Just
One Kiss
By: Rhonda
“Same answer as
before Nicky…no,” Brian said with a smile, preparing himself for the whining he
knew would ensue. “But why Brian?” Nick asked, his voice indeed whiny. “It
would be so good baby,” he purred, moving closer to his best friend, a
seductive glint in his eyes. Brian swallowed hard and looked around desperately
for something that would distract the blonde.
This was beginning
to be difficult. For the past six months Nick had been making it his mission to
get Brian into bed. The two had always been undeniably attracted to one
another. Always touching, always playing, always sleeping in each other’s arms.
However, neither of them had ever really been aware of their attraction, even
if it was plain as day to Kevin, AJ and Howie. But it had all changed one day
when Brian came across his best friend at the wrong time.
***
Bored as hell on
their day off he had been looking for Nick, hoping to play some basketball or a
video game. The two always kept keys to each other’s hotel rooms because they
were constantly leaving things in the other’s. But on that day, the instant he
had opened Nick’s door, he had known he should turn around and leave. He had
been able to hear the younger man’s breathing…irregular gasps for air and soft
little moans, whimpers. But something had kept him there…curiosity, desire…he
wasn’t quite sure.
His back against
the wall, he had moved slowly, quietly, further into the room until the blonde
came into sight. He had been sitting on the edge of his bed, naked, looking as
if he had just left the shower; eyes squeezed shut, mouth open. One hand was
clutching desperately to the comforter beneath him, the other wrapped around
his cock, stroking himself frantically. Brian had been forced to clamp a hand
over his mouth to prevent a tortured moan from escaping. He had grown hard
instantly at the sight of Nick that way. And he had known he should leave, but
his feet had been glued to the floor; he hadn’t been able to look away.
Unwittingly, Brian
had let his hand slide down his body, unbutton his pants and slip inside his
boxers. His eyes had never left Nick as he stroked himself, each touch
identical to the younger man’s on his own body. In his pleasure-clouded mind,
Brian hadn’t been able to see past his orgasm. He hadn’t prepared for what
would happen after they both climaxed. Seconds before they had fallen over the
edge, Nick’s eyes flew open and immediately found Brian. Neither of them had
been able to stop their actions, but they hadn’t looked away either. They had cum
at the same time, eyes locked as they reached their pleasure.
When they had both
finished, Brian had collapsed against the wall, breathing heavily and wondering
what the hell he was supposed to do. Nick, on the other hand, had known
instantly what he had wanted. He had stood up and crossed the room slowly until
he was in front of his friend. Brian, an expert on Nick’s way of thinking, had
read his ideas in his eyes. He had shaken his head. “No Nicky, we can’t,” he
had whispered between gasps for air. But Nick had only smiled and took Brian’s
face in his hands.
“You’re so fucking
hot when you cum,” Nick had whispered seductively, his thumbs caressing Brian’s
cheeks. Not as hot as you, Brian had thought to himself. “I want you
Brian,” Nick had declared bluntly, leaning forward to press his naked body into
Brian’s still clothed one. “And don’t try to tell me you don’t want me too,”
Nick’s low voice had gone on, his hot breath mingling with Brian’s desperate
attempts to choke down some air.
The truth was Brian
had wanted nothing more than to beg Nick to throw him down on that bed and fuck
him until he screamed. But his heart had stopped him. No, he wasn’t in love
with Nick then and he still wasn’t now, but his fear was that he would fall
harder than he ever had the instant their lips met and their arms wrapped
around each other. He knew without a doubt that he would lose his heart
to the younger man the first time they touched. And then what? Nick just wanted
sex. He wanted sex once with his best friend to satisfy his curiosity.
And then when it was over Nick would be the same and Brian would be
heartbroken.
So he had pushed
Nick away that day and told him sex would ruin their friendship. “Sex always
ruins friendship,” he had said. But Nick was persistent. From then on he had
continued to try, every chance he got, to get Brian into bed with him. He tried
seduction, he tried flaunting himself, he tried reason. Truthfully, he didn’t
even really understand why he needed this so badly. He just knew that from the moment
he had seen Brian in his room that day, he wanted him.
