Fifteen
“You
talked him into that?” Joey said, laughing as Chris approached.
“He
needed something with a mask,” JC replied. “Plus that story is full of all
kinds of psychological things, so Chris loved the idea. I'm sure he's hating
the mask, though.”
“Is
that Justin?” Lance asked faintly. Justin looked ten feet tall in the long dark
coat.
“I
think so.” JC tried not to smile as he watched Lance's face. “He looks almost
as cool as you do.”
“Hey.”
Chris walked over and put an arm around JC's slender waist. “You should have
warned me. You look one hundred percent fuckable in this.”
“Language,”
Joey teased. “Hi, Justin.”
“Hello.”
Justin's eyes were unreadable behind the sunglasses, but it was obvious he was
looking at Lance.
Lance
was suddenly tired of the way that Justin had infiltrated his every waking
thought. He was sick of Justin in a towel, Justin in the frat, and Justin in
his life. The compliments and the costume itself made him suddenly brave. “I'm
feeling thirsty.”
“Want
some blood? I'm sure we can find a virgin for you somewhere,” Joey said,
looking around.
“I'm
sure there's some virgin blood close by.” Lance raised a perfect eyebrow as he
looked at Justin. Justin laughed, but it was a nervous sound.
“I'm
no virgin.”
JC
looked from one to the other. “Meow,” he said quietly.
“I'm
gonna get a drink. Anyone else?” Lance looked around, but they all shook their
heads. Lance sauntered away towards the alcohol, trying not to show how nervous
he was. He had never felt the way he did in this costume. It was so different,
so NOT him…that it made it easier to act different.
Justin
watched Lance walk away. “Wow.”
“He
looks DAMN fine in that,” AJ said as he walked over. “I never knew he had an
ass that could look that good.”
“Lance's
ass ALWAYS looks that good,” Justin said before he thought. Everyone looked at
him and he cleared his throat.
“Body
shot, anyone?” Lance said, holding up the bottle of tequila he had brought with
him.
AJ
laughed. “We know better than to give our necks to a vampire, stupid.”
“Oh,
yeah, right. Besides, you might actually enjoy it and we wouldn't want that,
would we?” Lance drank a large gulp from the bottle. He looked at Justin. “Have
you ever done body shots?”
“A
million times,” Justin said. “I'm not interested.”
“I
wasn't offering. I was just asking,” Lance said. JC stared at him, wondering
who this Lance was. “Anyone want some? I plan on finishing the bottle.”
“Rough
week?” Chris asked.
“Rough
semester. I feel like dancing!” Lance took another swallow and grabbed JC's
hand. “Dance with me, Jayce.”
“Okay,
now I KNOW you're on crack,” JC muttered, but he followed Lance to the
makeshift dance floor.
Lance
grinded himself up against JC. “Does Chris ever remind you of anyone else
you've been interested in?”
“Sometimes…but
in a good way. Why?”
“No
reason.” Lance slid his hands down JC's backside and watched Chris flinch. He
laughed. “Your man's getting jealous.”
“And
he has every right to be. A sexy man has his hands on my ass,” JC replied,
laughing. “What's gotten into you?”
“Maybe
I feel like being someone different. Isn't that what Halloween is all
about…hiding your true self behind a costume?” Lance ran a hand down JC's chest
and gently squeezed between JC's legs. JC gasped and Lance actually giggled.
“Okay,
did everyone just see Lance grope JC?” Joey asked.
“Did
everyone just see Lance grope JC and think it was hot?” Nick said softly. AJ,
Chris, and Justin slowly raised their hands. “Okay. Just checking.”
Lance
soon left the dance floor and headed for his bottle. He hadn't eaten much, and
the straight liquor was already going to his head. “Chris, dance with your man
before you go fuck like bunnies,” he ordered. Lance then turned to Justin.
“Dance with me?”
“You
want to dance with ME?” Justin repeated, laughing.
