Journal Entry 33

Now, a month later, we've hung out a lot just the two of us. We go to the park by her work often, and sit and talk. Sometimes we'll change it up and go to the movies, or the mall and just hang out. I'm not rushing her, I want her to be completely ready. We haven't even done more than hold hands or hug, or occasionally she'll give me one of those soft kisses on my cheek. I'll return everything she gives me, but I've been letting her make the moves. Now, I think the time has come to step my game up a notch. I'm going to sing her another song in the park and give her something to think about at night. I'm going to give her flowers along with it, and use my raspy voice all the girls go crazy for. See her resist that!

Are you falling asleep at the wheel
Maybe it's a feeling you've been brushing off
Asking reason, what's left for me here
When he's all out of answers
You're not out of luck

I"ve got this something
That's been going round
I've got this something
You don't know it
But you need it

Are you hungry
Won't you come get your fill
We could get this thing in motion
If you'd stop acting tough
Superstar you sit up high on your hill
I know why you're running
Only you know what you've lost

I"ve got this something
That's been going round
I've got this something
You don't know it
But you need it
I've got this something
That's been going round
You don't know it
But you need it

When the sun goes down
It's here waiting
It's still right here for you now
And when the sun comes out
It's still waiting
It's still right here for you now

Oh

I've got this something
That's been going round
You don't know it
But you need it
I've got this something
I've got this something yeah
I've got this something
You don't know it
But you need it
Yeah, yeah you don't know it
But you need it
I've got this soemthing
I've got this something yeah
You need this something now

And after, I sat, expecting another long agonizing silence, but she totally surprised me by leaning in and kissing me. Not even on the cheek, like usual, but on my mouth! I knew no girl could resist that voice! Just kidding, but it was totally amazing. And it was exactly like Jessica's cheesy romance novels she thinks no one knows she reads. I flipped through one once. Flipped and once being the key words. Anyway, so the author had wrote how the character felt light headed and a little dizzy, and that's exactly how it was. I was so stunned after that she actually asked if kissing me was her mistake. I could only babble out no like a jackass, then try to regain my composure so I could form actual coherant sentences. Eventually, we just made out on the bench. Luckilly it was dark by then, and she couldn't see the tent my body was trying to make in my tight jeans. And I alos made sure to keep my hands on her face, in her luxurious hair, arms or hands. Like I said. I didn't want to pressure her. I also made sure, when we walked back to our cars, that she was in front of me, but we were still grinning like morons.

Journal Entry 34