***
They were the only
two left in the backstage dressing room, having just showered after the
concert. This was actually their last concert before a weeklong break, and the
five of them were all anxious to relax. Nick had decided, before the show, that
it was high time he and Brian stopped playing this game. This time, he wasn’t
taking no for an answer. It wouldn’t be too hard; he knew he was getting to
Brian. He had been so close to giving in for the past few weeks. Every time
Nick came near Brian, he made sure to touch him. It wasn’t unusual. The two of
them were always touching each other, but now each touch held so much more.
Brian smiled,
shook his head no and turned away to finish dressing. Already in his jeans he
pulled a t-shirt over his head and hoped that Nick would just give up already.
But he knew his best friend well enough to not be surprised when his arms came
around his waist. Nick pressed his body into Brian’s back and pulled the older
man against him tightly. Not wanting to play around anymore, he moved quickly.
He lowered his mouth to Brian’s neck and kissed the soft skin he found there.
“Nick…” Brian barely whispered, trying to find his voice to protest even as his
hands came up to rest on Nick’s arms. He let himself fall back into his best
friend’s embrace, sighing when he felt Nick’s tongue on his skin.
“Just let go Bri,”
Nick whispered, his voice deep. “Give in to me…I promise you it’ll be so good,”
he purred into Brian’s ear between licks of his skin. He pulled Brian even
closer, making sure to rub his semi-erect cock into Brian’s ass. “Nick, we—”
“Brian, tell me you don’t want me,” Nick interrupted, not willing to let the
older man push him away. “Tell me you don’t want me and I’ll stop…forever I
promise.” His tongue flicked Brian’s earlobe and then went further up his ear,
his fingers working their way beneath Brian’s shirt at the same time.
“I want you so
bad,” Nick went on, his hot breath weakening Brian with every word. “Ever since
that day…all I think about is you and me together. I want to kiss every inch of
you,” he said softly, sending shivers all over Brian’s body. “I wanna know what
you taste like…fuck B, you make me so hot, so hard,” Nick practically moaned,
rubbing his hips against Brian’s ass to emphasize his point. “Oh God Bri…just
picture it,” he went on slowly, nibbling on Brian’s ear and neck between words.
Brian squeezed his eyes shut and tried to catch his breath. He wanted nothing
more than to give in to Nick. Maybe I’ll be fine…maybe I should just say
yes.
“Picture it baby,”
Nick repeated in a breathy voice, the simple act of Nick calling him baby
wreaking its own havoc on him. “I’d kiss you all over, touch you everywhere.
You’d be so hot for me Bri.” Brian moaned when Nick’s fingers slipped beneath
his jeans, caressing the soft skin below his navel. Nick smiled to himself,
knowing he was getting closer to his goal. “I’d take your hips in my hands,” he
continued, as he let his fingers move to Brian’s hips. “And then…I’d suck your
cock. You’d slip your hands into my hair and hold me there as I suck you. Push
yourself into my hot, wet mouth, all the way to the back of my throat and—” “Oh
God…Nicky, you gotta stop…please,” Brian begged in a desperate whisper.
He wanted to give
in so badly. He wanted everything Nick was saying. And he wasn’t even sure why
he was resisting anymore. “Tell me you don’t want me and I’ll stop…” He removed
one of his hands from Brian’s hip and cupped his now hard cock through his
jeans. “You want me, don’t you B?” Nick whispered when Brian’s head fell back
on his shoulder. “You wanna be with me…Brian, baby, let me…I wanna fuck you,”
he said softly, leaning down to kiss the older man’s cheek. “Please Bri…say
yes…tell me you want me,” Nick whispered, trailing his lips across Brian’s
jawbone.
