Journal Entry 34

After another couple of weeks, I decided it's time to step it up again. Things are going great so far, but I want more. And not just what a dirty mind thinks. Of course I want that too, but I want us to be together, exclusively. Boyfriend and girlfriend. So this is what I did. Another song, in a fancy restaurant that she picked. Outside table at sunset, wine over a candle lit dinner. I told her hey. Honestly, this is what I'm thikning.

When I saw your face
Suddenly I'm loosing faith
Words are few to place
Give up, give out, give in, don't be disgraced

Let's stop wasting time
Let's stop wasting time
Say you're mine
Don't tell me I'm out of my head
Playing with my mind
Don't tell me I'm out of my head
Let's stop wasting time
Don't tell me I'm out of my head
I feel like I'm losing my head
Won't you tell me I'm out of my head
Won't you tell me I'm out of my head

Let me in your heart
Give up, give out, give in, it's where it starts
Dreaming's not so hard
Once you find your shooting star

Let's stop wasting time
Let's stop wasting time
Say you're mine
Don't tell me I'm out of my head
Playing with my mind
Don't tell me I'm out
Let's stop wasting time
Don't tell me I'm out of my head
Playing with my mind
I feel like I'm losing my head
Won't you tell me I'm out of my head
Won't you tell me I'm out of my head

Tell me if I'm in, in over my head
Tell me if our future is just hanging by a thread
I don't want to begin something I can't face
If I'm destined for loniless, send me on my way
On my way

Tell me I'm out of my head
Tell me I'm out of my head
Tell me I'm out of my head
Don't tell me I"m out of my head
Playing with my mind
Don't tell me I'm out of my head
Let's stop wasting time
Don't tell me I'm out of my head
Playing with my mind
I feel like I'm losing my head
Won't you tell me I'm out of my head
Don't tell me I'm out of my head
Don't tell me I'm out of my head
I feel like I'm losing my head
Won't you tell me I'm out of my head
Out of my head

And then I told her I wanted us to be exclusive. She leaned over the table and gave me a kiss, and just as she parted her lips to speak, I told her I had one more song to sing before she answered. She sat back, smiled, then nodded. So I began.

Liquid, melancholy dreams
So tell me what it means
'Cause you drive me crazy
Driftwood to float me down the stream
Tell me what it means
'Cause you drive me crazy
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
'Cause you're crazy beautiful

Don't go looking in my eyes tonight
Said don't go telling me lies tonight
Don't go promising the skies tonight
When you're crazy
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
'Cause you're crazy beautiful

Listen, all I need is you
So tell me what to do
'Cause you drive me crazy
Oh baby
Is it pulling on your heart
Is it tearing you apart
'Cause you drive me crazy
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
'Cause you're crazy beautiful

Don't go looking in my eyes tonight
Don't go telling me lies tonight
Don't go promising me the skies tonight
When you're crazy
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
'Cause you're crazy beautiful

If you don't need me
I think I'll go
If you don't want me
Tell me no
If you don't need me
I think I'll go
Oh
Oh yeah
'Cause you're crazy beautiful

Don't go looking in my eyes tonight
Don't go telling me lies tonight
Don't go promising the skies tonight
When you're crazy
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
Oh
'Cause you're crazy beautiful baby
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
Oh
'Cause you're crazy beautiful
'Cause you're, oh baby
'Cause you're, oh baby
'Cause you're oh

I saw her smile and eyes soften, and turn even more blue, if that's even possible. Then she said the magic word. Yes.

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