Journal Entry 36

So far, for the last six weeks, things with Jessalyn and I have been amazing. But this last week, she's been acting a little strange. She won't answer my calls or texts, and I think she's been habing the old ladies at the bakery lie for her so she can avoid me. It's really strange, not like her at all, and it's frustrating! I can't get a hold of her long enough to see if there's a problem, and on top of everything with her pulling away, I've been hearing rumors from some frinds.

Something's been going on
And I don't know what it is
You don't mind the taking girl
But ou don't know how to give
You drove me crazy
But I don't know baby
You're thinking that it's me you're fooling
Where's the right in
All of our fighting
Look at what you're doing

Where's the love
It's not enough
It makes the world go round and round and
Where's the love
Give it up
It makes the world go round and round and round

Can you tell me what you see
Whenever you look around
We're tripping all over ourselves
And pulling eachother down
We're separating
Consciousness is fading
Are you thinking that it's me you're fooling
Where's the right in
All of our fighting
Look at, look at, look at what we're doing

Where's the love
It's not enough
It makes the world go round and round an
Where's the love
Just give it up
It makes the world go round and round

Dark clouds all around
Lightnign, rain pouring down
Waiting for the bright light to break through
Face down on the ground
Pick us up at the lost and found
We've gotta change our point of view
If we want the sky blue

We're segregating, consciences are fading
You're thinking that it's me you're fooling
Where's the right in
All of our fighting
Look at what we're doing

Where's the love
It's not enough
It makes the world go round and round and
Where's the love
Just give it up
It makes the world go round and round

Won't you, won't you give it up

So I don't know. I mean, I'm hoping it's just temporary stress from work or family. I still think she'd tell me if that's what it was. I just don't understand.

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