What’s
Simple Is True
By: Kristy
prologue
The sheer white floor to ceiling curtains billowed
with the Sahara wind. She could hear the palm fronds swishing, mingling with
her breathing. Her lips were crushed against his, her fingers tangled in his
blonde hair. His weight hovered over her, not smothering her but giving her the
most erotic pressure she could have ever known. What was better than a man’s
body, his skin pressing against her own smooth skin, getting hotter with every
touch, every kiss. Her moan echoed in her ear, his lips attacking her sensitive
neck, her arms clinging to him.
He
loved her body, all the way to her toes. He kissed and caressed her to such
heights she had never known. She cried it was so beautiful. He kissed her tears
with his full lips as he entered her essence. Her very soul met his in that
moment. They moved as if they had been created just for the other. He held her
as she loved him back, driving her passion right into his own. Their eyes met.
He looked up at her, pressing his palm against her cheek, brushing her damp
hair away from her face. Their moans bounced off the walls, their bodies
reaching the limit of their passion. She leaned down, kissing his open lips. He
guided her off his body, collecting her next to him. They fell off to contented
sleep.
The
pair spent the rest of their short time in Egypt seeing the majestic sites and
seeing each other. Numbers were exchanged when the time came. But as the other
boarded their respective planes, they realized they knew nothing about the
other. Details were never shared. The only thing shared was a passion for the
mysterious land and a passion for each other.
chapter one
Four Weeks Later
Cameron
Wyndom bolted up in bed and ran to her bathroom. She kneeled in front of the
white bowl and held her hair back as best she could as her stomach rebelled
against her. When the feeling past, she laid her damp forehead on the cool
material. This was the third morning this had happened. Maybe she should go to
the doctor, something was wrong. Her brown eyes blinked lazily as she felt her
stomach calm down. They fell on the box of tampons she kept near the toilet.
Her stomach lurched again. How long had it been since she had to use one of
those? ‘Oh no,’ she thought as she hugged the bowl again.
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Cameron
sipped her water as she watched her best friend, Julia, bounce toward her table
at the sidewalk cafe. Julia had a tendency to bounce. It was her natural walk.
Her long curly brown hair be-bopped along with her steps. Cameron and Julia had
been friends forever it seemed. They shared everything from crayons to dreams.
Julia would know what to say and how to say it. She told it like it was and
wasn’t one to hold back. Even in the toughest situations, Julia had a way of
making everything seem alright. She had always been Cameron’s raft in the
waters of life. Julia sat down and regarded Cameron with her teasing green
eyes. “So, why am I up and at ‘em, at eight in the morning?” she asked her
friend.
Cameron
looked down into her water, wishing it would show her the answers. “I’m
pregnant,” she said, not looking up. She finally did after a few moments of
silence, a feat unknown to Julia.
“What?!”
Julia exclaimed in a whisper, “Wait a minute…are you sure?!”
Cameron
nodded her head, wiping away a few silent tears, “Yeah I just saw the doctor.
She confirmed it.”
“So
the guy from your tryst in Egypt?! The one who you had a hot affair with, came
home on cloud nine, and then came crashing back to earth when he never called?!
The one guy who made promises to you? Oh but that was when he was getting you
pregnant!” Julia hissed.
Cameron
sighed. “Ok, you don’t have to rehash my mistakes. I need to know what to do.
And no I’m not going to get rid of it. I just don’t know if I should let him
know.”
“Well,
it’s not like you need his money,” Julia said, “You can do it without him.”
“But
should he know, even after the way he’s brushed me off? Do I want him to be a
part of my baby’s life? Would he even want to?” Cameron mused.
“There’s
only one way to find out,” Julia said, holding out her fuzzy blue cell phone.
chapter two
Nick Carter joked around with the rowdy morning DJs
on air. He was promoting his new CD and making the radio rounds. During a
break, his cell phone vibrated again his hip. The number wasn’t familiar to
him, but he took the call anyway. They came back on the air. Nick didn’t notice
the DJs pushing a few buttons, patching his private call through onto the air.
“Hello?”
Nick said.
“Nick?”
a hesitate female voice answered.
“Yeah?
Who’s this?” he answered back, wondering could it be?
“It’s
Cameron,” she said, her voice wavering over the line.
Nick
inhaled and let it out slowly. It was her. The one who he kept dreaming about.
Wishing she was still there by his side. “Um, hi, um how’ve you been?” he
asked, running a hand nervously through his bedhead.
A
pause on her end, then, “Pregnant,” Cameron said, her voice flat.
Nick’s
eyes got as wide as saucers and he couldn’t talk, couldn’t breathe. He felt
like she’d punched him in the gut. “What?!” he flustered out.