“No,
I just want to dance, and you're closest to me,” Lance snapped. He grabbed
Justin with one hand and the bottle with the other. Justin blindly followed
him.
“I
say we leave now,” Chris said, leaning close to JC's ear. “I want you so damn
bad.”
“I
don't go home with strangers in masks,” JC said primly. “I'm a good little
kitty.”
“I'll
show you what I think of good little kitties,” Chris growled.
“Later,” JC said immediately, following
Chris out the door.
A
slow song came on and Lance wound his arms around Justin's neck. “You mind?”
“Isn't
this against a rule or something?” Justin asked, trying not to enjoy the way
Lance was acting. He had tried and tried to fight the feelings he had been
experiencing, but it was damn hard when Lance was so sexy and alluring.
“There's
no rule against dancing,” Lance said, sighing. “And you know me. I know ALL the
rules.”
“Right,”
Justin said. His hands rested on Lance's hips. When Lance pressed closer,
Justin couldn't help himself. He slid his hands down and squeezed.
“Mmm,”
Lance moaned quietly, and Justin melted. That low voice was so sexy. “How many
boyfriends have you had?” Lance asked suddenly.
“I
don't really DO boyfriends,” Justin said casually, and Lance looked at him.
“Of
course you don't.” The green eyes briefly went from hazy to sad, then back to
indifferent. “Guys like you are all about the sex, right?”
“Guys
like me?”
“Yeah.”
Lance finished off his bottle as Justin stared. He had had a few beers himself,
but nothing like Lance. “You're just looking to get off.” Lance looked around
the room. No one was really paying attention to them, although he knew his
costume had received a few approving glances. “Let's go up to my room.”
“To
your room?” Justin repeated.
“To
talk.” Lance tossed his bottle aside and took Justin's hand. “Come on.” Lance
smiled pleasantly, and Justin realized he'd get to walk behind that hot ass all
the way up the steps.
Lance
led the way into his room and closed the door. “So…” Justin said. “What's up?”
“I
figured we could just do this and get it out of the way. That way maybe I can
get you outta my head. I thought I got rid of you years ago, but you're back?”
“Do
what?” Justin said, trying not to think of all the things he WISHED would
happen.
“You
know…” Lance smiled devilishly. He pushed Justin gently until Justin was
leaning against the closed door. “What you like.”
“Lance,
I don't know what you're talking about. You're drunk and…”
“I
shoulda been drunk the first time,” Lance said, his speech beginning to slur
slightly.
“Lance,
we never…”
“You
jocks are all the same.” Lance licked at Justin's neck as his hands fumbled
under the trench coat for Justin's pants.
“God.”
Justin's head thudded against the door when Lance found what he sought. “Oh,
God, Lance, that…”
“I
just wanted to be around you…just wanted to be near you. I coulda dealt with
that. But you found out, and decided to use me…didn't you, Jeremy?” Lance said.
His voice shook as he fell to his knees.
“Jeremy?”
Justin whispered, snapping out of the lust filled reverie. “Lance, I'm not…”
“All
you ball players…so strong and sexy…so built…and your dicks are always so big…”
Lance began to lick Justin and Justin tried to keep his self-control. “Pick out
the little fag and let him suck you, right? Is that what you do?”
“Yes…I
mean, no, Lance. I'm not like that!” Justin protested. He finally grabbed Lance
and dragged him to his feet. “Stop!”
“I
loved you,” Lance said. “I was sixteen and I loved you. And there's been no one
else since then. I was too afraid. And now…Justin…he's so wrong. He's YOU.”
“Lance.”
Justin shook Lance gently. Lance began to cry.
“I
was over you…and now I want Justin…and I can NOT have him!”
Justin
led Lance to the bed. “You should lay down,” Justin said. He pulled off Lance's
boots and helped him lay down.
“I
hate you,” Lance said as he drifted off.
Justin
left the room, his legs shaking as he closed the door. He practically ran to
his own room and picked up the phone.