Today and Tomorrow
If tomorrow was today, would you still be here? If today was yesterday, would you hold me dear? Once you had really loved me, but now you just don't. you haven't really told me. You will but today you won't. Everyday it brings us nearer, to falling apart. I've never seen it clearer, and its breaking my heart. Breaking up with me, is your major plan. maybe you just want to be free, or maybe your a boy pretending to be a man
Blind
Don’t tare my heart Its already in two I falling apart all because of you I can’t take the pain That you cause me this is no game are you too blind to see? I cry all night no sleep comes to me that’s what starts the fight you have the key I apologize for something that’s is not my fault This friend ship this thing Why do I have to act like an adult I’m only a child and you want me to be so much more And you act so wild why are you someone I adore? I hope you watch the video tape and it hurts you like you hurt me I hope tears fall from your eyes I hope that you some day see.
What tomorrow will bring
Today its here and tomorrow its gone. I’m filled with fear knowing I am only a pon, in your game of sadness and hate. But I stay here because this is my fate. If I had only know what you wanted at the start, maybe I wouldn’t have to stay and play my part. You hurt me every time you left me My friends can’t understand they just don’t see I really do love you as you love me But how is it love when this isn’t how it should be. When I can trust you I’ll come back, Cause right know it is love I lack. Today its here and tomorrow its gone. I am filled with hope as I leave for being treated wrong
why
I am going out of my mind looking for things I can not find I want to cry, to scream, to shout Why don’t I? What do I doubt things are wrong I don’t know why all I know is I want to cry My friends have it tough so I hide my tears and will not show my many fears and take a deep breath cause what is living if nothing is left
Smile?
I’m use to being called down and I were a permentant frown I keep the frown on the inside and smile on the outside I’m smiling through tears I hide all my fears My whole life is a regret I deserve what I get
Doomed
I am doomed, Trapped and hurt In my own pain I am consumed, down on the ground, I lay to die please don’t start to weep or cry for you see the world is better without someone like me I only bring pain, so run and flee I have nothing to gain as people’s love turns to hate I mean no harm, but this is my fate I am bad luck charm, a stone around you neck so leave me here, before it is you I infect
I am sorry my love
Why are you mad at me? did I do something wrong? Was I to blind to see? did I take to long? To say I love you, to say I care that I need you too. that are love is rare I do love you, and only you I have realize are love is true but know your gone there is nothing I can do The only thing I can say is I miss you
I don't want...
I don’t want your love. I can do without. I don’t want you pity, that is without a doubt. You are someone, that I do not need. Did I ruin all you fun? Is that why you left me here to bleed, as your feelings mean more then mine how are you, I’m fine I lie to you, I hide all mine because you don’t deal with emotion and never understood the word devotion.
Silent tears
She cry's a silent tear, as she turns to look away. Hiding any fear, she has the final say. Now the dust has settled, and memories are fading away. She cry’s her silent tears, even to this day. Day's and passing years, will never heal her pain. Because you left her fragile soul, out to die in the rain.
Different
Time’s change and so have I. So if you love me, You won’t ask why. Why I am different, and play a new game Why I have a new out look and am not the same If you have a conscience, then you must often ignore it. Because you have to admit. You don’t care about me anymore. And with that you’ll slam the door. Then you’ll scream, "you’ve changed somehow" And I’ll reply "tell me something I didn’t know"
Your goddess
You say all girls are princess All of them are a queen But I can see a loop hole Some thing that’s been unseen I am the flaw that god put on this world The one that isn’t goddess the one that is no good For I am no angel the devil is within me I am no saint like other girls I see I am not meant for love only hate and hurt Cause I am the loop hole that god put on this earth. Her pain
Innocence gone
Touch her lips, and touch her cheek. Touch her finger tips, and her widows peek. regret what you’ve done, now turn away. just a bit of fun, you try to say. an innocence lost, stolen away. at such a cost, on that cold day. you pull your self up, what dirt she must feel. And you walk away, leaving her to deal. With the anguish you’ve started, and that will always be. You did it so light hearted, and she will never be free. As she will shink at the touch, of any man. The pain she feels so much, Wishing she had ran From you and your grin. Your sweet talk and eyes. But in the end only sin