“I want you Nick,”
Brian finally whispered, unable to fight his younger friend anymore. “Yes…yes,
I’ll sleep with you…please.” Nick smiled widely and let go of his friend, happy
with his victory and Brian’s desperate whimpers. “One thing though Nick,” Brian
said softly when he had regained his composure. “What’s that Frick?” Nick
asked, still smiling. “No kissing,” Brian said firmly. “It’s too…personal and
we’re not…well, we’re not lovers, we’re friends and I don’t want to lose that
and—” “Hey, hey Bri, it’s ok,” Nick said with a soft smile, sensing his
friend’s distress. “I’d never let anything ruin our friendship, ok? Believe me,
it’s way too important to me to lose. And I think you’re right about the kissing
thing. I mean, it’s not just gonna be casual sex for us…there’s too many
feelings between us for that. So yeah, we shouldn’t kiss…it could make things
too intense.” Brian smiled at him, relieved that he had agreed.
“So uh…when
Nicky?” Brian asked shyly after a few minutes of silence as they gathered up
what was left of their stuff. “You’re coming home with me,” Nick said smugly.
“Tonight and we’ll…in two days. We’ll rest tomorrow,” he said, winking slyly at
his friend. “But I don’t have a—” “Plane ticket? Here,” Nick said with a smile
as he handed him one. “You arrogant little bastard!” Brian exclaimed, smiling.
“What if I had said no?!”
“You wouldn’t
have,” Nick said surely as they picked up their bags and headed towards their
van. “Oh really?” Nick smiled and threw an arm around Brian’s shoulders. “I
know you too well…I knew it was only a matter of time before you gave in.” “But
what if—” “Brian,” Nick interrupted, stopping and turning to face his friend.
“You said yes. That’s all that matters.”
***
Upstairs.
That was all that
the note said. Brian stared at the small slip of paper that he held in his
shaking hand and ran his other hand through his hair. A few hours ago Nick had
told him to leave for a little while so he could prepare for their night. At
the time Brian had just rolled his eyes and laughed, waving goodbye to his
friend and leaving. After all, what could Nick possibly need time to prepare
for? They were just gonna have sex. Nothing special or…romantic. Brian
swallowed hard as he began slowly climbing the stairs. He was nervous as hell.
On his way back to Nick’s house he had checked his appearance almost every two
minutes in the car.
All of his doubts
and reasons as to why they shouldn’t do this ran through his head with
lightening speed. But stronger than that was his overwhelming desire to know.
He needed to know…needed to be with Nick, just this one time. But what if
you fall for him?! A voice screamed in his head. But he silenced that
voice. He had to know. Taking a deep breath, he reached out and opened the door
to Nick’s bedroom.
The sight that
greeted him made his heart catch in his throat. Deep red satin sheets on the
bed, candles everywhere… “Oh God Nicky,” he whispered, his hand nervously
running through his curls. Nick was nowhere to be seen, but another note lay in
the middle of the bed. Nervously, Brian reached out and grabbed it, anxious to
see what it said.
I want you
naked. In bed. Ten minutes.
Brian shuddered
and closed his eyes. Taking a deep breath, he realized that this was it. No
turning back now. One last time his worries and fears ran though his brain,
keeping him glued to his spot on the floor. But it didn’t take long for desire
and lust to overtake them.
Taking another
deep breath, Brian pulled his shirt over his head and threw it to the floor.
His jeans and boxers soon followed and he climbed into bed. He sat with his
back against the headboard amongst several satin-covered pillows, stretched his
legs out in front of him, and waited anxiously for his best friend.
Nick stood outside
of his room and breathed deeply. He had watched from down the hall as Brian had
gone inside. He could tell that his best friend was nervous…probably as nervous
as he was. True, all of this had been his idea, but that didn’t mean he wasn’t scared
to death right now. After all this was Brian! The man he had admired and
looked up to since the day they had met. And no matter how hard he had tried to
convince Brian that this wouldn’t change anything between them, he knew that
was impossible. The fact was, Nick was afraid, very afraid, that after tonight
things could never be the same.