Cameron
made a disgusted noise and said, “I knew this was a mistake.”
“A
mistake?!”
“Yeah
as in telling you!” Cameron exploded, “I just thought you should know you’re
going to have flesh and blood out in this world! I should have known you’d be a
jerk! But yes I am pregnant and it’s yours. Remember all those desert nights?!
But you know what?! Fuck you! I don’t need you. I can do this by myself!”
The
phone was cut sharply on her end, leaving Nick to digest this life altering
information. Her pregnant. His baby. Him a father?!
Nick
was jolted back to reality by the DJs cat calling him, and firing questions
about who’s Cameron and when’s the wedding.
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“And
there you have it! That was the explosive phone call Nick Carter got while he
was on the air right here earlier this morning! Stay tuned right here for all
the latest news…” Nick violently clicked off the radio and fumed. His phone
rang and he answered it with a gruff “Yeah?”
“Nick,
you alright?” Kevin’s concerned, big brother voice asked. Nick sighed with
relief. A friendly voice finally. Not his mother’s accusing “How could you?!”,
not his brother’s yo yo yup yup, “Way to go! Way to knock her up!”.
“I’m
as good as I can be with this three ring circus known as my life blowing up in
my face,” Nick answered, a tired hand running down his face.
Kevin
agreed and asked what he was going to do about the radio station. Nick said he
might sue them and the DJs personally. He was talking to his lawyer.
“And…Cameron?” Kevin asked.
Nick
sighed heavily. “I have no idea, man.”
Author’s
Note-I know patching in a private cell call might not be possible but for the
sake of the story, I needed the news to be public. So suspend your disbelief
and go along with me, k? Thanks!
chapter three
Cameron blew her red nose for the millionth time
that afternoon. “More,” she commanded. Julia handed her another box of tissue,
not even looking up from her magazine. “I can’t believe the jerk,” Cameron
complained, then burst into tears all over again. Julia sighed, flipping the
page. It had been like this all afternoon. After she called “The Jerk” as he
had been referred to since then, her and Cameron went to Cameron’s place in the
funky downtown section. She had been ranting all day and Julia was tuning it out
by this time. It might seem cold but it was best to let Cameron get it all out.
Julia
finally had enough. She snapped the magazine shut and tossed it on the couch
beside her. “Then why are you crying over him?” she asked.
“I
don’t know,” Cameron sobbed, then looked up at Julia, “Hormones?”
Julia
grinned, “Using that excuse already?”
“I
don’t know what’s wrong with me! I should hate him, but I don’t. Forgive me,
but I wanted him to be a part of this,” Cameron sniffed, “We had such a great
time.”
Julia
rolled her eyes. She had some choice words but now wasn’t the time for them.
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Nick
wordlessly handed over the number to his manager. Boy he had gotten in it this
time. Damn DJ fuckers. He was tired of fighting. Nick fought this tooth and
nail but he had to “save face in the eyes of his fans” as his “people” put it.
Why couldn’t one thing be private in his life?! Cameron was not going to like
this at all. Would she go along with it? Nick put his face in his hands as his
manager started to dial.
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The
phone rang a third time before Julia said, “I’ll get it,” rolling her eyes as
she did so. “Hello?” she answered.
“Ms.
Cameron?” an official sounding male asked.
“No,
hang on,” Julia answered and put her hand over the mouthpiece, “Cam, phone.”
“Is
it…him?!” Cameron asked, wiping her damp face.
Julia
shook her head as if to say “No I don’t think so” and handed the receiver to
her.
“Llo?”
Cameron greeted, her voice hoarse from all the crying.
“Ms.
Cameron, this is Carl Nelson, Nick Carter’s manager,” he introduced himself.
“Cameron,
please……manager?” Cameron said, her brow creasing in confusion.
“Yes
and to save his image and career, we have to do some damage control in light of
this unfortunate situation,” Mr. Nelson continued.
Cameron
made a face, the phrases “damage control”, “image and career”, and “unfortunate
situation” echoing in her head. What the hell is this nut talking about?!
“…We
need you to confirm this story to the press,” he finished.
“I’m
sorry…what story? You lost me,” Cameron said, coming out of her thoughts.
“That
you and Mr. Carter have been a couple but for personal reasons, kept the
relationship private. And that the pregnancy threw you two for a loop but
you’re working it out and are very happy about the impending birth,” he stated.
“And
why would I have to do that? What’s so important about Mr. Carter?!” Cameron
demanded.
Pause.
“You don’t know who he is?” Mr. Nelson asked.
“No!”
“Well,
Cameron, he’s a member of the pop group the Backstreet Boys,” he said.
Then
there was silence and a click.
