sitting here, all alone,
got no one to see...
flitting in, flitting out,
no one cares for me
i'm used to it, don't you know
or so i've told myself...
if that's true, why do i
long for someone else...?
forever i've been alone, and forever i will be
or so i think, or so that voice in my head.. says to me..
what is it, that you want?
i often ask myself...
as you can see, i talk to me
for i've no one else...
i used to long for a friend,
so much that i could scream
i've gotten past that stage
now
i live inside my dreams...
for so long i've wished alone,
never thought they would come true
just when i most despaired,
i ran into you...
sitting here, don't you know,
i no longer want to scream...
i'm so glad,
i can't see..
that you're just a dream...
this song is dedicated to the memory of my most beloved, he who knows
who he is, he who has caused me to be what i am today...(no, don't kill him
for that)
anyway, i hope that he's happy wherever he his... and with whomever he's
with...
here's looking at you...
s...
menu(for all of the masochists out there...;)
Email: msbiotch@hotmail.com