He just hoped that
things changed in a good way and not a bad one. He didn’t know what he would do
if he and Brian ever drifted apart. Brian was like his other half, the person
who knew and understood him best, his protector. And there was another voice in
his head telling him things even far more frightening than the thought of
losing him. Nick, what if you fall in love with him? He swallowed hard
and tried his best to ignore that voice. But it was always there, in the back
of his thoughts. From the moment he had met Brian they had clicked almost
magically. When he had been younger, he had teetered on the edge of falling for
the older man for a few years. And still, even now, he knew that it would be
all too easy to fall for him. What if sleeping with him pushes me over the
edge? But his mind and body were too far seeped in curiosity to let his
fears stop him.
When he opened the
door he nearly gasped. His eyes were immediately drawn to Brian…he looked
gorgeous. His tan skin seemed to glow in the soft candlelight; his dirty blonde
hair looked golden, seeming to form a halo around his head. He smiled nervously
at Nick, his blue eyes shining. Brian too, was quite taken aback by Nick’s
appearance. The younger man looked beautiful. Warm and voluptuous…every part of
him seemed to shimmer in the light from the candles.
Brian’s eyes were
drawn to his best friend’s lips…they looked so soft, so sensuous…. He had to
remind himself that regrettably, they couldn’t kiss. Slowly, Nick made his way
towards Brian and climbed into bed next to him. He sat facing him and reached a
hand out to cup his cheek. “You’re sure?” Nick asked softly, his voice hoarse,
his eyes burning. Brian covered Nick’s hand with his own and pressed his lips
to his palm. “Yes,” he whispered, his breath tickling Nick’s skin as he looked
into his eyes.
Nick pulled Brian
into his arms and let his hands run down the soft skin of his back. They both
wanted so badly to kiss, but neither was willing to break their rule for fear
of what might happen. Smiling softly, Nick slipped one hand into Brian’s hair,
letting the other slide around his lower back. He leaned forward and pressed
his lips to Brian’s neck, loving the way the older man’s arms automatically
wrapped around him.
Brian fell back
into the pillow, pulling Nick with him. He slid his fingers into the blonde’s
hair, pulling him closer, loving the feel of Nick’s mouth on his neck. Nick
moved so that he was lying fully on top of the older man, his arms still around
him as he sucked on his neck. Brian moaned softly at the feel of Nick’s body
pressed against his. Nick ground his hips into Brian’s, rubbing their arousals
together. The heat from Nick’s body was incredible. It washed over Brian’s
entire body, making him arch upwards and moan for more. Nick smiled to himself
as he closed his lips around Brian’s small nipple, his hands still on Brian’s
back, pulling him closer. He moved from one to the other, stopping in between
to caress Brian’s scar with his tongue.
After a few more
moments, he slid his hands out from underneath Brian’s back and ran them down
his sides. He brushed Brian’s hips lightly and let his fingers continue across
the older man’s hips. Brian shivered. The combined sensations of Nick sucking
and licking his chest and his feather-light touches on his legs were driving
him wild. He knew Nick had so much more to offer him, and his body was tingling
in anticipation, warm with desire.
Nick went lower,
his mouth slowly working its way across Brian’s stomach, licking the soft skin,
stopping often to suck at certain areas so Brian would moan again and again.
Every time he let out that low sexy sound Nick felt it throughout his whole
body. He never thought that pleasing Brian this way would arouse him so much.
“I love to hear you moan baby,” he whispered devilishly. Nick licked a small
trail from Brian’s navel up to the center of his stomach, wetting the skin with
his tongue. When he raised his mouth, he blew lightly on the skin, the coolness
making Brian’s shiver and moan more. He ran his hands down Brian’s thighs
again, marveling at how soft his skin was. As he dipped his tongue into Brian’s
navel, he slid his hands underneath Brian’s knees and lifted his legs, pushing
them apart slightly. As he moved lower he could hear his friend gasping for
breath and almost whimpering softly. He felt Brian’s hands in his hair, winding
strands around fingers and tugging absently.