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Nick
looked at Carl expectantly. “She hung up,” he said. Nick dropped his head in
his hands again. ‘She’s gonna kill me. I’m sorry Cameron.’ he thought.
chapter four
The doorbell rang, jarring Julia out of her
thoughts. She quickly went to the door, not wanting to risk waking Cameron. She
had finally cried herself to sleep, getting some much needed rest. Julia
groaned when she opened the door, revealing the person on the other side.
“What
do you want?” Julia asked, her eyes narrowed. After the day Cameron had, she
didn’t need this now. The young man entered the apartment, brushing past Julia
and her attempt to keep him out.
She
shut the door, rolling her eyes and mumbling, “Come on in.” Julia wondered if
he was here on his own account or his boss’s, who also happens to be Cameron’s
father. Preston Wheeler is Mr. Wyndom’s favorite and is molding him to take
over the business someday. The family business is Wyndom Steel, one of the
oldest steel companies in the country, dating back to the Industrial
Revolution. It also is one of the richest companies in the world. It’s Mr.
Wyndom’s hope that Cameron and Preston will one day, soon, marry and has pushed
this wish onto Cameron’s shoulders since she was fifteen.
Preston,
also from old money and society, has been pursuing Cameron since about that
time. He’s not against the idea, or the money and power he’d inherit and has
made Cameron’s life hell at times. He’s too conservative, stuffy, too much like
her overbearing father. He’s the worst kind of brown noser. Cameron’s rebelled
against her family’s life and just wants to get away from the name and all it
implies.
Julia’s
family wasn’t paupers but their money wasn’t passed down like in Preston and
Cameron’s families and therefore wasn’t considered worthy by old society.
Cameron and Julia met while in the same class at a private grade school. They
quickly became two peas in a pod, to Mr. Wyndom’s fury. Come hell or high
water, no way was his daughter to be corrupted by that kind of girl. But
Cameron’s mother encouraged the friendship and made sure the two girls stayed
close. Mrs. Wyndom died when Cameron was in prep school and by then, her father
had begrudgingly accepted the friendship, but took every opportunity to belittle
Julia.
Preston
pointedly brushed off the chair before seating himself. He looked the part of a
high society gentleman. Neat brown hair combed to perfection, clear blue eyes,
classic features, straight nose, smile, and a lean trim figure. Anyone would
consider him the perfect catch. But to Cameron, he represented everything she
wanted to get away from. And to Julia, he was pompous, self important, just
plain annoying.
Julia
asked him in a very mocking royal tone, “To what do we owe this visit?”
Preston
smirked at her airs. “It has come to Mr. Wyndom’s attention that Miss Wyndom is
in trouble,” he stated.
Julia
made a face. “She’s not in any sort of trouble,” she retorted.
“So
being pregnant with a bastard child isn’t considered trouble anymore?” Preston
said, shockingly, “In our world, it’s a scandal that can ruin lives, not to
mention reputations.” He emphasis “our world”, meaning Julia would know nothing
of that kind of world.
“How
did you find out?” Julia asked the shock apparent in her voice.
Preston
stood up with a satisfied smile. “So she is,” he confirmed, mostly to himself.
Julia
fumed as she stomped over to the windows, wanting to smack him silly. She was
mad at herself for letting him slip her up. “Answer me, Preston,” she demanded
through gritted teeth.
“The
papers contacted the office and wanted statements about Cameron’s unexpected
interview on a radio station. They played a tape for us, but we made no comment
of course. Mr. Wyndom knows his daughter’s voice and is furious with this…situation.
Caught us all off guard really,” Preston related.
Julia
snorted to herself. He wouldn’t know Cam’s voice if it bit him in the ass. He
hasn’t talked with her in years, not since she moved in with her, and only
communicates with her through people like Preston.
But
to Preston, she narrowed her gaze. “What tape, what interview?” she asked,
losing her patience.
“The
conversation between her and a Nick Carter, telling him she’s pregnant with
his…child,” he said contemptuously.
Julia’s
eyes widened and she turned around, looking out the window, while Preston
looked at his reflection lovingly. ‘It makes sense…that phone call…’
Cameron
shut her door silently. She heard all she needed to hear. So that’s why she had
that phone call. This somehow went public. But how…and why? And now her father
knew?! She cringed at the thought and sat on her bed. This is going to get
worse before it gets better. But one disaster at a time. Cameron picked up the
phone and dialed.
chapter five
"Hello?"
"Nick?"
"Cameron?"
"Yeah,"
Cameron breathed into the phone.
Nick
sighed as well. "I'm so sorry about this, I didn't know those damn DJs
patched my private call in. I'm thinking of suing...invasion of privacy or
something. I'm sorry for dragging you into my messed up life."
