Journal Entry 40

I haven't heard from her in a week. I find it weird that I'm still counting the days. I know inside that it's over, but still...

I watched you walk down
The steps to the door
Grab your keys and drive away
'Cause I can't worry 'bout who's right anymore
'Cause there's no one left to blame

So what am I supposed to do
When I feel I'm losing you
And this is more than I can take
And as you walk away
Baby all that I can say
Is I'm sorry for being me

Well I don't have to look
Into your eyes anymore
It's alright 'cause
They don't look at me the same
With all that I've lost
I'd give everything and more
If you'd want my love today

So what am I supposed to do
When it feels I'm losing you
And this is more than I can take
Oh and as you walk away
Baby all that I can say
Is I'm sorry for being me
Yes I'm sorry for being me

And I give
And I give
And I give
When I feel like breaking
I can feel in your kiss what I give
Doesn't mean that much
And I know in my heart
That there is no way you're staying
But still I close my eyes
And dream

So what am I supposed to do
When it feels I'm losing you
And this is more than I can take
Oh and as you walk away
Baby all that I can say
Is I'm sorry for being me
Yes I'm sorry for being me

Journal Entry 41