“Bri?” Nick asked
softly as he settled himself between Brian’s legs, and leaned forward to press
small, butterfly kisses to the skin just above his throbbing cock. “God
Nicky…what?” Brian gasped breathlessly. He looked down to where Nick lay
between his legs and couldn’t help the moan that escaped when their eyes met.
“Tell me what you want…” Nick teased, letting his tongue dart out to lick at
the tip of Brian’s cock. He loved the fact that Brian was watching him. The eye
contact made the moment all the more erotic. “Your mouth…” Brian moaned, unable
to take his eyes from Nick’s. Both sets of blue were blazing with lust. One
desperate to please, the other desperate to receive. “On me…I want your mouth
on me…sucking me…Nicky, please,” Brian said, his voice husky and full of
desire. Nick had never heard it sound sexier.
Wanting nothing
more than to comply with Brian’s wishes, Nick squeezed the older man’s hips and
lowered his mouth to his cock. He surrounded the tip with his full lips,
sucking him into his warm mouth and pushing his tongue into the slit. “Fuck,”
Brian hissed, biting down on his lip, his chest heaving as he tried to catch
his breath. Nick had barely done anything yet, and he was already aching for
more. Nick was instantly addicted to the way Brian tasted, the way he felt in
his mouth. He loved it.
Nick squeezed
Brian’s hips as he took his cock deeper into his mouth. The more he took, the
further he slid his arms around Brian’s waist. He couldn’t get over how soft
and how smooth Brian’s skin was to touch, nor could he get past the satiny
smooth taste of him. He pushed both of his hands into the small of Brian’s
back, drawing him upwards and further into his mouth.
Brian moaned
loudly and tangled his fingers in Nick’s hair. He let his head drop back onto
the pillows, though he struggled to maintain his eye contact with the younger
man. He pulled Nick closer, pushing upwards, needing to be completely buried in
his best friend’s warm, wet mouth. Nick gladly opened wider, wanting to take
all of him. When Brian’s cock hit the back of his throat he shuddered along
with the older man, unable to believe how much he was getting aroused by this.
Brian’s mouth
dropped open as he tried to scream, tried to moan, but was only barely able to
breathe. The pleasure was so intense it was almost painful. His whole body was
hot, and all he could concentrate on was the way Nick was sucking him, deep
throating him and bobbing his head up and down on his lap. “Jesus Nicky…you’re
so fucking good…oh my God…fuck!” Brian screamed as Nick, once again, took him
as deep as possible and then hummed softly. The vibrations sent Brian right to
the edge. He tightened his grip in Nick’s hair and held his head in place.
“Nicky, I’m gonna…oh fuck Nick, I….” His words melted into moans as he let go
and came in the younger man’s mouth.
Eagerly, Nick
drank down as much of him as he could, not letting his cock out of his mouth
until he was soft. When he finally let go, he licked his lips, and smiled
devilishly up at a panting Brian. He kissed his way back up Brian’s body
stopping when he reached his chin. He wanted desperately to kiss him, to let
Brian taste himself in his mouth, to affirm the intimacy of what they had just
done, but he stopped himself. Brian, however, was wishing the same thing as
Nick. He wanted to wrap his arms around the younger man’s back and pull him
into a deep kiss. But, like Nick, he didn’t. He did pull his friend close
though and plant soft little kisses all over his face, wanting him to know just
how much he was loving this.
“That was
incredible Nicky,” Brian whispered, leaning upwards and pushing his forehead
into Nick’s, staring into his dark blue eyes. “Brian…I want you so bad,” Nick
whispered seductively, rubbing his throbbing cock against Brian’s middle,
arousing the older man again. “I want you too,” Brian replied softly, still
staring into his best friend’s eyes. “Inside me…please Nicky. I wanna feel you
in me.” Nick bit down on his lip, attempting to stifle a small moan. Once again
an overwhelming desire to kiss his friend took hold of him.