"According
to your manager, it's our life," Cameron said, more sarcastic than she
intended. She bit her lip, hoping he didn't take it too badly.
Nick
sighed again and ran his fingers through his hair. "I'm sorry about that,
too."
A
long pause ensued. Nick broke it by asking, "Is...is...the baby....you
know....mine?"
Cameron's
mouth dropped in shock. How could he ask such an insulting question?! "How
could you ask me that?!" she cried, on the verge of angry tears,
"What kind of a girl do you think I am?! I do not sleep around! I am not a
slut! So yes! The answer to your question is YES you are the father!"
Nick
rested his weary head in his hand as he listened to Cameron cry on the other
end of the line. "I'm sorry, but I had to ask," he explained, his
voice sounding tired, "My manager and my family told me to make sure.
They're concerned you might be after my money."
Cameron
rolled her eyes. She did not need his money. "Oh yeah, I forgot about the
super pop star thing. The image to keep for your fans," she said bitingly,
not caring how he took her tone.
"All
that stuff....is nonsense. I'll still the same guy from Egypt. The way I was
then...it's me. The image is just that...fluff for the fans," Nick
explained after a pause, his voice calm and soft, "We didn't tell each
other about our lives back home. You couldn't have known. And you don't have to
go along with it. I can figure out what to say to the press and fans. Everyone
was pressuring me and it seemed like the right thing to do. I was an ass and ugh...I
can't say sorry enough," Nick explained.
"Why
does this facade matter, then?" Cameron wondered desperately, "If the
guy I knew in Egypt is all you, why do you have to pretend to everyone else?
Why can't you just be truthful and to hell with the 'story'?!"
"I
wish I could, Cam," Nick sighed, calling her by the nickname he had used
months ago, "But it doesn't look good. I can't go telling people I knocked
up a girl I barely knew! By saying that we're in a serious relationship, people
will be more accepting."
"I'm
sure no one would be surprised, with you being a star, I'm sure you've been
with lots of random girls," Cameron shot at him.
Nick
knew she wouldn't let go of this anytime soon, so he just stayed silent a
moment or two. He didn't want to continue to fight with her. But he didn't
think it would be the best time to ask why she called him. So he brought up how
they met in Egypt.
"After
I came home from Egypt, I did some research on the goddess Bast. Remember the
statue that was there when we first saw each other at the Cairo Muesum?"
Nick reminsed.
"The
fertility goddess? Really?" Cameron asked, taken aback.
"Yeah,"
Nick continued, "She's still being worshipped today in modern
Witchcraft."
"Hmmmm,"
Cameron mused, "It's ironic we met by the fertility goddess, given our
situation now."
Nick
didn't want to go that way again so he ignored her comment and jogged her
memory about their first experiences together. He recalled what she wore and
what they did after leaving the museum. Cameron couldn't help but chuckle as he
described his experience riding the camel to the Great Pyramids. She joined in
and reminded him of their dinner and the foods they ate without knowing what
was actually in them.
Another
long pause occurred, both smiling as they waited for the other to talk again.
Even though she was upset about his celebrity status, she could tell that he
was still the same Nick she fell for in Egypt. She just didn't want anymore
surprises like this.
"So
about this 'story' your manager wants to put out there?" Cameron started.
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A
couple of days later, Cameron found herself in an office in downtown Tampa,
Florida. Nick was with her. And sitting in front of them was Nick's manager,
Carl Nelson. He looked as arrogant as he sounded on the phone.
"Before
we discuss the details," Carl began, looking at Cameron, "this is
indeed Nick Carter's child?"
Cameron's
mouth dropped and her eyes widened in silent shock. Nick leaned forward.
"Yes, it is," he said through gritted teeth.
Carl
leaned back in his leather chair. "Just making sure. Women can make all
sorts of claims on entertainers," he clarified.
"I
didn't know he was an entertainer until a few days ago," Cameron defended
herself, angry tears threatening to spill over.
The
rest of the meeting was a blur to Cameron. She couldn't get over the
insinuation that she was a common whore out for a buck. And the guy was
treating her as if that's what she was too. She numbly agreed to stay at Nick's
home in the Keys and play the part of a girlfriend in a struggling
relationship.
Later
in the day, after flying to Marathon and settling into her own room, Cameron
found Nick to ask a few things of him. Nick looked up at her from the patio
chair he sat in with a weak smile.
"I
just ask for a few things," Cameron stated, sitting down as well. Nick
looked into her eyes, waiting for her to continue. "I don't want anymore
surprises."
Nick's
smile turned apologetic. "I'm an open book. Ask me anything and I'll tell
you everything," he promised.
Cameron
smiled and went on, "I'd like my friend Julia here with me."
