sorry that you have to deal with me."
He looked down and leaned his head against her warm leg, kissing her skin
before looking up at her again, tears still rolling down his cheeks. "I'm
sorry I'm not capable of loving you as much as you deserve to be loved...I'm
sorry it's not humanly possible for that kind of emotion. And I'm sorry for
taking you for granted."
Abby was crying now too and she moved his face to where he was staring up into
her eyes. "Are you finished?"
He shook his head. "I'm sorry for everything I ever do to hurt you or
cause you pain in the future. I'm sorry for everything. I'm on my knees here,
Abby...begging for you to forgive me. I should be groveling at your feet and
kissing the ground you walk on. You are so special to me...so special."
Abby slid off the bed and into his arms. Holding him close, she kissed him over
and over as they cried together. "I forgive you for everything.
Everything."
She kissed him again before pulling back to look into his eyes. "My turn
now, okay? I'm sorry for sleeping with Ben in the first place. I'm sorry that
Braeden is not really your son. I'm sorry that I placed that burden on your
already hectic life. I'm sorry for not believing your words and for thinking
you were a one-night stand. I'm sorry for getting pregnant. I'm sorry for not
telling you sooner. I'm sorry I can't be the perfect wife that you deserve. I'm
sorry that I am me. I'm sorry that you had the past you did with relationships.
I'm sorry that you've had a bad past where children are involved. I'm sorry
that your life isn't more private. I'm sorry that Ben is trying to take Braeden
away from you. I'm sorry that I still have that tie with him to where he can
try that. I'm sorry for allowing him into my house that night...and my
bed."
JC looked up at those words and she tried to ignore the pain in his eyes.
Turning away for a moment, she brushed her hair out of her face and continued.
"I'm sorry that you are going through the pain that you are right now with
the fear of losing Braeden. I'm sorry that our marriage is labeled
controversial. I'm sorry that we fought this afternoon. And I'm sorry for
taking you for granted."
She smiled slightly through her tears and caressed his face lovingly. "I'm
sorry for everything I ever do to hurt you or cause you pain in the future. I'm
sorry for everything." She leaned forward and kissed him gently. "But
I'm not sorry that I love you more than anything in this entire world,"
she whispered against his lips.
JC pulled back and looked at her, reaching up to wipe the tears from each of
their cheeks. "God baby, I love you too. I also forgive you for
everything. Everything"
~*~
They had fully intended on sleeping in Christmas morning after the purely
emotionally draining evening before.
But Braeden had another thought in mind.
He peeked through the crack in the door and spied his parents where they still
slept in the large fluffy bed. Pushing it open with a creak, he tiptoed across
the carpet and dove headfirst into the covers at the end of the bed. He crawled
on his elbows up between the two sleeping adults and sat down on his father's
stomach as he pushed on his mother's arm.
"Mommy...Mommy, wake up! Santa came and there's stuff everywhere down
there!" he tried to whisper, but instead it came out in a hushed yell.
Abby groaned and reached out a hand, covering JC's mouth with it before her
breathing slowed again. JC stirred under Braeden's weight and he rolled over,
wrapping his arm around his son and wife in the process.
Braeden squeezed out from between them and sighed in frustration. Moving up
onto his knees, he looked back and forth between the two before moving to sit
on JC again. Jumping up and down slightly, he looked as JC stirred again.
"Abs, baby, not now..." he mumbled, moving again under his son.
Braeden moved his hands down to JC's chest and pushed. "Daddy, wake up.
Christmas is here."
JC cracked an eye open and smirked at the boy sitting on his bare stomach.
"What are you doing?" he asked in a sleepy voice, still smiling up at
him.
"Christmas is here," the boy repeated. "Gramma says you have to
be there before I can get my bow and arrows."
JC shook his head and looked over as Abby continued to sleep quietly beside
them. "Okay...okay. I forgot what it was like to be six and in love with
Christmas." He motioned for the boy to climb off the bed before pushing
the blankets off his legs. "Go on down; Mommy and I will be down in a few
minutes, okay?"
Braeden nodded and ran out of the room. JC chuckled slightly and rubbed his
eyes before turning to look at Abby where she slept. Observing her for a
moment, he crawled back across the bed and brushed some hair from her face.
Leaning close, he kissed her forehead gently. "Wake up, beautiful."
She slept on for several moments before stirring at the feel of his lips in
contact with her own. Her eyes opened and she looked back into his.
"Hey," he whispered quietly.
A smile crossed Abby's features and she reached up to rub her eyes. "Is it
morning already?" she asked with a yawn.
"Unfortunately yes, and your son has a love of Christmas that I haven't
seen since I was his age. It's not a good thing for us as parents. Because in
his house, no presents are opened until everyone is in attendance. So we have
to go or we are going to have a fit on our hands. I'm sure he's already dragged
Heather and Tyler out so we're it, babe."