“Oh God Bri, you
feel so good,” Nick moaned when Brian arched upwards into him, dropping his
hands to the younger man’s ass and pulling their bodies together tightly. Brian
loved the way Nick’s face scrunched up in pleasure, the way his mouth dropped
open… He wanted to suck on Nick’s lips, his tongue…still, though, he stopped
himself. “Bri, I need you now…” Nick moaned, sliding his hands up and down
Brian’s upper arms. “Your skin is so soft,” he whispered absently, bringing a
smile to Brian’s face.
Never leaving
their embrace, Nick reached across the bed to the nightstand and grabbed the
lube he had made sure to place there earlier. Coating a finger with it, he
leaned down to kiss Brian’s neck as he let his finger probe Brian’s tight
entrance. Instantly Brian pulled him closer and urged him on with a small
whimper.
Nick knew Brian
had never been with another man before, at least not in this way. The two of
them had long ago confessed their sexuality to one another, both of them
finding that they had a preference for both men and women. And while Nick had
eagerly sought out men to be with, Brian was not quite so bold. Nick knew, from
what his best friend had told him, that he had gone so far as to get a blow job
from another man, but never so far as to actually have sex. Nick was thrilled
to be his first.
He pushed first
one and then another finger into Brian, watching his face for any signs of
pain. Brian kept his eyes on Nick’s the whole time, shutting them only when an
intense wave of pleasure jolted through his entire body. “Oh fuck baby…do that
again, please!” Brian begged. Nick smiled, pleased to have found his prostate,
even more pleased to hear Brian call him baby.
But Nick didn’t
comply with his request. He wanted to give him more, and he was in dire need of
his own release. “Oh God Bri…” Nick moaned when he felt the older man’s hands
on his cock, spreading lube on it, and bringing him dangerously close to his
climax. Reluctantly, Nick pulled Brian’s hands away from his cock and eagerly
positioned himself at his entrance. He looked down into Brian’s eyes, needing
to be completely sure. Brian drew his knees up to give Nick better access and
ran his hands up the younger man’s arms. “Take me Nicky…now. Make me yours.”
Nick grasped
Brian’s hips in his hands and pushed forward slowly. He couldn’t help the low
moan that escaped his lips the second he felt the head of him buried in Brian’s
hot tightness. Brian clutched at the bed sheet beneath him and bit down on his
lip in pain. Nick watched him in concern, reading the hurt on his face. But
Brian saw the look in Nick’s eyes and shook his head. He needed this badly.
Needed to have Nick be a part of him…if only for tonight.
Make me yours. Why had he said that? He
couldn’t be Nick’s. Not in the way he found himself dangerously close to
wanting…even needing. Make me yours. Nick wanted nothing more than to do
just that. He wanted more than just this one night, although he knew it was
impossible.
The pain of Nick’s
entry lessened considerably, the further he pushed. “More Nicky…please,” Brian
gasped, arching upwards to take the younger man deeper. Nick couldn’t believe
how good Brian felt. He could barely breathe, his mind so clouded with deep
pleasure. When he had pushed as far as he could he let out the breath he had
been holding and looked down into Brian’s intense blue eyes. Brian stared back
up at him as he gasped desperately for air.
Neither could take
what they saw there. Too much, too powerful…emotions they didn’t even know they
had mirrored in each other’s eyes. “Nick…I need you to…oh fuck,” Brian moaned
as Nick pulled out and thrust back into him slowly, leaning forward slightly
and supporting his weight with his hands on the bed. “Jesus Bri you’re so
fucking tight…so hot…oh God you feel so fucking good,” Nick moaned, his voice
husky and low.
Again, they met
each other’s stare, watching the pleasure flicker in one another’s eyes. This
feeling of being one person, of connecting so powerfully with each other was
forcing the emotions they had wanted to badly to prevent. Nick leaned down,
closer to Brian, pushing into him at a new angle and hitting his prostate. His
arms reached under the older man, drawing him up slightly as Brian wrapped his
arms tightly around the blonde’s back.