Nick
nodded and said he'd make arrangements for her to come down to be with her.
Cameron assured him he didn't have to, that she and Julia didn't want to spend
his money.
"You
sure? It's the least I can do after the way I've handled this mess," Nick
asked.
Cameron
nodded, not looking at him. She fumbled her reply, something about they didn't
need his charity, they could fend for themselves. She retreated to her room,
letting the emotion out when she was alone. His words "this mess"
shot right through her tender heart.
chapter six
The
first few days at Nick's home in Marathon soon became weeks. Julia arrived,
soothing Cameron's nerves. She soon stepped back as Cameron became more
comfortable in her new surroundings, letting her and Nick reconnect. Cameron
soon felt like she had in Egypt, liberated, free from her family and the
lifestyle that was expected of her. Nick sensed the change in her, that the
wall she had built around herself was slowly coming down. He didn't ask her
about it, he just let it happen. To be honest, Nick was just relieved that
Cameron had decided to go along with the fake relationship. He could save face
with his fans and skate along with the press.
Nick's
management thought it would help smooth things over with the fans if he and
Cameron were seen in public together. At first Cameron was reluctant. She
didn't want her father finding out, but Julia promised to act as a screener and
would take any phone calls from Preston, should her family find out about the
move. Their coming out party was the red carpet at a charity benefit. The happy
couple was blinded by the flashing bulbs of the cameras. The pictures of them
hand in hand were in the papers and on TV the every next day.
Fans
reactions were mixed. Some were interviewed on shows such as Access Hollywood
and MTV's TRL. Some fans were mature about the situation and told the cameras
they were happy for Nick and his "girlfriend" and they wished them
the best of luck. Other fans outright threatened Cameron and accused her of
trapping Nick into a relationship, Nick and BSB proudly written on their faces
and clothes in black eyeliner.
This
caused Nick to hire private security for his home and for Cameron. The violent
reaction some of these girls had frightened her, but she put on a brave front
for Nick. She thought the extra security was a waste of time and money. Cameron
let him know she felt all those girls were full of hot air and wouldn't know
what to do if they ever came face to face with her. Nick still insisted, with a
soft smile and a small kiss to match.
The
smiles and little kisses were just the beginning of their growing attachment to
each other. Nick started falling asleep in her room, in the chair. Cameron
would wake up to find him sleeping sweetly in the chair, as if he'd been
watching her in her sleep, which he confessed to doing. After waking in the
middle of the night to what she woke to in the morning, she woke him up and led
him to her bed. Nights were then spent in the same bed together. It was awkward
the first few times, but Cameron loved waking up with Nick's arms wrapped
gently around her.
The
cementing moment was the first ultrasound at the doctor's office. The doctor
examined Cameron and answered her and Nick's questions. The doctor couldn't
help but smile at Nick's nervous father habits. He asked if the ultrasound
would hurt the baby but the doctor assured him, with a patient smile, that it
was perfectly safe. Cameron sucked in a breath as the cool gel hit her skin.
Nick grabbed her hand. Cameron smiled up at him, lacing her fingers with his
moist ones. She listened to the doctor as she told them the baby was picture
perfect, but was looking up at Nick. The silent awe on his features. She heard
the doctor's voice as she pointed out parts of the baby inside her, her eyes
still fixed on Nick. Cameron felt his hand squeeze hers, saw his blue eyes well
up with tears.
Nick
looked down at her, only to see her look at the fuzzy black and white picture
of their baby. Her eyes were all amazement, exactly as he felt. Cameron looked
up and met his gaze. All sorts of emotions passed between them unspoken. Nick
leaned down and kissed her lips ever so softly. The doctor discreetly left the
room to give them privacy.
It
seemed everything was falling into place, in spite of the rocky beginning. Then
a major rock fell into the road, in the form of an overprotective mother.
chapter seven
Nick
opened the refrigerator door and pulled out a can of Coke. His eyes fell on the
ultrasound picture of his baby and he smiled. It was just him on the sunny
Florida morning. Julia had taken Cameron out baby shopping. Not that he didn't
like spending time with Cameron, but she needed to get out. She was so paranoid
about the fans and photographers following her that she stayed within Nick's
secure walls. Julia had noticed too and told her she was going, like it or not.
For
Nick, it was a weird feeling. At the beginning of this act, he thought he would
be relieved to have a day to himself and not have to pretend he and Cameron
were a couple. But things evolved since then. Cameron became such a part of his
life. It happened without his knowing it. He felt connected to her, like he had
felt on vacation when he first met her. Nick had brushed it off to the Egyptian
mystique, a passing fling. But now, the house felt empty without Cameron's
presence.
