again

Lyrics by Justin Greer

oh, i can't believe it's happening again.
i'm falling from the rain, i'm sinking in
i find myself asking the man in the moon what to do
and i know i'm not ready, it's just too soon.
my eyes aren't even dry from the last time i cried
and i swore to myself that was gonna be the last time
but here i am once more.
i've been through all of this before
she's not even in the room yet,
but soon i know she'll be walking out that door

I just need someone to tell me i'm not real.
maybe, just maybe i'm not awake,
if i'm dreaming
i'm not so sure i wanna wake up... today.

I'm talking to her on the phone,
she sounds like an angel on the other line.
maybe i can catch myself, maybe, just maybe this is fine.
maybe i'm just overreacting, i do that sometimes.
But i'm not so sure i'm ready to walk
back into the bright lights.
the darkness is so comforting.
noone can see you cry, noone knows,
if you die, if you die. I'M DYING!!!
but here i am, walking up this lonely road again.
i've been here in the darkness for a while,
oh, just how long's it been?
i guess i been sleeping. Oh and i don't think i'm ready for this,
Lord i'm not so sure i'm ready for this and...

I just need someone to tell me i'm not real.
maybe, just maybe i'm not awake,
if i'm dreaming
I'm not so sure i wanna wake up... today.
I just need someone to tell me i'm not real.
maybe, just maybe i'm not awake,
if i'm dreaming
I'm not so sure i wanna wake up... today.

But there's so many downsides,
i tell her i'm ok but i know it's such a lie.
in the mirror, in the mirror, don't who i'm lookin at.
a shell of myself and a ghost from the past.
Oh God, i'm scared.
i'm not so sure this is meant to be,
a murder of one to say the least.
every man has ghosts in his closet but
none like mine.
One of these days i'm gonna open up,
and leave those ghosts behind.
but not today, i'm not so sure i can do this again.
again.
again.
again and again i just need to feel alive,
i'm not dead i'm just dreaming.
don't wake me up today.

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