"Can I wake up first?" she asked, reaching an arm around his neck,
pulling him down for a quick kiss.
JC obliged and pulled away before it got out of hand. "You could, but I
don't think anyone wants to wait until noon. So get that hot bod outta my bed
and get something decent on."
Abby pushed the blankets off her legs and she looked at her husband curiously.
"This isn't good enough for you?" she asked, standing up and smiling
at the way his eyes trailed down her legs as she stood in nothing more than an
Orlando Magic basketball jersey.
"It's good enough for me, but I wouldn't advise wearing that down to greet
the family."
The couple joined the rest of the family a couple minutes later and they had to
laugh at the scowling faces that greeted them.
"What's the matter, Ty?" JC asked, sitting down beside his brother.
"Don't think Santa brought you anything under there?"
"Your kid got me up an hour ago and you two got to sleep in," Tyler
replied with a glare. "Heather was up and hour before that. Mom, Dad, you
and B got to sleep, but nooooo...not Uncle Tyler and Aunt Heather."
Heather leaned her head on Abby's shoulder as the woman sat between she and JC.
"Who taught that boy to love Christmas so much? Why couldn't he love New
Years when I'm actually awake for the events?"
Abby giggled and reached for JC's hand. "I'm sorry. He's never had a
wonderful Christmas before JC came into our lives and now he's taking complete
advantage of it. Blame your brother."
"Believe me...I will," Tyler grumbled before JC bopped him on the
head. The older of the brothers leaned forward and looked across the living
room to his parents. Karen held Chance as he sucked greedily on his bottle and
Roy just watched the siblings argue with a grin on his face.
"Dad, you gonna start this thing off?"
Roy nodded and stood up slowly. "Are you four done fighting?" He
stepped around Braeden where he had taken a seat on the floor and knelt down in
front of the shining Christmas tree. "Okay, the first one is from Tyler to
Heather..."
Presents were exchanged and laughter was shared. Braeden came out on top with
the most presents, the highlight of them being his Nerf bow with foam arrows
from his grandparents.
All the presents were exchanged and the family was preparing to go into the
kitchen for breakfast when Tyler noticed that Abby and JC had not exchanged
gifts with the other. "Hey...didn't you two get anything for each
other?" he asked before his parents could leave the room.
JC smiled to Abby and nodded. "Yeah...here." He reached down under
the couch and pulled out a small box. "There ya go."
Abby took it with a smile and pulled the ribbon off quickly. Taking the lid off
the box, she looked up at him in confusion as she held up two keys. "Honey?"
JC stood up and took her hand, pulling her after him as he walked her toward
the garage. Turning with a grin, he looked her in the eyes and winked.
"We've all been trying to keep you out of the garage, and I don't know if
you've noticed."
"I did, but I didn't think anything of it," she replied.
He grabbed the doorknob and slowly pushed the door open. "Merry Christmas,
baby."
Abby stepped into the dark garage and when he flipped on the lights, gasped in
shock. "Joshua-"
"Don't...don't say anything yet. We kinda put your car to rest when we got
married and I kinda miss driving my Jeep since the Viper attracts a little too
much attention. I wanted you to have something that was yours and
considered getting you a little sports car of some sort. But I figured that
would be a little impractical what with having the boys with you all the time.
So I figured this would be perfect."
Abby ran her hand down the sleek red paint of the brand new Chevrolet Blazer
and smiled to him. "I'm glad you thought practical because I don't want a
bling bling kinda vehicle like you and the guys are so fond of."
He chuckled and opened his arms to her, hugging her close after she walked into
them. "Thank you, Josh. It's beautiful."
Tyler stood in the doorway and winked at Abby as she stared at her new wheels
again. "Think you can top that, Abby?"
She grinned to her brother-in-law and grabbed JC's hand before walking back
into the house. "I can sure try."
They sat down on the couch again and Abby leaned over Heather to pull a
medium-sized box out of the drawer of the end table. Handing it to her husband,
she moved her hand to his leg with a smile. "Merry Christmas, honey."
JC smiled to her slightly before pulling the black glittering ribbon off the
silver box. His hand then removed the box top, depositing it on the floor and
he pushed the tissue paper aside to see two pacifiers sitting under it. Looking
up at his wife in complete confusion, he raised an eyebrow. "Babe?"
Abby smiled, her heart pounding in her chest. "Dig a little deeper and
maybe you'll understand."
He placed the pacifiers on the couch beside him and pulled out more tissue
paper and practically stopped breathing when he saw what else lay inside.
JC stared down into the box in his hands in what could only be described as
shock.