The
doorbell rang, breaking him out of his thoughts. He downed the last of his Coke
as he walked to the door.
"Mom?!"
Nick said, dumbfounded at the sight of his mother, Jane Carter, on his
doorstep.
"Yes,
I know it's been such a long time since you've seen me, but you'd think a son
would be thrilled to see his mother," Jane remarked sarcastically, walking
into the house, making herself comfortable.
"What
are you doing here?" Nick asked, following her to the kitchen.
"Is
your 'girlfriend' here?" Jane inquired, ignoring Nick's own question. Nick
bristled at her tone.
"No,"
Nick answered, his voice clipped, "Julia took her shopping."
"Good,
because I need to talk to you," she said, sitting down at the table. Nick
inwardly groaned, knowing she wasn't leaving anytime soon. He sat down heavily
opposite his mom.
"How
well do you know this girl?" Jane got right to the heart of the matter.
Nick
sat back and stared at her. "I know what you're getting at, Mom, but she's
having my child!"
"How
do you know it's even yours?! Nick, honey, she could be using you, to get her
and her bastard child set for life!" Jane impassioned.
Nick's
face turned red and he stood up quickly, the chair scraping angrily against the
floor. "Don't call my child a bastard! I know it's mine, damnit Mother!
She'd never do that to me!" Nick yelled.
"But,
sweetie, how do you know?" Jane asked again, her voice soft to calm him
down.
"I
just know, alright?! When Cameron told me about this, she didn't want money.
She just wanted me to know she was pregnant. I did the math and it's mine. She
made it clear it was up to me whether I want to be in my child's life or
not," Nick stated, still worked up over his mother's words.
"Did
you ask for a DNA test?" Jane asked, looking at him expectantly.
"No!
Aren't you listening?! It's mine! I know it would be easier for you and the
record company if I was single and unattached but I'm not, so get used to it!"
"Listen
to yourself! Nick, she's not even your girlfriend! You're just pretending to be
so it looks better when you realize your 'relationship' isn't working and you
'break up'," Jane laid out the truth.
"Who
told you that?" Nick was shocked she knew.
"I
called Carl and he told me everything," she said calmly.
Nick
was so infuriated he just turned away. He couldn't talk to her right now.
"I'm
just looking out for you. We have no idea who she is or what she wants from all
this. She could be a professional con artist," Jane rationalized.
"I
think you should leave now, Mom," Nick said, his voice low and straining
for control.
"Nick..."
"It's
my life, Mom. Like it or not, it's my life." Nick heard her sigh. He kept
his back turned away from her as she walked through the house and out the door.
Nick
sat down again, his elbows on his knees, his face in his hands. He trusted
Cameron. She'd never do that to him. She was feeling the same way he was,
right? What was he feeling anyway? Nick didn't want to think about that yet,
too complicated. But Jane hit a nerve that Nick had been pushing to the back of
his mind. But it came bubbling to the forefront of his thoughts. Just who is
Cameron Wyndom? He didn't know anything about her family, her childhood. He had
related quite a bit to her over the weeks, but she had shared nothing. He
realized she kept asking questions, keeping him talking about himself. In the
back of his mind, he wondered about that defensive wall she had built up, not
letting him in. Why? What was Cameron hiding?
chapter eight
Nick
sat in the breakfast nook the next morning, still brooding over his
conversation with his mother, cold toast and a Mountain Dew in front of him.
Cameron was so excited over the baby things her and Julia bought that she
didn't take note of his preoccupation. He slept in his own room for the first
time in weeks the night before. He already knew he would tell Cameron that he
was up late working on some demos and didn't want to wake her in the early
hours he finally finished and went to bed.
Nick
knew he had to ask her about her background, he just didn't know how to do it.
He wanted to bring it up, but he was afraid she'd pull up that shield around
herself. He didn't understand it. Cameron is sweet and affectionate. She seems
to care a lot about him, but any time the subject turns to her, she clams up.
What is she hiding?
Turns
out Nick didn't have to wonder anymore.
A
slammed door and voices brought Nick to the front hall.
"I'm
sorry, Nick, he says he's Cameron's father. I tried to get you before he was
let in," Bobby, his security guard explained.
"It's
ok, Bobby, don't worry about it," Nick said, running a tired hand through
his messy hair.
Nick
let Bobby out the door, then turned to the two men in his house. The older,
distinguished man had to be Cameron's father, Mr. Wyndom. He was about Nick's
height, but broader, his toned body covered in a sharp business suit. He had
hard eyes and his thin lips were pressed into an angry line as he stared at
Nick disdainfully. The younger man looked like a clone of Mr. Wyndom, his
attitude of cockiness and self importance dripping into the air.