They were one
body, joined together, chests pressing against one another, eyes lost in the
depths of the other’s. Nick’s thrusts were still slow, determined, though
neither could take much more. Their hands found their way into each other’s
hair at the same time. And then, amongst their passion, they gave in.
Nick pressed his
mouth to Brian’s, sighing in relief at the touch of their lips pressed
together. Anxiously, Brian began sucking on Nick’s bottom lip, running his
tongue over the soft, silky flesh and inviting Nick in. He opened his mouth
eagerly for Nick’s tongue, moaning when it met his own. Nick massaged Brian’s
tongue with his own, tasting him frantically. They kissed each other deeply,
exploring one another’s mouths, never once breaking the seal of their lips as
their tongues touched, tangled, made love.
Fast approaching
his climax, Nick lowered Brian back to the bed beneath them and stretched out
on top of him, moaning when Brian wrapped his legs around his back and pulled
him even deeper. He took Brian’s hands in his own and stretched his arms up
over his head. He linked their fingers and leaned down further until their
mouths met again.
Brian’s broke
their needy kiss and gasped for air, his orgasm rapidly approaching. “Nicky,
I’m so close…oh fuck, go deeper, please, I…I need you deeper, I….” “Bri, I…I
can’t last, you’re so damn good…tight…oh God Bri, I’m gonna…cum with me Brian…I
need you there with me!” Once more, Nick slammed into Brian, as deeply as he
could and came hard, his orgasm washing over him, more powerful and intense
than any he had ever had. Brian felt Nick’s warmth deep inside him and it sent
him over the edge. Without even touching himself he came, spilling his pleasure
hotly between their stomachs and crying out Nick’s name.
Nick continued to
thrust into Brian, prolonging both of their orgasms as well as their incredible
closeness. Finally he let his head fall onto Brian’s chest, his body following.
Both of them whimpered at the loss of their connection when Nick slowly pulled
out and rolled off of the older man. Their arms were instantly around each
other as they nestled themselves in each other’s warm embrace.
After catching
their breath and drifting back down from the clouds, they turned to face each
other, both excited and nervous to meet the other’s eyes. “Nick.” “Brian.” They
smiled shyly, both of them blushing. “You go first,” Brian whispered. “We broke
our rule,” Nick said softly, not quite sure how to say what was in his heart.
“And I…Brian I….” “I fell in love with you too Nicky,” Brian said in a soft
voice. He had always been better at reading Nick’s thoughts than the other way
around. Nick’s eyes filled with tears even as he smiled.
“You…you did?” He
asked hoarsely. “That’s why I didn’t want to kiss you in the first place,”
Brian explained. “Because I was afraid that the instant we kissed, I’d fall for
you. But it wasn’t just that,” he went on. “Nicky…feeling you inside me, part
of me…you made me complete then and I felt like I was home.” Nick cupped
Brian’s face in his hands and kissed him softly. “When I was inside you,” Nick
started slowly, “We were connected and that’s how…that’s how I’ve always wanted
to feel with you. It was like we were one person.” Brian could only nod and run
his fingers through Nick’s sweaty hair. His own eyes filled with tears at the
_expression he saw on Nick’s face.
“I love you Nick,”
he whispered, ecstatic to say the words aloud. “I love you too Bri,” Nick said,
smiling softly. Brian leaned forward and kissed the younger man slowly, pushing
his tongue into his warm mouth and tasting his new love. When they broke their
kiss, they nestled themselves in each other’s arms, sighing contentedly. “Bri?”
Nick asked softly. Brian looked up into his eyes, hearing a bit of that young,
insecure boy he had met so many years ago in Nick’s voice. “Forever?” He asked
timidly, chewing on his lower lip. Brian smiled brightly and nodded. He leaned
down and kissed him softly. “Yes, forever…there’s nothing I want more.”
The End
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