Abby panicked when she saw the same look in his eyes as that she'd seen after
telling him she was pregnant with Chance. That look: like a deer in headlights,
ready to bolt at the first opportunity. There was that same look of utter fear
and dread, and Abby had to look away to keep her tears from falling.
"Joshua, I-"
She was stopped short when he fell down onto his knees before her.
"Twins?" he asked in a choked voice.
Abby nodded slowly and stared back into his eyes. "Y-yeah. You're
not...mad, are you?" she asked, reaching for his hands.
His eyes softened and she saw another emotion take over within them. Now,
looking at him, she saw such joy cross his features and a deep love filled his
eyes. "Mad? Baby, that emotion is nowhere near me right now."
He leaned forward, sliding his arms around her, hugging her close. "I'm
ecstatic, thrilled, delirious, elated, overjoyed..." He trailed off and
squeezed his eyes shut tightly. "I'm so happy." He pulled away long
enough to look her in the eyes before drawing her close again and kissing her
sweetly on the lips. He then rose to his feet, picked up the box, and handed
the blurry black pictures to his brother and sister. "My babies," he
said excitedly.
Tyler turned the sonogram one way, then the other, his eyebrow raised in
wonder. "I just see a couple blobs, myself." He handed the pictures
to his mother and smiled to his brother. "Congrats, Josh...you're having
marshmallow kids."
"Tyler!" Karen warned, examining the photos with her husband. She
then smiled to her eldest child. "They look perfect, honey.
Congratulations, kids."
JC grinned and took the sonogram back, moving back to sit on the couch beside
his wife. Moving his arm around Abby, he pulled her close to his side, a huge
smile on his face.
The other family members at one point or another left the room, leaving the
couple alone together. JC was still in shock over the 'gift' Abby had just
presented him with, and Abby was just relieved that he had taken it well.
"I was afraid you were going to react the same way as you did
before," she whispered after several comfortable silent minutes. "I
saw it in your eyes," she added, turning to look at him.
JC smiled softly and leaned forward to kiss her gently. "The same thoughts
crossed my mind, but I think it's just been engrained into my mind and that's
my first reaction. But I'm so happy; I want you to know that."
She smiled. "I do. I can't believe we're having more babies."
"This is our quota...remember, I told your parents one or two more at
most," he said with a laugh.
"Shutup," she replied, bopping him on the head.
"So...do you know what they are?" he asked after they stopped
laughing.
"I'm not far enough along yet," she replied, tracing his arm with her
fingernail. "It's too soon to tell, and I don't want to know anyway. I
want it to be a surprise."
He smiled. "Good...me too."
Abby raised an eyebrow. "If that's what you think...why did you ask?"
He shrugged with a grin. "I'm fine with it."
~*~
JC pulled her closer and kissed the back of her neck. "I've never been so
happy in my life," he whispered against her skin, running his fingers down
her arm.
Abby rolled over in his arms and placed a hand against his bare chest, feeling
his heartbeat beneath her fingers. "I wanted to ask you something."
He leaned forward and kissed her forehead. "Anything, baby."
She pulled away from his kisses and stared into his eyes. "Josh...you said
you kissed Shaina, and the way you said it made me think that it was a recent
event." She bit her lip. "When did you see Shaina, Josh?"
JC's eyes closed for a moment and he suddenly remembered that in his
soul-bearing, he had completely blown that one secret he had succeeded in
keeping from his wife. Drawing her close again into his arms, he held her for a
few silent moments before pulling away to stare into her eyes again.
"She came to my house shortly after I left you and Braeden...an...and
Chance. She was trying to convince me that Quentin was my son and I just...she
kissed me, okay? And I can't honestly tell you that I pushed her away. I
actually pulled her closer and it's killing me to have to admit that to
you." He cupped her face within his large hands and stared into her eyes.
"I know I said this enough the other night, but...I'm sorry."
She nodded. "And you don't know the whole story about when Ben was at the
house. He came the night before and w-we kissed too. I slept with him that
night."
JC's eyes bugged out and he pulled away slightly. "You WHAT?"
Abby shook her head. "No, no, no, no, no, baby. I didn't SLEEP with
him...I just let him sleep in my bed with me. I thought he was back in my life
and that I could trust him. Let me add that to my list of sorry’s as
well."
JC leaned forward and kissed her again, moving his hand down to caress her
stomach under her shirt. Smiling against her lips, he whispered against them.
"So does this explain why you didn't want to in the shower?"
She giggled and pulled his hand away. "It does, and don't get fresh with
me, Mr. Chasez. I'm in deep enough as it is without more help from you. You do
realize that I'm going to be delivering TWO babies at once."
He winced and laughed. "Ouch. Um, babe...please don't put that mental
image in my head."
Abby pulled away and smacked his chest. "Joshua, this is YOUR
fault...again."
He grinned and pulled her to his chest again. "But you know what? When I
do something...I do it right."