Nick
offered his hand to Mr. Wyndom. "You must be Cameron's father. I'm
Nick," he said, his voice sounding foreign to his ears.
"Where's
Cameron?" Mr. Wyndom asked tersely, ignoring Nick's offered handshake.
Nick
let his arm slump back to his side. "Still sleeping, I guess," Nick
answered, wishing he was still upstairs, too.
"Well,"
Mr. Wyndom remarked, pulling himself straighter, if that was possible,
"that gives me time to fill you in on Cameron's future, then." He
emphasized the "you" as if Nick was a subhuman form.
Nick
watched wordlessly as Cameron's father and his clone walked into his living
room, anger starting to fill his chest. He followed them in the room and sat
down, feeling as if he was a guest in his own house.
Nick
locked eyes with Mr. Wyndom. He stared coldly back at him. "You are not a
apart of my daughter's future," Mr. Wyndom declared.
Nick's
eyebrows shot up and let out a shocked laugh. "I don't?!," Nick
asked, "I'm the father of her baby! I'm going to be in the baby's
life..." He was about to add "and Cam's too" but Mr. Wyndom cut
him off.
"You
are not worthy of her," Mr. Wyndom boomed.
"Don't
you think that's for her to decide?!" Nick shouted back, standing up in
anger.
Mr.
Wyndom leaned back on Nick's couch, a satisfied smile on his cold face.
"My daughter's future has been planned since she was ten years old. She
knows it and now so do you. You are just her silly rebellion...before she
marries Preston, here."
Nick's
heart fell to his knees, looking at the young man sitting next to Mr. Wyndom.
Cameron's father went on, not noticed that Nick looked like someone punched him
in the gut, "They will marry and she will inherit the family estate and
fortune, with Preston running the business."
Nick
sat back down, "estate", "fortune", and "marry"
running though his head. "What is the 'business' anyway?" Nick asked,
his voice hollow.
"Cameron
didn't tell you? I'm not surprised really," Mr. Wyndom retorted,
"Wyndom Steel. It dates back to the Industrial Revolution. We have more
money that you'll ever dream of...what does a singer make these days
anyway?"
Nick's
face flushed with anger. He glared at Preston as he smirked. So. It didn't
matter that Nick did have money. He just didn't have the right money to be
acceptable. He was not only infuriated by Mr. Wyndom's comments and attitude,
but he needed a word or two with Cameron herself. After all her no more secrets
crap....
There
was a sharp gasp in the doorway to the living room. All three men turned to see
Cameron standing there, her face white, her eyes wide in a scared stare.
chapter nine
"What
are you doing here?" Cameron addressed her father, stepping cautiously into
the room, wearing a baggy t-shirt and baggy flannel shorts. She stood on Nick's
side of the room, looking from her father to Preston, fearful of what her
father had said to Nick.
Mr.
Wyndom stood up, looking down at Cameron. A look crossed his face and he said,
"Ok, this is over, you're coming back to New York."
"What?!"
Cameron explained, shocked at this sudden demand.
"We
all know this is a rebellious fling. Now it's time to get serious. It's time to
go home and get on with your life," Mr. Wyndom said, buttoning his jacket.
Cameron
looked him, her eyes wide, her mouth slightly open in shock. She stepped closer
to Nick, her hand resting on the back of the chair he had been sitting in.
"This is my life...Father," she said quietly.
Preston
rolled his eyes and Mr. Wyndom looked up sharply, his eyes cold as steel.
"No, it's not," he stated, "Your life is in New York with
Preston. You know that's what your mother and I wanted."
Cameron
snorted with disdain. "Don't bring Mom into this," she snapped,
"Mom never would have wanted me to marry a man I don't love."
"I've
had enough of this! Now get your things and let's go! I've got early meetings
tomorrow," Mr. Wyndom shouted, color rising into his cheeks.
"No,
I've had enough!" Cameron suddenly shouted, causing both Nick and Preston
to jump, "I've had enough of you trying to mold my life!" She pointed
her finger at her father, her frustration getting the best of her as she
continued, "You think this is some sort of rebellion, well yeah it is. Get
this through your head, Father! I don't want the life you have planned for
me!"
Cameron
stopped and just stared at her father, her heart racing a mile a minute. She
had never stood up to him this forcefully before. It was liberating, but she
was also scared. Her father was not used to people, let alone his own daughter,
telling him off like this. He looked like he'd blow at any time.
Nick,
still trying to digest what he now knew of Cameron's past, stared at her. Her
face was flushed with feeling, her eyes meeting her formidable father's head
on. He knew this went deeper and beyond just him being in Cameron's life. And
from the looks of it, had been building some time in Cameron. It was just
coming all out now.
"I
am not one of your possessions to be put on display for society! I am a person
with my own feelings and dreams! And I am your daughter...who has her own life
now, whether you like it or not! And, being my father, I thought you'd only
want me to be happy," Cameron shouted, her eyes flooding with tears of
hurt and frustration.
"I
don't want the life you want me to lead," Cameron continued, her tears
falling down her cheeks, "I haven't wanted it for a long time. I went
along with some things because Mom wanted me to make you happy, make you
proud," she stopped as her feelings got the best of her. Nick carefully
scooted closer to her and put a reassuring hand on her shoulder.
Cameron
picked up her head and stared bitterly at her father. "And you used that,
didn't you? You knew you'd do anything if you made me think Mom would have
wanted me to. You are so low to use her memory and my love for her like
that," she accused.
Mr.
Wyndom didn't say anything. He just looked at his daughter, his eyes gray and
cold. "You are cut off then. You get nothing of the Wyndom estate,"
he said.
"I
don't want it," Cameron said just as coldly.
"No
more trust fund access," Mr. Wyndom ticked off.
Cameron
snorted, "You don't control that and you know it. It was set up by my
mother and her lawyers for me. I'm of age and I have full control."
Mr.
Wyndom's eyes flicked to Nick at Cameron's side. "He'll use you. Drain
your account and leave you with nothing," he said sure he knew Nick's
type.
"He
didn't know about it until now," Cameron said, her voice dangerously low,
"He has his own money anyway. He loves me...not for my name, but for me.
Just as I love him," her voice cracking with emotion.
chapter ten
Nick
stroked Cameron's belly that was starting to bulge out from her body. The pair
were on his bed, laying on their sides, facing each other. Cameron smiled and
touched his cheek, brushing back his hair that fell into his face. Nick leaned
closer and kissed her lips softly.
Shortly
after the outburst downstairs, Nick had called Bobby to escort Mr. Wyndom and
Preston out of the house. They left, but not before trying to intimidate them
both. Cameron had collapsed into a chair, crying out all the emotion, good and
bad, that had been bottled up inside her heart. Nick held her, stroking her
back, letting her have it out. He even cried a little himself. When Cameron had
calmed down, Nick led her upstairs to where they are now.
Cameron
looked into his blue eyes. "I love you, Nick," she confessed, "I
have since Egypt."
"Me
too," Nick replied in a soft voice, "I'm sorry I didn't tell you about
being a pop star. I haven't had anyone like me for just me in a long
time....and I guess I didn't want to mess it up."
"Yeah,
me too," Cameron echoed, smiling at their similar situations. Nick smiled
back at the irony.
"I
didn't think I'd ever see you again, but then I found out I was pregnant. I
wasn't sure if I should tell you, but in telling you, I was wondered if you'd
be there just for the baby or if you just might love me back," she told
him.
"I'm
glad you told me," Nick said, kissing her gently again, "Before you
called that day, I had been thinking about you a lot, wondering if I'd ever see
you again. I was missing you."
They
laid in silence. Nick's hand rubbing her belly, Cameron's hand on top of his.
"That's
why you agreed to pretend to the relationship," Nick said, not accusing
her or questioning, just stating the truth, "You wanted to see if I had
feelings for you."
Cameron
nodded and nuzzled her head under his chin. "I'm sorry," she said,
"I shouldn't have kept my secret when yours came out. I should have told
you everything....my past, my feelings, everything."
Nick
wrapped his arm around her, holding her close. Cameron cuddled close to his
warm body, trying not to cry again.
"So
what now?" Cameron asked, her voice muffled against Nick's neck.
"Well,"
Nick started, pulling back her hair slightly, "I think I should make love
to you..." He grinned and kissed her softly at first, leaving her
breathless when he pulled away a few moments later. "Then," he
continued as he rolled her over, hovering above her, "we'll take about the
wedding ceremony."
Words
were no longer used as actions had taken over for the rest of the day.
epilogue
Cameron
and Nick were married in a private, civil ceremony on the beach, surrounded by
close friends and some family. Most of Cameron's snotty family had disowned
her. She never liked them and had no intention of inviting them anyway. A few
cousins from her mother's side had shown support after the fight with her
father and joined her on the beach that day. Julia, of course, was maid of
honor. Nick's family was there, although Jane still had reservations about
Cameron. Over time, they became friends. And Nick's "fellas" were
there as well.
A
few months later, they were a family of three. A baby boy they named Nickolas
Joshua. He gained a few more brothers and sisters in the coming years.
Cameron
came from a high society background. Nick came from a world of talent and fame.
Fate brought them together. Things didn't always go smoothly, but they always
knew one thing. What's simple is true, I love you.
The
End
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